ChiliGirl ~ Shirley

Talk to myself

2011-09-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

always...during examination period...

my spiritual and mentally is so weak!!

I'm always being so positively to tell others that...

"hey everything will be alright! keep it +ve alright!!"

and yet....this morning....

when i woke up in the 4am...

feeling not well and get back to sleep again until 7am...

and i got a SHOCK and woke up immediately...

and look at my notes...ah...all around...

hmm arrange it...organize it back again....

this morning was so emotional down...

playing piano ....

even play those emo melody....

at the same time i got to compose a song....

hmmm will share it next time...

ah just read a testimony back in my home church now...

their faithful has reminded me again....

therefore i shall not being so -ve thinking...

and i shall believe in God...

yea...and myself...

yesterday during sunday sermon...

pastor shared about this...

our words which came out from our mouth mean lots...

when we talk about blessing...

then the blessing will be coming...

the Angels will be surrounding us....

when we talk about the bad things...

-ve things....then satan will try to come and make the hole...

and grab away God's blessing....

therefore....i should remind myself....

again and again...

I'm the Children of God....

and i Deserve the Better one...

and i shall not be defeat by any circumstances...

cause i'm not easily being Kick off...

cause i've a Powerful heavenly father!!!!

so i'm the most pretty and charming Princess in Him...

and i deserve for the Best things as well....

I believe.....

and i Shall always Believe ....

Encouraging myself!!!! *hug*

*happy*

Work harder for final

Love Food Gathering

2011-08-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Short sharing after some time quiet in my Blog....

telling u what is happening in this month...
This few weeks getting along with many gathering...
especially meeting up friends during dinner time....
and ya...i do love to hang out with peoples...
even last time i don't use with it...even sometime now...
but ya..until i heard from the pastor that....
we need fellowship.....
and always be...in our LIfe...
we need it...

and yea...
one of the coolest is every semester once for my house gathering...
we will surely choose this restaurant....
it started last semester....
and yea...this semester even not everyone is here..
but we do have Fun too....
gonna miss this group of peoples...
and little cute Cecilia Ma...haha...
Great to know there is 2 Christians in my house as well..
Woot!!!!! =)

and yea....another one is CG gathering...
before the semester end...
we have our last last outing...
hmmm is mine last outing with them....
but yea.... i enjoyed in the play...
hahah....my favorite sport...Badminton....
aha....even i can't finish my food that night....
even Ah Yao said i can...haiz....
but yea...i enjoyed the time we chit chat....
always share and cares....
i gonna miss every single of UUU....
even some of U are new to me...
but yea....is great to meet up u guys....
in my LAst semester....

At the End....

i realize that i had more gathering...
and getting know new friends this semester...
compare to other semesters....
Thanks God that i can experience something different...

and yea....mission of sharing with peoples i don't know...
I make it!!!!

talk to strangers in Uni....
I make it!!!!

and there is another challenges to me....
To Graduate from my Degree...
and yea...Working hard for it now...
Dear Lord please give me strength and Wisdom...
Everyone...Please Pray for me ya!!!
I need your care and love as well to support me...
Lord i really need concentration...
and Focus on whatever i study....
This is the Critical time...
and i must Do it well....
Lord i need Your support too~~ =)
Please give me a HUg!!!!

One month of suffering then i will be Fr33!!!

第一次近距离看见--潘玮柏

2011-08-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

*The unknown peoples are gather together*

This week have been one of the exciting week for me...

why????

i did something that i never experience before...

What???

Meeting up the Singer that i normally see on TV & internet...

never experience before for any of this kind of event!!!!

only read it on newspaper....on their Meet and Greet happening in KL

and yea...from the 1st photo....you can see....

we are the 1st group peoples enter the heritage hall...
8 of us....another 2 is doing something else....

Why?

cause we got the VIP ticket.....

aha....from The Universal company...Will pan company...

*The moment he is on the stage...the real Start power is release~*
like my sister said....
:" hey i never hear u talk about Wilber before!!!
you like him meh?? "
hmmm....good question....do i really like him??
hahhaa....yea....i like him....
he can really dance and sing!!! Cool~
plus....he is really handsome!!! hahaha.....
*love love flying around**

and our camera is only pointing at him.....
so happy that i could sit in the very front place to watch him....
his new album songs....i really nice...
you should check it out as well....
and now his's album CD is played in my car.....

This afternoon i even have some Crazy Dream during my Nap...
i Dreamed of Will Pan....
you going to Laugh.....hahha...yea i know...
but yea....
I Dreamed that he called me!!!
and we have a long conversation...
i guess i'm really totally in the crazy Mood....
Please Calm down Shirley!!!!
i need more fresh air recently!!!!

we --VIP have the priority to enter to the VIP room to see him...
and even have the Photo session with him~~
ah....so nice huh!!!

he is really a cute man...
silly...and friendly....i could say....
a little shy shy....
but i can see he really working hard on everything....

hahhaa....i like this pic the most....
cause can see how happy i smile at....

The moment he touch on my friend's head....
everyone get crazy~~~
and even i touch on his hand...
i guess he will wondering....
which silly person touch on my hand....
cause i can see he is smiling when i touch
ah....i guess i'm totally crazy~~
stop this Shirley!!!!

i could said.....
M'sia always make funny things....
look at the body guard in front here...
they all are actually holding the stage....
avoid it to move outward again...
hmmmm please have a better stage in future....
in case any of the singer will fall from it....
but i can everyone of them...
are working hard to overcome problems happen....

and after the event....
we went for our late dinner....
Thanks to our new friend-Steven Li for the treat!!!
Nice to meet you....
and ya....i have my another Wonderful days here....
before my graduation soon....
**Photo credited to Alex**

i love a words here:
"we earn our Degree not Get our Degree"

so now working hard for my Final exam sooner....
God give me strength and Wisdom!!!!

having a nice dinner with Princesses

The Butterfly Circus

2011-08-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

A meaningful short film to share with you today....
20minutes film....
please take a little time to watch it!!!

Recently i found a very meaningful short film
just want to share it here in my blog to all my viewers....
Is a inspire and touching film....

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and here is the story:

At the height of the Great Depression,
the showman (Eduardo Verastegui)
of a renowned circus leads his troupe through the
devastated American landscape,
lifting the spirits of audiences along the way.

During their travels they discover Will (Nick Vujicic),
a man without limbs at a carnival sideshow,
but after an intriguing encounter with the showman
he becomes driven to hope against
everything he has ever believed.

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I'm not sure how do you feel when you watch it...
but deep from my heart ....
i do want to encourage you....
Continue your dream even you have fall right now...
cause nothing is impossible in God...
and remember this....
Jesus love you more than anyone else...
even you can't see Him...but He is with you...
Don't give up even when you fail on anything...
Keep it up....
Even Nick Vujicic can do it...
why not us?
Think peoples!!!!
we are much more blessing......

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you can now visit "The butterfly circus" website:
http://thebutterflycircus.com/

or you can also visit...Nick Vujicic website...
http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/about-nick/

Get to know more about him-Nick Vujicic....
I believe his's story will surely encourage you!!!

Have a nice day peoples.....*peace*

Time for BreAk

2011-08-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

well well well.....

ah...i been skipping for two classes just because...

i need more time for revision....

Arrrgghhh....I don't Like Exam!!!

but once Sherry told me...

she will rather choose exam then assignment...

but when there is too many exam come in one day...

then i don't prefer exam anymore....

ah....and so many things to study.....

and probably my emotional is totally Crazy....

yea....all calculation.....

HOpe i will not forget what i have DID...

AAAarrrggghhhhh..............

financing....accounting....quantitative....Taxation....

Please Be friend with me okay?

ah....i'm friendly actually....

*peace*

**orange juice**

and now i really need something to clear my mind...

play 10min piano....

not like Maksim...but Shirley...hahah...

then went back for my exercise....

then remember that i haven check my exam venue....

on my lappy again....

and tata...I'm here...hahahha

blogging....

hahah....concentrate~~~

i miss the taste of the starbuck coffee....

ah....love to drink....

but ever i drink...next....gastric....

but still i love it...

hehehe....hope to get back to starbuck cafe again....

Kampar...please have it one here k??

oh maybe this more suit me....

since is Hot now....

Ice Coffee....

lalala.....

relax my mind for more than 10min....

get back to my work again......

Wish me all Luck tomorrow....

the Last battle for the Mid term....

ooo....i love my Exam!! hehe....

Night in Hatyai convention Hall

2011-07-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

oh...after one month...
finally i want to close up my trip in Hatyai....
is a amazing trip with group of peoples....
peoples i don't know...
but they are under same company.....
i don't have any relationship with that....
but this group peoples....
Is totally crazy and playful....

and me?
just to enjoy my holidays there...
and here....
oh awesome place...
i probably can't believe that...
Hatyai will have such a great building....

is a new building...
heard that we are the 1st guest in the hall....

everything is new here....
the building probably have not completely done yet...
but i do love this place....
ah....green field....

the corridor....
with two amazing ladies....
me and my sister.... =)

another site of the building...

one of the design from the entrance...

and us....
the ladies in the same tutu car....

lucky we didn't wear dinner dress...
cause i imagine how can we sit in the small tutu car...
hahha...impossible right?
therefore....our attire is the safe for sitting in the tutu car

and here is my dinner table....
with my dar dar-Joey...
a sister that i didn't see for almost one year....

and my sister with her souvenir from Thai government....

the Hall.....
approximately have around thousand peoples here....
is the SUPER GROUP 20th anniversary...
by the way....to say...Congra SG!!! =)

even non of my business...
but somehow my insurance still under this company...
ah...support bit lah!!!
hahaha....

and another group of VIP coming in....
with the welcome from the crowd....

and them....
hahha....=)

and us!!!
even is last time ....
we can chao the 1st group....
ahahha.... =D

well....
i don't feel to eat anything yet...
cause my stomach still fulled with all the food....
so i enjoy the performance on the stage~!

i love the lighting on stage.......
so hope i can manage to have the knowledge of this....
cause i always love to have the environment under the light...

and us....
the shopping Gang....

and here is 1st dish....

and the performance....

hmmm i don't know what is that...
but....it taste ok...

and here is the Fish Ball....

and this is the Ducky....

here is the Menu of our night....
probably i don't eat much....
cause nothing make me feel to eat....

ah....then i walk around the convention hall....
here is on part of the hall....
the corridor....
without any glass...
i guess they will sooner put it on right?
** i don't know!!!**

and me on the corridor....

water here and there...

ah.....faces....

creativity!!

hmmm i likey this...

hmmm the convention

The Thai King

The Thai Queen

and the SG peoples from Puchong

ah....lastly is the most exciting part...
the performance from the local band...

i took few of photos....
hmmm even i don't really understand what they sang...
i means sometime....pronounce is not clear!!
but some of them really good!

They can really Shout!!
they can really dance....heheh...
the most "geng" is....they can change their clothes...
Damn Fast!!!! hahaha

and you can see the crowd is so HIGH UP!!!

the musicians....
and i realize the Drummer using the same tempo
for almost all songs...
hahha....

ah...the guitarist is quite handsome....
therefore he have few fans standing in front of him....
shout shout there...
hahaha.... =.=''''
of course not including me....
cause i just to stand there and take photo...

ah...this ladies...
i guess she really look like a ladies...
therefore she is the most famous among the rest....
those guys getting HIGH UP when she sang....
**crazy**

and the night end up with a band and dance...
everyone have FUn....
of course not really for me!!!
cause i don't really like them....
unless they are the team from Korea....
like Super Junior!!!
ah...then i will super enjoy!!!
hahaha..... alright....
get back to my work now...
havign 3 mid-term on coming Saturday!!!
oh GOd please give me strength!!!
I need wisdom...and patient!!!
**peace**

We just crazy

2011-07-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

i realize that some of my groupmate always love to be Late...

Late to do their work...

Late for meeting...

Late for replying sms....

Late...Late....Late...

but....i kinda like my Pengajian M'sia groupmate...

each one of them are really awesome...

they have their very great ability on certain work...

I'm glad to be with you all....

And all the best for tomorrow presentation....

i believe our crazy act will be like by audience....

So just do our very best....

I"m so excited for tomorrow now!!!

Sleep tight and Fight for tomorrow!!

Just

2011-07-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

**pic showing i'm worse in handling ....a baby!!**

ah...i guess that's probably the best pic to show

how was i right now... =(

well yea....SHIRLEY What is happening to you???

if you ask me???

i will said : " I don't know??"

now still cough....gosh...

