Diarrhoea

am i taking wrong food???
have been 2 days....
arrgh....
suffered 2 days....
when it will stop???
pained!!!

Lord please heal me....

tomorrow is my 1st paper test!!
hope everything will be fine...

No more Diarrhea please

be fruitful

blank...
that what in my mind now...
nothing inside....
scared...whether what i study will just gone??
haiz...anyway...just leave everything to Him!!
He will decided all that!!!
this morning sermon help me lot
Thank GOd for Your wonderful words spoke to me!

John 15:1-8
= born to be fruitful =

The fruits :
- obedience
- evangelism
- discipleship
- fruit of the spirit

# by the words of God build our foundation of Faith#

remain in Him and He will be with you...
is time to Surrender everything to Him...
even is difficulty but i believe is a test
believe everything will be fine
this morning had a great realize worship to Lord
sang out loud to Him
God please Touch on my heart
and i know there is none like You...

examination fever right now
even is Hard...stress...lonely...scarcely..
but i know You are here for me...

to all friends
even this is the difficulty on your exam preparation
but may God be with you all...
all best in Final...
Gambateh
encourage you still continue to relay on Him

study week start!!!!

Ghost....
finally end up this semester all classes!!!
damn...but the final is coming very soon...
after one week....
man...i really can't imagine what will happen...
maybe just blank...maybe just like a expert...
maybe....lot of infinity Maybe happen!!!
anyway...
i believe by God grace....i can do it!!!
15 more min gonna leave this town...kampar....
going back home in seremban...
hehe...can meet my mummy and daddy!!1
yeah!!!super excited!!!
hope within the 3 days i can study la....
hehe...em...after 2 hours will meet up my sister!!!
hope she can treat me something nice to eat!!!
haha...i believe my sister will....
haha cause she love me mah...
and i was her only sister what...
while i was taping this post..
my body was shaking...
know why????
cause my body cell is HAPPY....
well....
there is HAPPY....
but also nervous....
hope i can remember what had i read!!!
start from tomorrow!!!
Yet....i haven study anything yet ....
i must start!!!!
Thanks to my dear dear- 5+2...
caring about me so much on my accounting!!!
well...ye...honor to tell i really don't like this subject!!!
but i will try ya dear

happiness coming back (ksee hapi b'day)

finally
all meeting had OVER!!!
end up last night...
i think i really can pay 100% attention on my studies
yeah!!!happiness coming back...
but on the same time....strenuousness coming by too..
haiz...anyway..i believe by God grace i can...
well.....God bless my coming exam...oh....
pray ...pray pray pray....nervous....
one thing...last night meeting pretty good...
time management improve...
hope we can have even better management...
and...then...
is my housemate=K See birthday!!!
haha...our Miss Roti birthday!!!
and ....wanna wish u all best best in life...
and then we celebrate her birthday...
you can see how happy she is...
hehe....

then the serious posting....

then the 2nd floor m'bers...
family picture...haha!!!

then this girl getting so excited with this black tee...
hehe is our Danny special Design...
limited addition...hoho...
only few peoples got this tee...
em...don't smoke by your ear???
em...hard to understand...need to ask Danny!!

Lastly....
want to Thanks to my dear dear ---Liz...
Thanks for your encouragement...
really touched by your words...
and the teaching and remainder..
also....the song tube really help me a lot...
rebuild again my soul...
Thanks Liz...
yes...and i will always remember
Yesus adalah sahabatku
and Yesus sentiasa di sisiku!!

Black weather ??am i??

when will happen if someone doing too many??
er...every time will give advice to others
be patience ....calm down...bla bla bla....
but end up...myself...BURN UP!!!don't even know how to control...
really Suck!!! really can't imagine i will shout!!
er...sound like ROAR...haha...lioness....swt!!
i think i really scared some of them!!
em....well...just felt sorry...
but i always remember one thing...
God look after what we had do...
even people not appreciate
but when the time come...i am the one to face God
and i am the one who need to tell God what had i do
@#$%^&*(#$%^&.....
is not easy to control own emotion when the bad feeling comes out
i HATE peoples who knows how to talk talk talk....
but end up ...no action...
orally sound super nice...can encourage others
but finally just end up complaining...here ...there...
haiz....=_=
had faced lot today...HATE this type of feeling...
hello Mr.emotional please just go away...

some just RAN away...
some just be GOOD....no comments ...no work!!!
some just like to use WORDS....bla bla bla...
i have no ideas