2 weeks di even my medicine Finished!

Still remain the same.... =(

many things come up....

i still have time to get so Emo??

you know what??

sometime i really HATE this kind of feeling...

when you feel lost....

or you have too high expectation....

i don't whether it is a too not realistic??

i always wish to get everything PREFECT...

but i think i should have some limitation...

or some logic as well...

but seriously I DON'T THINK SO....

cause God has always the BETTER one for everyone...

and of course i CAN too...

with all my Dream....

and now i totally feel that i'm so WEAK!!!

how come?? that's just not like my character!!!

and even i have the bad attitude wanted to compare with ...

why is it i so envy about that person??

why??? she is just nothing to me!!!

REMEMBER!!!!!

ah....i should have always get into my own self GOAL....

rather than wasting my time getting EMO...

well yea...even sometime it came....

that's why i said....

"Hey you DEVIL don't Put EMO to me!!!!! "

cause i have a better one which is the Lord!!!

"YOU BACK OFFF!!!!!!"

cause GOD IS MY VICTORY!!!!

i shall not fear and keep moving...

i know that whatever it is....

whether tom become the famous one??

er....i guess i have that kind of feeling...

well yea...i still figuring....

which is the correct direction....

now there is some senior asking me...

where will you go after you graduate??

er....i said....Penang....

but....i really hope i can go oversea....

when i see some many bad things happening in M'sia...

but i still remember pastor mentioned in Global day prayer...

we must LOVE OUR COUNTRY!!!

and now...i'm completely....confuse....

i do hope to go Australia....

when i realize....maybe M'sia will becoming worse?

hahha...maybe just stay there for sometime or....

even don't come back to M'sia again??

considering....

perhaps...i still wait for the chance...

even right now...

i still kinda lost with what will happen in my life...

many plans...considering....thinking....

somehow....

i believe that....God will still Lead the way...

for now....

concentrate with my current work....

ah....presentation + mid-term....

Hope i can achieve my Goal...

and hoping to becoming a great musician as well....

Gambateh~

couple weeks til today

2011-07-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

time after time....when you grow...

you started to realize more and more things...

same as me... =)

recently...there is so many things happening in my own country...

last time i don't even care about what government did...

i don't talk about what they wanted to do....

well....today is different....when i got to know
the real situation where people reused their power...
used residents money for own materialistic....

therefore.....
***THINK***

when there is more and more truth have been transparent...
those in the Dark are fear....
they don't dare to FACE the truth and keep ignoring and blaming
you would just say....
"that is non of my business why should i care?"
well ....the most important is that....
whether you love your own country
no words....no action....
think about what you should do?
influence in the good way to others...
that is the best one .....
pray and bless others....
honesty....loving....

i just cut my long hair yesterday....
and here is my brand new hair again....
hahha...**pic taken in Library**
when i wanna check on my new hair...
well yea....campus life will sooner end...
i believe i going to miss the moment as a student....
fully utilize all my time as a real student....
more and more test and assignment as well as presentation
coming up....
hope i can cope with each and every single mission...
God give me strength and wisdom....
the most important things that i gonna do is....
hehehe....cut down my weight....and.....
control my diet.....healthy life....
sleep on time....wake up on time....
finish everything on time....
ah......BE discipline....
and prepare for my new few target....
* Rock Climbing...
**marathon-10km
***getting prettier...hahahha!!!! healthy of course!!
****CUT DOWN MY WEIGHT!!!
i wanna wear back my mini skirt!!! hahaha!!!
weeeee~~~~ <3
==gambateh==
2months to go as a students to get everything in track!

FINALLY!!!! Today ended my most scary presentation...
hahha....E-Commerce presentation....
always in fear for the couple of weeks....
worried i can handle the questions might be ask....
scare that we will present too long....
scare that our Web page is not good enough!!!
lots of.....wondering....
ah...finally everything is done by today....
and seriously....
That is my ever LONGER presentation in my Uni life...
i think almost one and the half hour....
imagine.....13 minutes of our presentation....
then the rest of the time is.....
SHOOT by floating questions from the room....
"Why???!!!!"
hahha....but is interesting .....cause of the questions...
I think lots too.....Lucky i can handle it well!!!
Even we don't do it Perfectly....
But at least we can Try our very Best!!!
Start at 345pm .....and End at 530pm....
ah....EVER LONGER PRESENTATION...
hahha.....the most sweetest part is.....
Our tutor-Mr Khor brought us his snack!!!!
hahhaha......at least moment ended the presentation...
we have SNACk to enjoy!!!!
**phew!!!** finally finish....
After month of struggling with the Web Page Design....ah....
you will love it too huh!!!
*more of my design will post it out ....
when other group have present!!! *
#copy right!!! hahaha#

preparing for pengajian M'sia mid-term

Seven Aids to Finding Humility... and Keeping It

2011-07-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

I really urge you to Read this Today.... hope this can really help you ...
and as well as peoples around you.....
Please Finish this Article.... God bless you!

I know precious little about humility. However I know one big thing: God wants it in His people.
Scripture is filled with teachings, examples, violations, commands, and encouragements regarding humility. Nothing cinches it for believers like knowing that even Jesus Christ was humble and became our example. Try these passages for starters: Matthew 11:29; John 13:14-15; Philippians 2:5-8.
Scripture tells believers to put on humility (Colossians 3:12), be clothed with humility (I Peter 5:5), and to walk with humility (Ephesians 4:1-2).

The Lord wants His children to be humble so badly that He has given us seven aids to accomplish this and to keep us that way.
1. Common sense
Look around at the billions of people. You're just one of them. Look above at the jillions of stars. You're sitting on one small planet circling one humble star. They've been around for eons, while you have only a few more years of life here. If that doesn't humble you, you're not paying attention.

2. The Holy Spirit
The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, humility.... (Galatians 5:22-23).

3. Our family
I heard the wife of a well-known preacher say on television once--and probably shocking some in her audience--"I tell my husband, 'Don't start that big shot thing with me. I saw you in your shorts this morning.'"
The old adage says, "No man is a hero to his valet." Likewise, to the Obama children, Barack is simply "Daddy." To Billy Graham's offsprings, he is "Daddy." None tiptoe into his presence and genuflex.

4. Our friends
Those who are your closest friends are not in awe of you. They will tell you your breath smells bad, you need to use a hankie, or that you have a stain on your clothing that you had not noticed. Faithful are the wounds of a friend, but deceitful are the kisses of an enemy (Proverbs 27:6).

5. Affliction, hardship
You shall remember that the Lord your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not. So He humbled you.... (Deuteronomy 8:2-3)

6. Failure
Scripture cites so many instances of this, it's hard to know where to start. God let Israel fail to conquer the tiny city of Ai to humble them because of sin in their camp. He let Samson fail because of his headstrong ways. Same with Nebuchadnezzar. Time and again, God allowed foreign nations to conquer Israel and dominate them until they humbled themselves and cried out to Him.
A friend in the ministry told me that after his wife left him, thus ending his pastoral ministry that had made him a household name in his part of the world, God truly humbled him. I said, "My guess is you are doing far better work for the Lord now than before." He said, "I was working for myself before. Now I work for Jesus."

7. Criticism
Nothing drove Moses to stay close to the Almighty like the constant carping of the Israelite people. Many pastors have had to stand in the pulpit and deliver God's message to people who were looking for flaws and eager to pounce on any mistake he made. It's an awful way to live, but God can use this in his life to build character and deepen his commitment to Christ.
As I write this, something just happened. A few days ago, an online pastors' service picked up an article from my website and forwarded it (with my approval of course) to over 100,000 on their mailing list. Ever since, my mailbox has been clogged with comments and responses, almost entirely favorable. However, this morning a negative note came. A layman let me know he was the type of church member I was addressing and that I was entirely wrong. I answered him and should have moved forward. But since, I've gone back and reread his note and even printed it out. His criticism will linger with me far longer than the endorsements.

Okay, so we have all these influences converging on little old us to keep us mindful that we are puny, dependent, limited, weak, ignorant, and sinners.

A gospel song expresses it like this--
I thought number one would surely be me;
I thought I could be what I wanted to be.
I thought of myself as a mighty big man.
But I can't even walk without You holding my hand.

Question: Why do we have to keep learning these lessons? Why does pride become such a dominant, malignant factor in our lives?

Answer: Because we live under a constant barrage of forces that neutralize humility.

Here are seven of these forces that work against humility:
1. Our ego
We are born self-centered and, unless something intervenes (like a spanking or discipline or instruction), we grow up full of ourselves, thinking the world revolves around us. That may be the essence of original sin, that we are all about us.
My friend Jerry Clower used to say, "People say I have an ego. Listen, friend--if you don't have an ego, go get you one. Because you're going to be needing one in this life!" He meant the kind of self-awareness and confidence that accompany success in life. That's the good ego; the bad ego is pride, self-centeredness.

2. Our successes
No one wants to fail; everyone wants to succeed in life. And yet we learn far more from our failures than from successes and accomplishments. Let a young writer publish an early book and receive great acclaim and he/she automatically thinks of themselves as a great author. However, if the aspiring writer receives a series of rejection slips that drive him to work at his craft and perfect his manuscript, he can become far more than otherwise.
In the ministry, few people are as full of themselves as young pastors who have achieved acclaim early. After watching them preen and listening to them prate, one finds himself hoping they will be humbled in order to be of genuine service in the Lord's work. My opinion is that no one in the ministry ever amounts to anything without being broken at some point.

3. Our underlings
Our groupies, our fans, our employees, our admirers--call them what you please. Sycophants. Many of these attempt to curry favor in order to use us for their purposes.

4. Our forgetfulness
God sent us failure and humbled us, but we quickly forgot the lesson and soon were back to speed with our ego running the show.
The Apostle Peter wrote of various Christlike virtues, then added, He who lacks these things is shortsighted, even to blindness, and has forgotten that he was cleansed from his old sins (II Peter 1:9).

5. Our enemy, Satan himself
Jesus told Peter that the devil wanted to sift you like wheat. For one called "The Rock" (Matthew 16:18), we get a picture of Peter being turned into sand. Satan is forever trying that approach with us today, in two primary ways: by running us down, destroying our confidence and faith, and by puffing us up, making us believe in our self-sufficiency.

6. Our blindness
Even without successes to puff us up, we still find ourselves carrying inflated ideas of who we are. Where does this come from? We are clearly turning blind eyes toward reality. The Old Testament prophets and our Lord Jesus spoke of those who have eyes but will not see (Matthew 13:13ff).
I've noticed a little quirk of mine which I'm willing to bet is a widespread human frailty: when we look into the mirror, we do not see "truth" but we see what we want to see. When I was carrying 30 pounds more than I do now, I did not see that in mirrors. When someone handed me a photo they had just taken, there it was and there was no denying it. But the mirror was my buddy. As with the wicked queen, the "mirror mirror on the wall" showed her what she wanted to see, told her what she wanted to hear.

7. Flattery
"You are so wonderful." "You are the best pastor we've ever had." "I read everything you write." "How did you learn to draw so well?" "You are so handsome."
Groan.

My friend Frank Pollard, wonderful pastor now in Heaven, had a good line that fits here. After receiving a glowing introduction before he preached, Frank approached the pulpit and said, "I'm going to ask the Lord to forgive my brother for that introduction. And to forgive me for enjoying it so much."
The ugliest trait in all the world--bar none, no debate about it--is conceit. An actor can take home more Oscars than anyone in movie history and adorn the covers of all the fan mags and we are fine with that. However, let him or her begin to act like they are (ahem) hot stuff and we're outa there. Few things adorn accomplishment like humility.

Okay, third and maybe the most basic question of all: Why? Why does the Lord want us humble? Why is this an important topic? What is the point?

For that, we turn to Scripture. Here are some reasons God's Word identifies for our being humble.

1. That He may exalt us in due time
"Therefore, humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time" (I Peter 5:6).

2. So that we may learn. Only the humble are teachable
"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart" (Matthew 11:29).

3. That God can use us in His service. He cannot use the prideful
"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart--These, O God, you will not despise" (Psalm 51:17).

4. To receive more grace
"He gives more grace. Therefore He says, 'God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble" (James 4:6).

5. To enter His presence
"Thus says the High and Lofty One who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: 'I dwell in the high and holy place, with him who has a contrite and humble spirit...." (Isaiah 57:15).
"The Lord is near those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit" (Psalm 34:18).

6. To be saved and enter the Kingdom
"Unless you are converted and become as little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven" (Matthew 18:3-4).

7. That our prayers may be heard
"He does not forget the cry of the humble" (Psalm 9:12).
Does this exhaust the subject? What a question! Never. This one is as deep as the ocean, as unlikely to be nailed down and summed up as the mysteries of the future. The human heart is a mess. The human animal is a rebel. As puny and flawed as we are, the fact that we accomplish a few things and then decide we can live without God is all the proof anyone should ever need of our precarious condition in this universe.
The war to remain humble must be fought on many fronts every day of our lives. Even then, pride will slip up on us and enter from our blind side. Before we know it, we will start sounding as though we deserve more from God and others than we are getting, like we have been mistreated in life, as though the universe was built for our comfort and our being deprived of anything ranks as a great injustice.
Every day of our lives, the wise among us will join with the publican who stood afar off and unwilling to even lift up his head, prayed, O God, be merciful to me the sinner (Luke 18:13).

Dr. Joe McKeever

Grace

2011-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Everyone thinks grace is a wonderful idea until they are faced with a situation that calls for it to be applied.

Grace is that which is freely given and totally undeserved; receiving what you do not deserve, and not receiving what you do.

Make no mistake, when it comes to human interaction, grace is a choice; a decision, made in reaction to a situation, which creates one of two scenarios: graciousness, or harsh judgment.

Let’s explore this a bit.

You arrive for your regular morning workout at the gym. You see a morbidly obese person on the treadmill. A dark thought slips across your mind along the lines of “What are they doing here?”

But what would a choice for grace be like?

It’s simple, really. When the dark thought crosses your mind, correct it and choose another. Rather than sneering and thinking that an overweight person has no business in a gym with fit people such as yourself, let grace exclaim, “Good for them! They are trying to lose weight and are here putting in the hard work to do it. Many overweight people aren’t even trying, and they are. Way to go!”

A politician is caught in sexual scandal and forced to resign. The first thought would be to lump all the slimy buggers together, make a sweeping assessment about politicians in general, and say the hypocrite got what he deserved.

A choice for grace might whisper, “If all of my private sins were suddenly made known, would I be forced to resign as well?”

Do we need to keep walking through the other seven deadly sins? If grace can speak to gluttony and lust, couldn’t it change our response to greed, anger, sloth, envy and pride?

Not as a means to excuse sin, or even to respond passively to sin as if it’s inconsequential to our world, much less our spiritual lives. The choice for grace is more relational. It’s the understanding that you’ve never locked eyes with anyone’s sin without seeing the drama of the fall playing itself out on planet earth.

The choice for grace is about seeing past the second chapter of the great theological story; first came creation, then the fall, but then came the wonderful, glorious third chapter of redemption.

This wasn’t just proclaimed by Jesus, but lived.

When everyone else saw a serial adulterer by a well, Jesus saw an evangelist to a city.

When everyone else saw a scheming, greedy tax collector, Jesus saw someone who could right a corrupt system.

When everyone else saw a murderous, hate-filled bigot, Jesus saw the author of much of the New Testament.

When everyone else saw you, full of your sin and dead to shame, Jesus saw a cherished daughter and a prized son.

Grace chose you.

Try choosing grace for others.

James Emery White

你也应该知道更多

2011-07-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

最近马来西亚有很多被隐藏的事实一件接一件的浮现.....
败坏的政府。。。。不公平的对待。。。。
我想每一个人都有自由权去做任何事。。。
但。。。前提是。。。你做的一切是对的吗？良心过得去吗？
或者只为自己的利益？而不把人民放在眼内呢？
你而且你可以这么的享受。。。因为哪不是你的钱。。。你没感觉！
用的全是人民的血汗钱。。。让而却没做出什么事来。。。
贪污。。。看来是被你们这帮没有道德的政府人员给散播出来的。。。
警察不好好做事。。。反过来却一天到晚。。。想着哪里可以收“咖啡钱”
BERSIH 最近是最被关注的一件事。。。其实我很佩服发动这事的人民。。。
所以。。。国家的前途。。。后代的前途就在我们的手。。。
你。。。呢？？
如果你是基督徒。。。我鼓励你为我们的国家代祷。。。
希望神能改变我们的国土。。。让每一个人是被平等的待遇。。。
祷告神能让很多事情。。。让更多的人能站出来。。。
让马来西亚可以真正的健康发展。。。。没有人民阶层分类。。。
大家被公平的对待。。。
需要的人民被照顾。。。国土的钱被用在。。。国家发展。。。
而不是个人利益。。。
为马来西亚祝福吧大家！！！
支持BERSIH....因为我们期待公平的国家竞选。。。
没有任何的狡猾手段。。。

****一篇报道如下。。。好好读读吧！！

因为我们也应该好好的知道我们国家到底怎么了！！

槟州首席部长兼民主行动党秘书长林冠英于2011年7月4日在吉隆坡发表声明：

拿督斯里希山慕丁敢不敢像禁止净选盟那样禁止土著权威组织（PERKASA）？又或者他敢不敢像逮捕和丰区国会议员再也古玛医生那样，以紧急法令逮捕上议员依占与凯里加玛鲁丁，以证明警方没有双重标准，也没有偏袒一方？

拿督斯里希山慕丁敢不敢像禁止净选盟那样禁止土著权威组织（PERKASA）？又或者他敢不敢像逮捕和丰区国会议员再也古玛医生那样，以紧急法令逮捕上议员依占与凯里加玛鲁丁，以证明警方没有双重标准，也没有偏袒一方？

行动党质疑希山慕丁坚持当局将会一视同仁地阻止所有的集会，虽然他目前只是打压要求选举改革的净选盟，却不对付在2011年7月1日主办暴力集会的巫统和土著权威组织。当依占威胁说不必等到全国大选也可以利用发动更多示威来叫我下台、卸下首长一职时，为什么希山慕丁不以紧急法令逮捕他？

槟城中文报记者与摄影记者协会已经公开谴责示威人士在乔治市及槟城大桥进行暴力的非法集会时，无缘无故攻击一名记者、一名摄影记者以及一名录影记者。上述协会质问警方虽然在前一天已经知道这场集会，为何没有执法、也没有采取预防措施阻止有关示威？
上述协会也问，为什么警方严格打压还没有发生的净选盟2.0大集会，却没有能力阻止巫统和土著权威组织真正举行的非法集会？最让人惊讶的是，上述协会的文告指出，记者遭袭击事件发生在警察面前，但是执法者却不阻止有关攻击行为，让人感到不幸、无助及绝望。警方的无动于衷不禁让人怀疑他们在保护国民安全方面的的廉正、能力及公信力。
行动党支持和平示威，但是我们谴责暴力示威。警方没有对付巫统和土著权威组织发起的暴力示威，一再证明警方实施双重标准和偏袒一方。

再也古玛以及另外五名社会主义党党员在紧急法令不公平地遭扣留，尽管政府也拿不出证据证明他要向元首和国家宣战。马来西亚正与共产国家如古巴、中国和越南建立紧密关系，有关当局指控他们宣扬共产主义是非常离谱的。

凯里加玛鲁丁在2009年10月12日成立永久秘书处以加强巫青团与中共青年团的联系，他是不是也应该在复辟共产主义的罪名下被逮捕与提控？国阵青年团团长凯里加玛鲁丁曾经说过，上述永久秘书处将促进双边交流，以加强两个团体的联系。

很明显地，国阵政府只是在加害过去一个星期被捕的净选盟支持者以及星期三遭搜查的秘书处，当时他们都还没有举办任何示威，但是，巫统与土著权威的示威却被允许并且不受对付。如此不公平的做法只会破坏马来西亚的国际形象，并让我国留下“不尊重基本人权”的污点。

林冠英

Step on the Land of Thailand- Day2 (1)

2011-07-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

look at my sister face....
she is totally Into the mood of the her day already!!

exciting....even the baby!!!!

joy are just dawn in the place....
she is figuring where to go......

The Map ....

Started my day with Joy....

yeah!!! after a night....i have fully charged my battery!
love you guys....

xoxo

the morning of Hatyai....

and Look at doggies....so cool huh....

no need safety belt?? hahhaha

on the way looking for our Breakfast...
ah....since i'm the photographer...
i should take any second of people's Joyful moment!!

and we even bow into someone familiar on the street...

her secondary friend!!!!

and me saw a cute baby with her grandpapa...
ah.....i imagine....
human reaction is so amaze....
you just need to observe....

and we try to look for our breakfast....
walk from shop to shop....

but me and my sister decide to go further...

well for the left stall....Porridge stall....
we tried it the next day breakfast

ah while talking about the porridge i'm hungry too right now!!...

**9/10**

and the cute cute pineapple....super duper sweet
if you happen to have Diabetes ....
Better don't try this!!!!

**9/10**

The Street is just Fulled with peoples who selling things....
lots of stuff here...
Food....especially~~

ah....even the fried kweit tiao!!!

ah....i bought this fried fish ball.....
but out of my expectation....
is NOT NICE!!!
hahah....nice to see....not nice to eat!!!
*just like human~
some peoples are nice looking....
but in their Heart is always....so Evil!! *
**1/10**

like what i said previously....
you can see PORK....Everywhere...
therefore....whatever we can...
we can't skip to have the PORK!!!
hahha....therefore....
this plate....i only eat the EGG....
hahhaha
**4/9**

noodles??? hmmm....
normal...
nothing special...
cause i feel that Sitiawan Noodles is the best!!!

every stall will have their very own design....
and even their chinese words not bad too....
hahah....Cantonese translate too

ah....this is Thailand motorcar....

PORK Satay!!! ahaha....
they said is awesome...
me say....so so ... hahahah
**7/10**

Vege Vege......wooot~~~

this is what??
i think can eat right?

well they are into the Shopping mood....
and me?? looking around...
lucky is not HOT here....

Thai special....
crab!!

wow....Chili....me love it so much!!!

dragon fruit....hahhah
but i guess i can get it in M'sia as well.... =)

Durian.....eeehhh i Don't like it~~~

looking for Grape...ah...that's better!!! =)

and that's me and my sister!!!
hahah...i love this pic....you can see how enjoyable we are

then is the Nuts time....
we bought lots of different Nuts back from this trip...

Toys....
my brother in law love it....
=.=''''

ah....stop for a cup of Strawberry milk...
Ah.....Cooling now....

and Begs....you can see it everywhere here...
and previously i heard people said...
the shopkeeper will different category with AA..A...A+
and now i see....is really different quality and price
.i rather get one which reasonable prize and nice quality instead...

ah.......so many things here....
hahha...i guess probably those quality can't really stay long huh...

hahha....like i mentioned before...
i thought this is a Anti killing wild animals campaign...
until someone told me...
Thailand having Election....
and this is the way they explain the other party...

and see my brother in law is playing with his's new toy

ah....after the morning shop...
up next we went to another market...
which the local said...The BIGGER market in town...
ah...i guess i probably feel wanna Vomit ....
need to SHOP again.... =.=''
hope this round i can see nice things....

ah.....HUNGRY...
let's go for Lunch 1st....
ah....PORK again.... =.=''''
i guess probably we will look like a PIG too then....

Bamboo stick drink.....
ah....Cold drink is the best to bring up my mood...
ah....nice~~ =)
**8/10**

like what you can see...
Almost all the dish look the same huh....
ya....that's what we can get....
cause there is too many peoples....
therefore we can't get any other special food...
and even this is the last plate in the shop....

**6/10**

yea....chicken finally....

**7/10**

ah....then we went into the BIG market...
this is the most attractive shop i love...
ah....i love the design of those clothes....
nice....

Mango.....my favorite....
see so nice of the color....

This is Mango Stick Rice...
the most famous things in Thai....
**10/10**

as you can see....
i'm Totally Tired and HOT....
but this Mango stick rice...
make me smile again....
hehehhe =)

up then.....
Finished the 3 hours Shopping time in the BIG market...
then went back to HOTEL...
and me?? hahhaa...
looking for TOM Yam!!!

Thanks to my sister....
even she is tired...
but she accompany me for TomYam hunting...
hahha....love you sista!!!

this is the Soya Bean in Thai....

The TOM YAM!!!!
yeah~~
nicer then the previous shop...

**9/10**

The seaFood fried Rice...
ah this is so expensive....
RM15 ...me don't like!!!
**5/10**

so he again....
didn't accompany us...
but went for Massage again....
and we have our COOL tea time...
and he can only buy COCONUT ice cream for himself...
hahhaha.....
i like the ice-cream
**9/10**

and here's what mine....two plastic beg only....
with my favorite strawberry cookies....

and this is my roommate stuff after the BIG market...
hahha....she can really SHOP!!!
haaahaha.....Winner!!!

**up next the NIght of crazy in Hatyai**

Step on the Land of Thailand- Day1 (2) night

2011-06-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

ha....after my 1st day of Thai post....
almost 2 weeks di....
alright i should finish what we did there huh....
ah....after Floating Market....
we went back and bath + rest....
then came out again....
now we have Bro SY with us..
ah....Dinner time...even our stomach is Fulled...
then we walked around....
look for nice things....and we saw this chinese restaurant
The vege above look special huh...
and it taste not bad too....
**7/10**

ah.....so cool to be in Thailand...
cause anywhere you can see PORK...
hahhaa.....well well even i don't like ...
but PORK still occur in my dinner....
**3/10**

same as this....
another version of Pork... hahha....
everyone enjoyed with it...
at least its sauce is nice....
but not me!!! lucky the last one is my super favorite...

Sea Food TOMYAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yahoo!!! that's the awesome dish.....
Love it!!! is nice....
ah....at least my dinner is satisfy now!!!
=D
**9/10**

The couple is enjoying....

ah....as me??
hmmm red face ....too spicy??
ah....of course not.....
The weather is HOT!!!! hahahha....

ah...while others went for Massage....
i accompany my sister to shop around....
walk around the night street of Hatyai central....
ah....and this special stall has attract my attention...
what that???
look carefully....

Is Dragon Prawn!!!!!!!!!!!
and it cost RM30 per prawn....
at the end i give up to try....
=(

therefore i don't know how it taste....
p/s: while i taken this photo....i lost my Coconut!!!
so i give point to my Coconut....nice and sweet!!!
**7/10**

yahoo.....
the most exciting things happen!!!!
McD appeared in the mall.....
Ooo.....Awesome....
even Swensens is here too....
but not manage to try Swensens....
cause this complex already Close....
er i remember the time is 9pm+....
oh Thailand peoples sleep early??
hahahha.....

Yeah....
the best part is when you give up something....
and you got better one for next....
not going massage ....and i got my Kung Fu Panda 2 edition cup!!
hahhaha....Cool huh!!! =)
just because of this....i bought a big value set....
just simply i want the cup....
hahha even we are Full....
in Thailand....even you are Full
you still manage to eat....
that is the result....i became even fatter than last time this year
haiz.... =(

even Thai McD paper design is cute and nice too...
and fries is nice....
**6/10**

ME the Victory of getting this Cup...
even i can't get another version which i prefer more...
but this one is cute too.....during panda young age...

**10/10**

AaaaaaHaaaa.....the PORK Burger is selling in Thailand too....
well well i gonna say....it really taste nice....
**9/10**

and i really love it....
hehhee..... =)
taste so special....
ah that's peoples said....
things you hardly to get you will feel it's nice...
when you have it all the time...
you don't appreciate it....
ah....Agree....
lucky i'm not Porky fans.... =)

Out from our window....
we can see all those small stalls set up there....
the street is fulled with peoples....

And Thailand McD have Mc Cafe too....
haiz....even Thai got...why not M'sia??
so outdated?? sob.....
S'pore always have ages....we so near can't M'sia McD copy?
hahha....suggestion suggestion....Mc Cafe please laugh it ....

ah....the counter nothing special....
it's just Fulled with peoples Stuck in a small space....
cause the complex beside is Close.....
therefore....see everyone is Suffered in small place to Q....
how i communicate with them??
its' just like chicken and duck....
she don't know what i said...i don't know what she said...
hahhaa....
end up....i just use nonverbal to communicate...
hahhaa..... smart huh....alright...that's what everyone can do ....

ah....Chinese words....
don't feel curious...
some of the Thailand peoples can even speak mandarin...
yea....they do!!!!

Even bird nest is available too....
wow eat like a King!!!

selling everything in RM5.....

ah....shopping time....
my sister saw a shop which sell all beg in RM29.9
ah.....i guess probably Baby inside is Jumping di...
cause mummy is going to shop crazy...
ahahha..... =) see she so concentrate on the begs....

while she is busying with the begs...
and me?? busy to take photo....
she is totally frustrated with me during that moment...
cause i don't pay attention....
ah...i just wanna say i'm not really that kind...
Shopping type person...
hahha....basically....follow my mood....
when i really need it then...
i will have the mood to shop crazy...
well should said.....shop for others things rather than begs...
hahha.... =)

hahha....see how may she got on her hand?
hahha... =) and me enjoy with myself....
end up the night with lots of begs....
lalala....you can get from her if you want...
hahhaha.... =)

xoxo....love the temperature in library today...
it's just nice....
at least i don't feel so ill in cold condition....

Stay tuned for more....

I hate to Fall sick...Go away!!!

Found my last year b'day letter

2011-06-10T11:07:00.001+08:00

*cute right* heheh....

Esther is behind me practicing her piano for this coming Saturday GDOP service...
and me behind her looking for information....while i replying some of my friends email..
and i realize this email from a friend....i don't realize this letter during my birthday until today!!
Gosh.... =,=''' but is so great to see this letter....
contain meaningful words and caring!!! ah....."change" ya....
no doubt i really change lots during my Uni life back in kampar...
even my buddy-5plus2 mentioned too....
but anyhow....looking at what is happening around...
things which has happened around....whatever whatever.....bla bla bla....
but i believe one things....
**Believe!!!***

watched a video last night....
from Korea Got talent....
i think some of you know about it....
A guy name- Sung Bong Choi
his story really touched me...
and inspire me to move forward....
my problem is just minor....even he can do it why not me?
hehhe....like the letter say....
Lioness always happy....yup i should have it all the time right!!
yup i should!~

* A special birthday wishes from a friend...*

Hi hi.. It's been 2 years and 6months knowing you and i enjoy the day with you a lot.. playing around, shouting, laughing and most of all serving.. Things has change so much from last time til now.. even I have change.. You have change too Shirley.. I don't know what makes you change so much, what makes you lose your happiness, what makes you lose the passion, but I hope you will always stand firm for Him no matter where you are...

I have nothing much to offer nor present (Sorry), just a prayer for you and i will always pray that you will be able to find back who you are in Him that you may serve with Joy and Peace and most of all with Love. I don't know your real problem, but I believe God knows and no problem is too big for Him Find Him true and real in your life Shirley..

Hehe.. Sorry talk so much.. Want to wish you Happy Birthday too Shirley! 23 years old already after so long of denial and see.. you have peace now.. i no go kacau or make war.. hehe.. Hope you will be happy always and lovely always right? Lioness always love ppl and others always love her

Thanks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

24/11/2010

p/s: even is been years we know each others...
is my pleasure to got to know you....
even sometime there is some misunderstanding...
or whatever it is has hurt me.... but i know that you still my friend!
Take care friend.... if you know this is your letter!! hahaha!!!

S'lalu Bersamaku

2011-06-09T01:35:00.002+08:00

Worshiper 

I have been looking for this song for Long...
since Monday.... i forgot the song title...
i remember this is the Song which Touched me....
from the melody.....the lyrics....the background music...
and ya...i Found it back again....
Is from True Worshipers;-- Louder Than Life album....

Selalu Bersamaku....

even hear from the music background
i can hear the sea roar....

A song that comfort me lots....
Even there is so many things happen...
but i believe that when i put the hope in God...
sooner i will see the Rainbow...
cause Lord You always with me...
Do you believe too friends?

Always with Me
Lyrics by: Sidney Mohede
Music by: Sidney Mohede, Rensis Wenas, Pongky Prasetyo

You alone are my only refuge
You alone are my song and my strength
Let me come before You in worship
And bring You my gratitude

The deepest part of my heart You know
And Your love is never far from my soul
In times of troubles
In times of victories
I know that You are always with me

About Hatyai Food- Day1 (2) (Floating Market)

2011-06-05T22:16:00.004+08:00

well...continue on previous post...

we are now reaching the center point of the town....

like M'sia...there have McD, KFC, Swensens...etc

lots of M'sia Cars driving around...also the "tutu" lorry!!! hahah...

well...i guess if normally you don't really spend...

but you gonna spend in Thailand...

cause anywhere you go...

you will see lots of small stalls beside the road...around the corner..

best things is....

The cane Drink in Thailand is different from M'sia...

lots of Variety!!! therefore i bought one special bottle to try...

hmmm i gonna say..... it's not Nice at all....

Disappointed....

but it doesn't show that others wasn't nice ya...

cause i haven try the rest yet....

The peach drink...

The main transport here is....

BY Walking...

everywhere you go...

you can only Walk..

unless you have bicycle...hahha...

hmmm seriously when talk about bicycle...

i don't really see Thailand peoples cycle...

why ah???

alright....

talk about the most exciting things...

is the "tutu" lorry i talked about previously....

here it is...

small....and it can fit lots of peoples...

hmmm i guess probably 11 peoples in one "tutu"!!

scary thing when sit in "tutu" lorry is...

it's Fast...and you can see others car is so near to you!!!

Also...The Most things you can see in Thailand is...

The PIG!!! hahaha....

Pork everywhere...

Most of the food stalls selling Pork....

After here and there....

Finally we reached the HatYai Floating Market!!!!!

here's my "tutu" lorry!!! hehe....small huh!!!

if i don't hold tight inside....probably will fall out from the lorry...

why it is call "tutu" .....

my understanding is...this small lorry love to honk all the times...

that is why it call.... "Tu Tu!!!" hahhha.....

there is more than 100+ stalls here....

of course i can't upload every single stalls photos...

therefore...will only share with you those that attract my attention...

which we might not find in M'sia....

this is the 1st things attract our attention...

i'm not sure what it is...

but it look like "chee cheong Fang" style...

but ingredient is coconut and vegetable...

Marks: *3/10*

Pork Pork...

my bro-in-law will definitely try it....

His favorite....

and this is Pork Satay everyone!!!

with the nice dress from the seller....hehehe...

hmmm....

it taste special...if you like pork...

Marks: *5/10*

in Hatyai....

you will see lots of traffic security around...

here is one of them!!!

This looks weird...

i didn't try it...

this is some kind of fruit...

i didn't try too....

maybe you can try it and let me know!!!

ah....when you are hungry....

there is always Fried food around....
you can get it anytime... =)

cute stuff here....

but HIGH cholesterol......... hahah!!!

but i guess this little fried eggs ....you can't find in M'sia....

unless in "lok lok" stalls with the boiled form hahha....

Marks: *5/10*

so the best ways is....

Share with your friends....

then.... everyone will have balance cholesterol....

I'm not sure what it call...

but it's something which added lot of creamy thingy on top....

hmmm is special....is yummy from 1st bite....

but you can't eat much!!!

Marks: *5/10*

i could say....

the vege here looks nice too~~

hehehe....hope to buy....

but probably reach KL....

the vege will become black color!!!!

hahaha.....

alright after long way from outside stalls...

we are in the Floating market now!!!

right hand site...

left hand site...

she is my roommate during this trip- sister Michelle....

*we wear the same color clothes to shop here...*

and my brother in law- TTO

and Us!!!

walk down from the staircase....

will see lots of small boat around....

this is the 1st boat i visit....

well actually i been attracted by his Colorful stuff!!!!

and that guy is Friendly too~~

even we can't understand each others....

this is the Color Jelly from Hatyai....

Marks: *4/10*

holding my DSLR beg....

ah....i really excited to start the crazy shop now!!!

lalala.....

so ...how to get the things?

hehe....

they will pass you a basket....

then we put money in the basket and they will pass us the Food!

that it is!!!! cool huh!!!

Even wasn't that high standard that we eat in BR...

but i gonna say....

it is Nice in Looking it!!!

hahaha....

Next.....

is Thirsty now....

Let's have some Drink 1st....

hmm....

the special things is....

they will provide you with a very cute clay cup...

then it only spend RM2.5 only!!!

hehehe....cool huh!!!

with a flower straw ....

your mood will definitely HIgh up!!!!

believe me!!! hahaha....

so....i choose a very cute Hello Kitty cup for myself...

with Hatyai Coconut drink!!! (sweet**)

Marks: *5/10*

each one of us have our own cup...

but not my sister....

haiz....she can't drink cold drink for now!!!

Hatyai lok lok...

Marks: *4/10*

This ladies is so friendly...

she know i'm taking photos...

see how sweet her smile is....

well of course when i take photo...

by force i need to buy their Food...

hahaha....ah...i guess probably it's been there longtime..

is the food is actually cold...

Marks: *2/10*

but seem my sister is enjoy with it!!!

yeah!!! Finally i saw Tomyam!!!

see the Auntie is happy i buy her food!!!

is special ....

but i gonna say...is definitely tasty then my own Cook!!

hahaha....

Marks: *6/10*

Yup....

i'm in hot now!!!

start sweating !!!! er i guess it already happen longtime ago....

Everyone holding their FOOD....

but i holding my DSLR.... hahaha!!!

while others still continue to the left hand site boat....

i already surrender....

probably hope to sleep now!!!

ah....

but somehow....

i can't right??!!!

if not i waste my money to Hatyai just to sleep?

hmm so....have few minutes Rest....

helped others to take care of their Left over Food behind...

while they Hunt for New Food again!!!

hahaha!!!

after that.....

Michelle is the 1st one who came back with her Food...

The Hatyai Rojak!!! hehehe....

but i gonna say...

IT is really NICE!!!!
and even i miss it now~~

Marks: *7/10*

and i'm totally Enjoy with it~~~

Yummy!!!

Sweet+sour+spicy!!!

and Me alone finished the whole things!!!

Yippy~~

and then is the HatYai Porridge!!!

hmmm this is my Sister's Favorite....

she love it!!!

why it is nice??

hmm....they add in half boiled egg...

plus...pork??

er...salt egg....bla bla bla....

Marks: *7/10*

well well ....

my sister is enjoying her porridge with her hubby!!

for her...she will give

Marks: *9/10*

cause she keep on recommend to others to try this...

hahahha!!!

if i'm not mistaken that's something chicken soup?

haha....forgotten...

cause from the color i don't dare to try it at all....

Floating market here just like Pasar Malam in M'sia...

many peoples came here right after their Work to look for their dinner....

you can see lots of OL came with their uniform...

and we should take a break to finish all our Food

before we can continue the next round....

that's why i told my friends...

this Thailand trip....

i spend most of my money in ..........FOOD!!!

therefore no souvenir ...sorry friends~!

like what Chinese always said:

Mountain peoples mountain sea....hahhaa!!!

enough with Food now....

Let's go for shopping up there...

wow...when we walked up....

we saw the small elephant is on the main road entrance from the bridge...

hehhe....well ...i spend RM2 just to buy elephant Food to feed it...

but i gonna say...

This Elephant is really smart...

he can smell where is the food...

and it will automatically come near you...

and it can even take ur plastic beg and give it to it's master...

Cool huh!!!

*cause i'm playing with the elephant...

no one can help me to take photos...

therefore, no photo prove i'm feeding the elephant....

but you can see from my FB ....

cause my roommates tag me in her album!!

anywhere....

fulled with their hand craft things....

and even Fun fair stalls...

fulled with bears....

if you ever see...

my lion shoe was bought from this stalls...

hehehe....

alright sooner will post up how my lion shoe look like!!

hehehe....

of course we went to many stalls....

like what i say....i will post up those attract my attention...

well behind me...

that is the most interesting stall....

hehhe....from the design of the stall

i already fall love with it...

no matter whether the food is nice...

hahha...but strongly recommended....

This Cool little Egg shape Ice-cream Stall...

you gonna try it!!!

there have 2 kind different of ice-cream fulled with different of taste...

and i choose THe Peach ice-cream...

and mine is the special one..

cause .....

The ice-cream inside will keep flowing out....

NON-StOP!!!!!

see....it look like shit huh!!!

heheh...but really amaze me....

it can keep flowing out...

so basically you have no time but keep eating!!

hahaha....

Marks: *8/10*

and my roommate had her coco ice-cream...

and i have mine Peach Ice-cream from Japan!!

but mine is the most expensive among others....

cause is special made...

that is what the girl told me when i paid her the wrong amount!!

swt!!!

time to go home...

hmmm i think we probably hang around there for 3 hours...

hahhaa....

Eat ....eAt....eaT........

i'm going to miss this place....

hmmm i believe Floating market in Bangkok will be even nice right?

hehehe....hope i can visit there once....

yeah!!!!

hope this Floating market can

become even better in future...

Good Luck Hatyai!!!

until evening...

all of our stomach already Fulled with Food...

it's all about Eating!!!

therefore i gain my weight for this few days~~

Fat..... haiz~~

what to do....when you see those nice food....

ah...just eat first...Fat? settle afterward!!!

and we even buy soft tilam for my future nephew...

heheh....green color pig pig....

i love this little key chain...

but because we are all rushing...

therefore i can't even get more ...

only bought back 5 ....

so that's is our 3 hours in Floating market

you can se how excited we are...

Enjoy...

you can just see from our Face...

even tired...

but we enjoy lots....

love love~~

up Next-- night market

forgetting and forgiven is not easy

therefore i need the strength from God

Step on the Land of Thailand- Day1 (1)

2011-06-03T12:36:00.001+08:00

Last month Having the wonderful chance

Went Thai with my sister and bro in law for SG 20th Anniversary

here's the 1st day....

Before departure from KL....

TTO helped my sister to wear her sock....

see....how happy she is....

The Bus delayed the time....

cause the bus driver got lost in Puchong area....

therefore we have the chance to eat in BR....

hahha.... hmmm is Yummy!!

well as most of you know....

my sister is officially pregnant...

*ops sound so weird huh*

nah...meaning i sooner will have a nephew...

hehehe....so basically she can't eat much ice-cream...

so i helped her!!!!

*see so kind me!!*

After the long journey of 8 hours....

finally we reached place nearby the kastam...

and here's the driver sit...

and we have our VIP seat!!!
attach with own TV...can watch movie + play Games!!
BUT~~~~

whole night i'm in HOT...while my sister in Cold...

cause my place air-corn is not functioning....... haiz~

somehow i got Mentos in the morning!!!

yeah....get ready for the wonderful Trip!!

and our Bro Sin Yit wanna showed his jeans holes to us...

haiz.....speechless..... =.=''''

as you can see both them are ready to have Fun....

hahha....ya...both them enjoy....

and my bro-in-law aka Doramon...

became our Hercules for this Trip!!

but i gonna said....

Kastam in Thailand is Fulled of peoples that day....

imagine....thousand peoples from SG ....

plus others.....

and there's white man said this

::"" oh we are in Pakistan!!!!!"""

hhahaha...the moment i heard it....

Laugh non stop...

meaning we are all....Refugees?

well i need to stop taking photos...

see my bro-in-law getting angry....

asked me to kept the camera....

ops....* to let you know!!!

heheh.....i brought a new DSLR which is belong to TTC...

hahha....so Good!!! to play with Nikon DSLR....

but...is Heavy!!! =(

moment i reached my room...

and i saw the big building in front of my room...

and i started to crab...why not we stay the opposite hotel....

hahhaha....

and here's the water provided in the room...

and it's refill glass bottle...

previously i thought i need to paid if i open this bottle...

until i realize i no need to paid...

only then i dare to open up the cab!!!

hahaha....

we departure from Puchong at 1040pm...

and we reached Hatyai at 320pm Malaysia time...

but if is in Thailand...is now 220pm...

one hour later than us!!! =)

me and borrowed Nikon DSLR....

hehehe....happy!!!

i will fully utilize this camera for this few days!!!

yeah!!!

have short rest on my Bed....

hahha....

*my sister said...i'm old ladies...*

cause i'm lazy to Travel!!!

yes...i admit it!!! hahah....

now the best thing to do is.....

SLEEP!!!!!!

after bath....

not even close my eyes for second...

my sister called to my room....

: " Get ready!!! we going out now!!!!"

and they all already at the Lobby of the hotel....

see they all busy with where to go....

and here's the resting area....

yup!!! now we are in the Hatyai Town!!!

Get ready to explore the special things here....

next post -- crazy on Hatyai Floating Market

i'm hungry now~

Around the Sea

2011-05-23T04:56:00.000+08:00

seem that my hometown-S'wan is near my campus...

then i went back for few days right after my exam

it's has been a great day going back this time...

Met up my friends...peoples...family members...

1st day night...

went to Lumut...

basically i don't know where else i can simply hang out...

hahha...just called out my friends...

then just drive around S'wan and stop by at Lumut...

Thanks to Fang Zhou Drive me around....

and ya...Thanks for your new DSLR....hah!!

so that i can take nice photos this few days~

and that's me!!

seriously..... i look tired!!!!

well ya....panda eyes i know~

sometime...

Life is like...

whether you want it to be simple or u make it complicated...

the Truth is....Our Life is take charge by the Lord...

and me....Waiting for the Wonderful Plan from God~

hahha....this pic has taken us...more than 10+ times....

just to get nice shoot....

*night and dark place is hard to take photos*

And then....before we get back and sleep...

Let's have Group pic~

And you .... should come here with me too next time~

yea~

and normally late night people's will get crazy

so am i too~

the next day...

the most entertainment is....

Drive around S'wan~

hahah....yet we do the same thing again next day...

the different?

morning and night~

Thanks to my S'wan friend

here's the Road of Manjung....

haha....and S'wan really changes lots year to years....

and i like the Flower in his's car~

ah....finally i went to a place which surprised me~

a very nice place...

they called it as--- Marina Island...

and i really love the scheme here....

is a great place to have picnic.....

oh~~

and Jerome said...

this kayu...i don't know what is that actually...

will be nice if we know how to take good shoot~

haha....well well....

somehow...i will always got crazy after a serious shoot~

ah....the excited face of visiting the new place....

yeah~~ to the World

*peace*

Peace huh~

blue blue sea....sky....

green green trees...leaf...

oh i love it~

and i love to disturb a nice shoot always~

hahaha.....

and i gonna tell you....

I love the sea~

so don't bring me to others place...

i want to stay here~~

a very spontaneous shoot....

i didn't realize Fang zhou walked by....

so.....

Do you love the sea~

*Don't pollute the sea again alright!!*

Group photo~

The Lepak Gang!!!

peoples who love to do something crazy...

and Thanks for being with me...

accompany me to do crazy stuff during my days in S'wan!!

ah....awesome~

and yea~

hope next time....

my future hubby can bring me to this place again...

i guess that will have different experience coming with friends

*hope till than this place won't be pollute by peoples*

yea time to go back...

cause the place allow 3 hours free parking...

so we.....don't hope to pay for it...

chao before it's 3 hours....

hahha....calculative huh!

yes that's us!!! student~~~ hahaha!!!

And Marina ....

i don't know when will i meet you again...but

i do hope to come again...

conclusion of the trip:::

cause i back in my own hometown...

and lot of peoples kept asking...

"shirley who is your bf?? where is your bf??"

ah....this has been the most scary question for the year...

*To the world...i haven meet my guy yet....

so please..... don't ask me again!!! sob~~ *

cause i will tell the World when i meet him~~

*Stay Tuned*

Pray for Miracle happen to me....

Love u baby~

2011-04-26T07:52:00.002+08:00

Ah....another Day again....

Full of words and numbers in my brain...

Lord i Pray that i can manage to remember everything...

Thanks God for the wonderful weather every Night...

so that i can sleep well....recharge my energy again!!

see the baby ?? Cute right?

ya....he is Mason Moon...

oh....super Cute....Love him so much...

Pray that i have a cute baby like him too~~

hmmm probably sooner on Dec...hehehe...

waiting...

The little cute baby already grown up...

and this is current him now...

Handsome right?

wow...if he is my boy friend...

that will be AWESOME!!!! hahha...

My Barbie...hahha...

so cool huh....he looks like a Boss...

ya...recently busy with final exam...

everyone is stress....busy....bla...

not enough rest....ya...same....

but i've recharge again after 9 hours sleep...

ah my room is so cooling...Thanks God...

and ya...

is a brand new day...

Pray that i can finish all revision today...

I need concentration....

Focus**Focus**

Lastly....

The celebrity i like...Jokon and little boy Mason..

haha...wow both them look so great~~

2AM coming to M'sia soon....

lah...hope i can go for their concert...

must be great....cause they are all good singer...

love their Voice...

*likey*

ah....in a GOOD Mood after seeing Mason Photos...
and i decide not to think about the past...
cause it can only be a lesson...
remember the mistake....
forget the hurt...
cause it's not worth it to make myself so moody...
hahha...you are nothing to me anymore...
would care anymore....
lalalla....i love Mason...Mavin....
**p/s: Mavin is Mason's brother...
Another cute boy~~

haha...

*L.O.V.E.*

study study study...

much...

2011-04-20T05:36:00.001+08:00

"Form your purpose by asking for counsel,

then carry it out using all the help you can get. "

Proverbs 20:18

A long night today...

is 533am now!!

and i knew this.....
...i should not talked too much...

should not Force.... =(

but yea~ i'm tired now! headache....

but somehow i realize lot of things...

which SHOCK me lots!!

and it is good for me to know all about it now!

Thanks and Sorry...

communication is important...peoples!!
so do it now yup!!! ...

before it's too late... =D

ah...i need more air......

Fresh Air....

Thanks for the wonderful Rain God!!!...

i hope to see the Rainbow now~

well i guess can't see it now...

cause is too Dark..... swt~

but one thing......
I Love CF very much!!!

you too Right?

Time for Devotion....

discouraging mood....lol

Eat, Drink, Pee

2011-04-15T09:16:00.000+08:00

As you putter through the day tackling your to-do list, do you ever stop and wonder whether you do the little things right? You know, basic life functions like drink, pee and breathe.

(Come on. No one really stops to consider if they’re peeing correctly.) Here’s the scoop on whether you’re bungling the basics:

Your first mistake: Not peeing enough

Health fallout: The bladder is an extremely adaptable organ. Cells in the bladder actually have elastic properties and are stretchable and forgiving so periodically holding urine like when you’re on a road trip waiting for the next rest stop, or in the middle of an episode of “30 Rock,” shouldn’t cause significant problems. “But repeatedly or chronically holding it might increase your risk for urinary tract infections or even incontinence,” says Dr. Doug Hansen, medical director at Altitude Family and Internal Medicine in Denver and assistant professor of family medicine at University of Colorado. The bladder is like a rubber band. If you keep stretching it out by "holding it," at some point it won’t spring back by emptying fully. The remaining urine gets trapped leading to infection and incontinence issues.

The fix: Hit the restroom six to seven times per day when you have the “got-to-go” feeling, no matter what. When you have to go, go!

Your second mistake: Forgetting to daydream

What you’re doing wrong: “We spend most of our time in this brain state called the beta brain wave, which is associated with our logical thinking but it’s not a very inspirational state,” says Hansen. Daydreaming puts you into an alpha state where you are much more capable of creativity and inspiration. This is the feel-good state you’re in when you just wake up or fall asleep. It’s the same state a person reaches during meditation.

Health fallout: If you never daydream, zone out or chill long enough to enjoy this state, you never fully recharge, become inspired or have creative ideas. The alpha state can not only improve your emotions, but it can also improve your physical health. There are studies in the works that show reaching the alpha state through meditation specifically might lower the risk of both heart attack and cancer.

The fix: How much do you need to daydream? Experts say it’s hard to gauge but try to make time for a little alpha- recharging several times a day. Take 10 minutes to zone out and reflect on nothing in particular, focus on a fantasy like you won the lottery or landed your dream job, or try a mini-meditation.

Your third mistake: Eating too fast

What you’re doing wrong: Wolfing down meals at the kitchen counter, your desk or in front of the tube.

Health fallout: In addition to heartburn, gas and indigestion, there’s good evidence that mindless gobbling sets the stage for obesity and eating disorders. Plus, it takes the brain 20 minutes to register the feeling of fullness, so if you blow past that by stuffing yourself silly, you tend to bypass satiety. When you eat too fast, it’s less enjoyable and more stressful and you probably don’t make the proper food choices either. A lot of food that’s designed to be quick isn’t designed to be healthy.

The fix: “I like mindful eating in that it makes the experience more about the food and all factors that went into it (where it comes from, how it tastes, how it makes one feel), which are lost with mindless eating,” says Dr. Robert Bonakdar, director of pain management for Scripps Center for Integrative Medicine in La Jolla, Calif. Start with smaller portions so it takes more time to pack away the chow. Eat before you’re ravenous (six on a 10 hunger scale) and spend 20 to 30 minutes on a meal. This is long enough to receive that satiety signal but not long enough to pile on seconds.

Your fourth mistake: Holding your breath

What you’re doing wrong: Shallow breathing can be the sign of an underlying medical condition like asthma, emphysema, pneumonia, anxiety or neurological disorders. Most of the time, however, it’s just become habit: You’re too busy for deep cleansing breaths.

Health fallout: The problem with shallow breathing is it causes a buildup of carbon dioxide, which can put you at greater risks for pulmonary infections and other lung complications. Plus, you never fully relax without taking deep breaths from the diaphragm.

The fix: First, rule out any worrisome health conditions by seeing your doctor. Then focus on good posture: chest out, shoulders back. Take full deep breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth several times throughout the day. Allow the abdomen to expand. Finally, take up exercise that engages the respiratory system like walking, swimming or biking. Hansen explains if you fully work out your cardiorespiratory system, deeper breaths will become the norm.

Your fifth mistake: Not drinking enough water

Health fallout: About 60 percent of your body by weight is water and every cell requires water to function properly. “The typical person loses 10 to 12 cups of water daily through urine, sweating, bowel movements and breathing,” Hansen explains. That number could be higher or lower depending on activity level. Food intake accounts for about 20 percent of daily fluid intake. What’s more, it takes a while for your brain to recognize you’re thirsty, so by the time you realize it, you’ve probably waited too long.

The fix: Most people need about 8 to 10 cups of fluid a day to adequately replace losses. “If we are well-hydrated we should probably produce about 6 to 6 1/2 cups of clear to slightly yellow urine daily. And if we produce less or more concentrated urine, then we aren’t getting enough water,” says Hansen. If you drink water all day, which is the way the body tends to use fluids best, you won’t feel thirsty.

By Jennifer Nelson

i guess probably i have DONE few here too...haha

Winner

2011-04-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

yea....been awhile i haven update my blog...

realize i have lots of good things and experience wanted to share...

yea...pending photos with other peoples...

plus.....Final exam is around the corner...

so i think more sharing i will only do it after my exam...

but ....anyway....just to have a cool share here...

about my special event on this early month....

i think i have been awhile haven attend any competition...

until this year....hahah....

Singing competition...

Even for my single competition i didn't win any prize....

but the group that i lead....

we won the 1st prize...

yeah~~

*proud* hahaha....

even i don't really hear what they sang....

cause i'm the pianist...

but i believe they really sing very well!!

hahah....yeah~~ *clap*

here is the competitors.....

well even we don't know each others...

but because of this competition...

i realize that Utar and Ktar have talented singer!!

hahah....we are the best everyone!!!

**more photos will be up next month*

#Stay Tuned!!!

cannot let the bad emotional control me!!

Standing firm in the face of persecution

2011-04-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

“Now if you are ready when you hear the sound of the horn, pipe, lyre, trigon, harp, bagpipe, and every kind of music, to fall down and worship the image that I have made, well and good. But if you do not worship, you shall immediately be cast into a burning fiery furnace. And who is the god who will deliver you out of my hands?”

Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego answered and said to the king, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we have no need to answer you in this matter. If this be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of your hand, O king. But if not, be it known to you, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the golden image that you have set up.”

Daniel 3:15-18

If you and I are really honest, worshiping God today in this part of the world doesn’t carry much of a cost. We can thank God that we have the freedom to worship however we choose. But if those freedoms were taken away tomorrow, I wonder how many would truly remain faithful.
I love the story of these three Hebrew children, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. King Nebuchadnezzar built an idol and said, “Everybody’s going to bow down and worship me.” But those three Hebrew boys said, “We’re not going to worship that idol!”

So Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego squared with that king. They said, “King, we don’t have to debate this. We’ve already made up our minds a long time ago. Our God is able to deliver us from you.”

But then, here’s what I really like. They said, “But if not, even if God doesn’t save us, we’re still not going to bow down to your idol!”

So often, believers today are afraid to stand for their faith in the face of peer pressure. But God calls us to stand for him even to death. So whether the enemy is large or small, stand firm for your faith because your heavenly Father is able to deliver you!

IN THE FACE OF PERSECUTION OR EVEN DEATH,

STAND FIRM BECAUSE THE GOD YOU WORSHIP

IS ABLE TO DELIVER YOU.

5KM

2011-04-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

**with our examiner and group mates*

Everyday is a brand new day...

oh Thanks God VIVA is done last saturday...

happy~ even i'm not sure whether i've done great one..

cause i'm too nervous**

but i can see my groupmates did great one...

lala...here's my only pic during my VIVA...

we look smart right?! haha....

*o...i look slim in this pic* =)

and da...am glad to meet this 4 friends...

my pleasure....of course we not work peacefully sometime...

but i'm so glad to have them....

Thanks groupmates!!

and also our supervisor...Mr Thomas...

hahha....the one in the middle...

yea..that's him...he's good....open minded...

he helped us lots too~~ Thanks Sir!!!

anyway it would be a great memory to me in future!!

*love*

**Before the race start 7+am**

the day after VIVA....

i did something special...

haha....even i miss out NIKE 10KM race last year.....

but this year....i challenges again....

Not 10KM....but 5KM.... =D

hahha....but i'm glad that i make it...

at least....i am not the last.....

still the half group before the others reach the destination...

and yea....run together with my coursemates....

haha...i guess that's the first time i meet few of them...

and yea....feel so great hang out with this gang...

they all COOL peoples.....play like crazy!!!

*admirer you lah KC you have such great friends!!

**we reached di**

that's moment we reached the destination....

our face look RED!!! especially KC punya!!!

hahah....but see....my face look so small here...

hahaha....i like the event!!

great one Jerome!! ahaha.....

you guys did great one!!! =)

*Group pic with the Gang*

we all finished the Race....

yeah~~

i'm so glad that i get to know you all...

hahah....***FINISH**

is time for Final after 2 weeks days....

hope everything will be fine...

stress...moody....confuse...

hope all these will not make my study mode turn off...

cause i believe that...everything is good

and God hope to have a good one for us as well...

therefore....work hard for better one...

yeah!!!!

Gambateh everyone....

Final is just around the corner now!!!

Fighting .....study mode on!!!

Wonderful Gift

2011-04-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

last night received a delivery from KL....

a great concern gift from a good friend of mine...

a friend will always cheer me up when i'm down...

friend which will try her best to make my day!!

she....

my ever best sister-Kon Miao~

moment i open the red box...

i was SHOCK!!!

cause i saw a very cute little lion clip!!!

and it's really sweet...

i love it so much~

and she remain me to be cheerful just like the Lion...

and ya....Thank you so much Kon kon!!!

i really love this cool present from you...

and it really bring up my day!!!

i'm so happy whenever i see this little lion...

and it will just like i'm seeing you too~

just like what you said: hope worried will go away!!

yup!! i'm so excited when i received it last night!!

**fighting**

yup you too alright !! =)

really hope to meet you again!!!

take good care alright!!!

love you my dear sister Kon!!!

a verse remind me....

God said: " Blessed rather are those who hear the word

of God and obey it!! "

pray is important...

cause now we tend to ignore it....

is time get near to God!!!

*peace*

Lioness in the town...yea~

My April

2011-04-03T16:29:00.001+08:00

life is going through lots ya....

i believe not only me...maybe you too huh!!!

but you know what....

life not only control by our self but God too..

maybe you hope to achieve something or whatever...

but i think the best is....

do the best and the rest will be done by God alright?

read a bible verse today...

God will give much more better things than we ask...

therefore...don't always have negative thinking..

but use the energy we have to make things different right?

push forward and get better!!!

My April....oh....must be the wonderful one alright!!

same as your too...

and today is the 3rd day of April

i hope i will have a different experience in life...

in any circumstances.... always have the heart for everything i do....

just like how i love music....

move forward and everything shall be change....

well well....March has passed....

i have seem lots of changes around me...

friends...environment...peoples....economic...

and talked to a friends about World end as well..

and i remember God mentioned this...

He will spite out those Christian which is cold and hot ....

The Warm Christian life...

we i guess sometime i do have a same feeling...

i shall readjust it back!!!

sweet like Grape...

yea...honey not that sweet enough....

and i add Grape jam.... =)

lovely huh!!!

*but the pancake wasn't so nice as what i imagine*

Disappointed!!!!

but is Fun too...hehhe...

cause at least i got 4 sets of Free MCD big breakfast

and gave one set to the guard....

heheh...hope they love it too~

taste of life?

hmmm of course i prefer to be Sweet....

but whether it will be sweet?

depend on us....

how we look at our life....

*think*

talent ....is something we already have...

where it is came from??

From God alright!! haha....

got to know about the competition last month...

and just spontaneous for Fun to attend...

by until the day come...i started to get nervous...

and scare that i will screw up the performance...

until Vic said...that's not performance...

but is to use our voice to touch people's heart...

and until my turn....

the room is Fulled with peoples....

i really hope that the song i sang...

will really touch everyone heart....

to let them know about Christ!!!

flower + piano

1st day of April was awesome....

cause even i didn't win in my single performance....

but i'm so proud that the group i teach...

we Won the 1st prize....

and ya....Thanks to my housemate-Amanda Piano...

and Supportive friends- Derris (Make-up artist)

Vinon (camera man)

Genesis, Sharon, and Khoon Yew (Fans)

hahha...you guys really given me a great support....

when i on the stage and i saw you all...

i'm so happy!!! =)

Music...i will use it to Glorify God!!

and i shall be the HOt Christ ...

until the day come....

i shall not fear!!!

**Fighting**

pray mum & dad is healthy

Grace to Endure

2011-03-31T10:54:00.001+08:00

one of the great lesson for me....

Grace to Endure
by Charles R. Swindoll

Read Genesis 40:20-41:1

When Joseph saw the cupbearer taken from the prison, he must have thought, Now's my chance! This guy has Pharaoh's ear. He'll get me out of here. We don't know whether Joseph knew what happened to these men, but when their release came within the predicted time, he must have figured that, with God's help, he had given the correct interpretation of the dreams. So he waited hopefully for his opportunity to be released and set free.

Instead of being remembered and rewarded, he was forgotten for two more years. It's easy to overlook that little fact buried in the midst of all these dream sequences and their interpretations. But for two years after the cupbearer left, Joseph remained buried in that dungeon. Notice the emphasis: two full years. Two long, monotonous, miserable years!

What did Joseph think about during that time? The human tendency would be: Will I be on hold forever, Lord? In fact, it seems like You have forgotten me! No, there was none of that. This remarkable man, victimized again and again, continued to wait---to trust---to hope---to lean on God.

Listen to me, victims of mistreatment; more importantly, please listen to God's truth. He has a hundred different messages to give you during a hundred different dungeon experiences. He knows just the right message at just the right time, and all it takes to receive it is a sensitive, obedient, trusting heart. A heart that says, "Lord God, help me now. Right at this moment. Deliver me from my own prison. Help me to see beyond the darkness, to see Your hand. As I am being crushed, remold me. Help me to see You in this abandonment, this rejection." Pray that prayer. Turn your trial into trust as you look to God to tenderly use that affliction, that dungeon, that abandonment for His purpose.

God has not abandoned you. He may be silent, but He has not forgotten you. He never left. He understands the heartache brought on by the evil which He mysteriously permits so that He might bring you to a tender, sensitive walk with Him. God is good, Jesus Christ is real---your present circumstances notwithstanding. My prayer is that He will do for you what He did for Joseph.

May He give you the grace to endure.

**Peace**

doesn't look like Lioness?

2011-03-23T08:14:00.000+08:00

lol....

well everyone don't get SHOCK!!!! @_@

That's me....Shirley Kwong!!

yup ....a so ladies photo i have for last year 2010...

and finally got this photos this month...

more to be share out soon....

didn't off my laptop and sleep last night...

result is.....i don't have well rest....

but...somehow hope i have energy to continue ...

one assignment, presentation + mid-term to Rush for...

Gambateh !!! GO...Go...go....

need to settle my stuff before 10am...

yea man...i can make it!!! yosh!!!

and ya...wish all of you have a wonderful day!!

x.o.x.o

i can be pretty too~

webcam FUn

2011-03-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

playing Webcam with my ever buddy brother in PJ ...
During my brother-Jerome birthday!!
Having great time chat with Michael...
so we decided to take kampar-PJ picture through online...
yeh...and here we are....
webcam is Fun...
cause we can see each others....
but condition is...your network is good!!!
ya....and is good FUn to connect with friends which is far from us...
and i love to play Webcam ....so feel free to video call me!!
LOL....
*Thanks to Felic...i can have chance to listen to hillsong album...
*A beautiful Exchange*

Desperate.....Desperate....
Desperate what?? hahha...
well maybe you was thinking what am i thinking recently...
well here is what in my mind....
donuts?? fruit cake?? Nike?? Adidas?? BMW??
All nope...well for now....LOL....
But....Desperate to becoming a perfect person...
which can make everyone like me??
haha...of course of course...
everyone hope the same things...so do i too~

Therefore there is so many things around me that can make me grow...

challenges....difficulty....loneliness....anger....

everything happened around me...

could just be a wonderful lesson in my life....

me so hope that.... i can overcome all these...

cause i believe by God's grace and mighty power....

I shall conquer the grave!!
yup I can!!!
like what Pastor said this morning in church...

few days back...my emotional wasn't control well...
getting so down with things happening to me....

and yet i have wrote a long journal for myself...
and then i deleted it again....just to release my stress...
ah...but i realize that...one things...
i should learn how to handle emotional better...
most of my friends said...they love to see my cheerful character..
so i should keep that too huh!!! =)
yup i should!!! sadness will always happen...
and like what namewee said....
Be glad that what you have now...
Money all those kind you can't take it away...
when you die....right?
rather....
care more to our loves one...
Mum...Dad...sister....i love all of you!!!
and i shall do better to achieve my own goal...
as well make you all proud of me too in future!!
**Promise**

"As God so love the World"

transformation period...a better me

ToGether We can Make a DifFerent

2011-03-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

recently...everyone attention is all about Japan....

but instead we only concern how serious the earthquake n tsunami ....

how is the radiation leaking level....

Do you stop asking all this and start praying for them?

Have you Pray For the Japaneses Today?

There is so many soul out there in Japan needed out support...

Need our Care...our Support!!!

but recently everyone go HOT on our M'sia Funny joke...

News which posted in CNN....bla bla bla...

i think you know what i'm talking about....

i guess those peoples have the ability to fly over and help them...

and not only give their opinion or comments...

This is not the time of Critic ...

But is the Time for us to help Japan to rebuild their country again...

got the news that there is another earthquake Happened again in Japan....

Oh Dear Lord....Please open the door for them....

Let Them have strength to overcome this challenges...

Let Their Heart be strengthen up ....

Give them wisdom how to solve the disaster happened

just like this song...

i believe that this is what we should do...

Do everything for Christ!!

you and me and Change the world...
Let's us do it alright?

God bless everyone~

你爱是我苏醒重新来过
深切渴望能活在你手中
生命跟随你跳动梦想因你而启动
所有一切交给你毫无保留

让我为你而活让我为你而站立
永不放弃想你爱我让我为你前进
我气息是你赎回如今单单属于你
活出你旨意的生命改变世界为你转动

转动的梦想实现着希望
我已看见永恒的光芒
光芒在我心上
在世界绽放让我为你照亮

love and pray for Japan

Vashawn Mitchell "Nobody Greater"

2011-03-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

i guess i been quite some time didn't listen to those black man sing...
well yeh...like some of you know that...i love they way they worshiping...
Free style worship...their Voice is special Gift From God!!!
got to know this song from Neechy =queen of Faith based Media...
from the M.E.X this season....even Sidney mohede is always been interviewed!!
well ya...i gonna say....this song is really nice to listen....
if you like Black peoples sing...you gonna love it too~~
just like me!!!! =)
**me is listening to "Hosanna (Be Lifted High)" right now....
i was thinking how is your heart toward to God while you Worshiping?
and how should we have a better way to Worship?
No any Better or Best....nor best musicians....nor good song lead...
but We Our-self...is the best worship Tool=our heart!!
the Adore and honor to our God!!!
because Nobody Is GREATER than God!!!!
Enjoy this Video!!!

AweSome Singapore Universal - (2)

2011-03-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

back to my previous post about my Universal trip....
ah....have been so long didn't update my blog...
it becoming so quiet....
ah...i miss my blog!!!!
hmmm...yup....continue what i did in the Universal....
yup my expensive Fast food lunch in 2010...
but anyhow i enjoyed....
cause at the same time i can enjoyed the great performance...

as you can see from the photo....
a very great performance from this group of peoples....
hehe...just watched a great water War!!!
Awesome i could express for this~

they used gun.....water boat....boom here and there.....
can see the real boom fire....
hahha...firework too~

Then after all we entered the FAR FAR AWAY world...
here's the beautiful castle in the Universal....
and we did have lots Fun....
taking photos.... =)
here we are....6 of us!!!

and then is our Adventure experience ....
watched the Shrek 4D Adventure Movie....
ah....that's my 1st time either....
Excited...even now....
felt like it happen last night~

we need to Q before we can enter...
haha....have a great photo before we go in...

and i'm so glad to went there with my family members...
=) love it!!

and us....
pei feng...xin jie and me!!

and here is the Adventure Show....
seriously is really cool~
you should come too!!!

and here is my seat....
and my 4D spec....

after 4D movie....
met our lovely Kung Fu Panda....
heya!!!!

and met a very tall lady...

and group photo again....
let me tell you....
you will never stop taking photos if you are in Universal...
cause everything here is so cute and nice...
and you will definitely wanted to capture down each one of them...

while while....
in my 20 years....
i never dare to play with those flying games...
but since i have paid so much to visit this place...
ah....just force myself to try it!!!
but seriously...
I'm super scare!!!

and then we have Candy Shop for me....

and my favourite Penguin ....
if they are happen to sleep on my Bed!!!
ah.....who going to do this??
haha...i will.....hahah....
give them a sweet!!!

lol....of course the fast food bread can't fill up my stomach...
even others too....
so we went to one of the restaurant ....
it looks so great!!!
love the oldish design...

and me and my favourite bottle....
haha....and it cost me....
RM30++ for only a plastic bottle...
but somehow i bought it!!!
hhaha....

and with my dear lunch....
well that's not mine...
just play with the food!!!

and here you are...
my dearest sister!!!
she said it's nice...
turkey i guess!!!

and is Raining day.... on the 1/1/2011....
with the great prepare from Daoli...
i have my Yellow Banana rain coat....
haha...nice right??!!

and here are 3 of them....
we ended up play in Rain....

and next station....
we went to the Jurassic park....
after one hour + waiting....
we decided not to wait anymore...
but we went to another place for other games...

and me saw the Lion....
haha....Alex Lion with Chili Lioness...
hahah.... love the chair...

and after the rain has stopped....
here's one part of the Universal view....

and i saw them....
er...i'm not sure what character is this ....
anyone tell me??

and then we entered the New York City...
since it still around corner of x'mas...
there is still x'mas decoration here....

and with the Fresh Fruit shop have a great shoot...

and here is the New York city view...
the design of the building here is really impressive....

there is one more special show in Universal...
the sound and vision effect....
haha....i got shock with this performance from those technology...

and me around the street....
ah....if someone can be my photographer...
how good it is....
see the girl beside me....
using DSLR....
admirer.....

heheh...anyhow...i do have lots of Fun....
and now with my magical cap....

and with my sweet sister....

and we have another great musical performance from the vampires ..
hahah....they really can sing very well....

and me in the musical hall ....
with the amazing hall design...

well then we went back to Jurassic park before the day have ended....
i ran very fast before it closed....

my last game in Universal ended in Jurassic Park...
well actually i still went to few places...
but don't have the photos yet...
share next time then....

and we took the same boat....

it's really Fun...

and me and my brother in law....

and our journey started....
saw different kind of Dinosaur...

well actually we can't bring along our camera...
but...i don't care...
i brought it along with me...
and took few photos....

yeah....ended our day then....
me and my sister playing with the water...

and i'm going to miss the Jurassic Park!!!

and i have the Dinosaur egg too...

this is a really wonderful day ended up ...
even is rain...
but we did have real FUN....

and i will surely come back again...
Universal.....promise~

i want to have a good REst!!

Gathering

2011-02-22T13:31:00.001+08:00

hi everyone....

i believe that everyone have your own good day huh...

well well...me??

hmmm consider or not....

i'm not sure either....

but...is great Fun to met up old friends...

even though i'm not sure what's friends is all about...

hmm sometime....ya.... =)

but...i think some how certain peoples have answer those questions...

those friends has given me my curiosity....

anyhow.... i love Coffee....

but....i can't drink Coffee....

cause every time i drink ....next....i will have Gastric...

spaghetti is great suggestion...

yup i love spaghetti very much...

since the moment i study in Utar....

i started to learn how to cook ...

and yet spaghetti always be my 1st choice....

easy and nice to eat.... =)

well ya...

me love to see how my friends eat....

hahaha...maybe that is the reason i eat slow...

swt~ alright i guess some of you will say...

that is just excuses....!!!

well well i guess yes too~

hmmm time with old friends always been a memory one...

talk about old time....

talk about future...

crap about present....

CY is one of my best Dai Ga Jie during my 1st year degree...

yup...she is one of the 1st person i talked with among the rest...

a very cool and fashionable girl...

is great to met her up again....

is always wanted to meet her whenever i am free...

she is a very strong and brave girl...

Girl that never cry in front of peoples...

ya...i never see her cry before....

even she have experienced so many things...

Proud of you CY!!! =)

another old housemate....

Danny Chong....

Fans of Eason ....

will always heard he played Eason songs in his room....

A very kind and loving friend....

he will just help up anything that he could...

he always be my dictionary during study week...

has being a great buddy during this 1 year time...

LOL.... guess he going to get married soon...

hahha...well i guess if he see this...

he going to kill me....

but i guess he won't!!

so i'm safe here....

hahah...so i can write whatever i want!!!!

LOL....

and yup....

i should be in the picture too...

since it is a gathering...

=) and that's me....

*wearing my new clothes to met them!!

basically i forgot the cafe name...

but i love the design on the wall....

hahah...should think of one for my room too next time...

hehehe...

well well...

this gathering doesn't take long this time....

hmmmm one hour plus i guess...

but we did have great time...

and i got an Ang Pao from CY's mum too~

hahaha....so happy!!! even i didn't go to her house...

but i still got the New year blessing from her mum.....

Happy~~

and i do hope to have the next time gathering again...

and hope to see more pretty and healthy CY again!!!

wish both you CY & DANNY have great life...

God bless you all~~

x.o.x.o

Adjusting her Life

冰淇淋

2011-02-21T00:50:00.001+08:00

彩虹是我最爱的颜色

它让我的心情很容易就快乐起来

这也显示出我对彩虹的热爱

我想...人生就像冰淇淋一样...

有时候很冷....你觉得特难受

有时候溶化了...你觉得冷的时候最好...

但你忘了吗?

是溶化后....还是还没溶化....

它还是.....冰淇淋.....

甜甜的.....

人生必经很多的挑战....

但是这一切不代表世界末了...

而是...生命的另一启程....

在享受着...那冰冷的冰淇淋同时....

虽然难受....但是

每当....一口一口的....

慢慢的....那...甜甜的冰淇淋溶化在嘴里....

那显示了.....

"我已成功了!!!"

不管多难....多痛....

我知道....

结果是甘甜的.....

就像我的最爱.....

~冰淇淋~

这是我对冰淇淋的哲学....

David Garrett - He's A Pirate

2011-02-17T10:32:00.000+08:00

David Garrett is the most love Violist...
heard his play last year in one of the show...
finally got his performance live this year....
you gonna love his play too...
he is really a amazing violist....
talented and incredible violist...
confident performance in every of his concert...
hope he will come to Malaysia one day!!!!
well...he has listed as the World most faster violin player...
well well...."He's Pirate" is one of my favourite song...
cause i love the movie
well well....that will be cool if Johnny is there too~
wow....seriously amazing....
repeated few times of listening to this song....
you will never stop to listen again and again...
just like me....
* even currently i can't find anyone who willing to teach me...
but for sure...one day i will definitely play well in Violin too~

just as one of the Violist in M'sia told me that...
i will make it one day!!!
Thanks Dennis~~

Maybe

2011-02-16T12:58:00.001+08:00

one of my favourite song....
share with you too~
even i cannot understand the meaning...
but this story have encourage me....
how they overcome the struggle for achieving their Dream...
check it out too~~

AweSomE 1/1/2011- Universal (1)

2011-01-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

like i said earlier....

i miss my Dec days in 2010....

reason?? hahah....

lots of things to do.....busy....tired....but Enjoyed!!!

During the last week before the Final exam...

there is already lots of things to plan for....

like Mission trip...Christmas celebration...family trip in sg...as well my fyp...

well well well...even there is lots of things to do....

anyway...Thanks God i manage to finished my work before i went to SG....

hehe...what is happen previously??

will share for the next post...

today....gonna talk about one of my special day in SG....

where??? hahha....

some place nice of course~

check it out what i'm doing there....

I WENT TO SINGAPORE UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!

exciting!!!

i have great time there with my sister and brother-in-law there...

here is my Ticket worth for $72 to allow me to enter to the palace....

hahaha....yea....my name~~

yea with my ticket....hehehe....

so excited the moment i got my ticket....

heheh...nice huh!!! love it~

and is Q to enter the wonderland..... lalala...

the moment enter this place...

i just felt that i'm in somewhere in Europe...

the building here... is so nice~

ladies and gentlemen me at Hollywood.....

yeah!!!!

ah...the 1st cartoon character i see....

cute huh...

i love her so much~

then....hehehe....i saw my favourite cartoon movie characters...

The MADAGASCAR!!!!!

hehe....cause feel hungry...

therefore get into a restaurant near by...

heheh...nice design right!!!

but i forgot what cartoon is this...

do you know???

but unfortunately the restaurant not ready yet...

so can't eat here....

sob~ then we just stay there for awhile to take few pics

heheh...then i see my another favourite cartoon ....

heheh....the cooler cartoon movie....

The SHREK!!!!!

and us family members with the SHREK couple!!!
princess Fiona.....she looks so pretty huh!!

wow....that's all around you will see everyone is celebrating!!!

Even the cute Madagascar characters are dancing ....

celebrating the brand new year of 2011....

ah...got so HIGH-up!!!!!!!!
The most exciting part when i'm in the park...

hehehhe.....me and them!!!!

MADAGASCAR PENGUIN !!!

hahaha...The smart Penguin....

i like them even they are crazy...

but they are SMART!!!!

always appear to help Alex!!! hahaha....

and then.....

the Lioness meet the Lion-Alex....

yeah!!! ooo....love him so much!!
Roar~~

Then the cute cute Hippo ~Gloria....
girlish baby....
ouch she really very big....
can't even hug her whole body...

haha...then is the Lemur King....
"I gonna move it move it~~"
love this song when i watched this movie...

while we walking to the far far away town....
we saw the smart cat....
The Puss in boots....

*up next... where the place we went...
awesome if you are there too~
stay tuned for the next post
chill~

silent!

Tiada SepertiMu

2011-01-24T10:25:00.002+08:00

A wonderful song which touched my heart this morning...
heart getting peaceful while listen to this song....
you going to love this song as well...
Please listen to this song!!! =)

all glory be to our Lord...the King of King...
well....we do have lots of troublesome...
lots of problems....challenges....
but somehow we forget about the awesome God...
that we believe for so long....
cause there is nothing be like Him....

there is one comment post i saw:

"although i don't understand the language,
I can feel your heart of worship...
what an anointing you have!
I wonder if you have english lyrics or translations to this song.
God bless and greetings from belgium =D "

*peoples who cannot understand the lyrics....
but they can feel the heart of worship...

how about you??
is your worship is deep from your heart?
or you cannot concentrate while you worshiping?
what is your mind thinking when you come to worship Him??...
Will your worship be the real one??

we worship not to show how holy we are...
but i tell you....
God look toward our Heart...
start from your life...
everything will be renew if you leave to Him!
let Him to take charge of your life...
cause no one like Him.....

*Think*

TIADA SEPERTIMU (None Like You)
Music and Lyrics by Sidney Mohede
© 2003 Insight Unlimited Publishing

AnugrahMu kepadaku tak pernah berubah
PerbuatanMu terlukiskan didalam hatiku
Tercengang ku dibuatMu kagum padaMu
Tak ada hal di hidupku luput dariMu

Kau indah Kau mulia Tiada sepertiMu
Kungin hidupku menyenangkanMu

Kau terawal dan terakhir pencipta segalanya
Seluruh bintang pun bersinar oleh ucapanMu
Engkau pun mengasihiku penulis hidupku
Tak henti segnap nafasku penyembahMu selalu

Kupuji kusembah Tiada sepertimu
Kuingin hidupku menyenangkanMu

Chorus:
S'gala puji S'gala hormat
Seg'nap hatiku menyembahMu
Terimalah seg'nap hidupku
S'bagai persembahan yang hidup

Bukan kehendakku namun kehendakMu
Hidupku bagiMu
Kau indah, Kau mulia
Kuingin hidupku menyenangkanMu

(English Translation)
NONE LIKE YOU

Your Grace for me never changes
And what You have done is painted in my heart
I'm amazed by You
I stand in awe of You
There is nothing in my life that You don't see

You are beautiful, You are glorious
There is none like You
I want to please You all of my days

You are the beginning and the end
The Creator of everything
The stars shine by Your words

And You love me, the Author of my life
With all my breath i will worship You always

I praise You, I worship You
There is none like You
I want to please You all of my days

Chorus:
All of my praises
All of my reverence
All of my heart worship you
Take all of my life as a living sacrifice for You

Bridge:
Not my will but Yours be done
For my life is Yours
You are beautiful, You are glorious
I want to please You all of my days

MILO MILO MILO....

2011-01-20T10:58:00.002+08:00

yosh...i guess i have my MILO for supper for like...

one whole week??

ya...ya...

well well i never know that MlLO will have this funny thingy...

hehe...i just got to know about it...

Jam-Pack...

o...i guess is pretty fun...

tagging peoples with cute character...

oo...u too come n have fun fun here...

tag me too...

hahaha....

make life Fun

I can't wait to tag my friends in the

#MiloFuzeJamPack game & have the laugh of my life.

Awesome prizes to be won!

Click the link below to start tagging...

I can't wait to tag my friends in the #MiloFuzeJamPack game & have the laugh of my life. Awesome prizes to be won!

Have Fun...

back in Action

2011-01-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

ah...so sad...cause the holidays has offically ended...

haiz~~

miss my 2010' DEC days...

time with parents...sister...friends...

ya....missed everyone...especially my Mum!!! sob~

and now i only know that....
i want more sleep...
hahah....lots of things need to be done...
gambateh....

ah because of busyness...
i still can't feel CNY mood yet....

now ....
me condition is....
brain sleeping....physically moving...

To introduce

2011-01-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

hello Everyone...

hmm...have been through nervous week...

anyway...By God grace...i can continue the battle!

ah...last Sunday....

when Uncle chao shan said....

: "oh...your blog headline pictures is nice!!"

^^ ouch....my blog even visited by senior adult too....

hehe....ooo....just got big surprised!!! ^,^

anyway...am happy that peoples can visit my blog...

yeh...anyhow....he passed me a paper after that...

and that is a website address return.....

hmmm....you gonna be so excited like me too...

WOW !!! is my church 1st officially BLOG!!!

after finished funeral in the afternoon....

Mum went for church ministry meeting...

and me? haha...take long Nap!!!

night when everyone is free....

hehe....then finally saw our 1st church blog...

hehe....i like it~ yeh...

all church detail and activities can be found....

you should check that out too~~

**Share to your friends too~

http://mambau-methodist.blogspot.com/

love the girls

2011-01-08T03:39:00.000+08:00

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2011-01-06T21:54:00.001+08:00

-----

**ChiliGirl ~ Shirley**

Talk to myself

Love Food Gathering

第一次近距离看见--潘玮柏

The Butterfly Circus

Time for BreAk

Night in Hatyai convention Hall

We just crazy

Just

couple weeks til today

Seven Aids to Finding Humility... and Keeping It

Grace

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Love u baby~

much...

Eat, Drink, Pee

*Winner*

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5KM

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Grace to Endure

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Tiada SepertiMu

MILO MILO MILO....

back in Action

To introduce

love the girls

- - -

ChiliGirl ~ Shirley

Winner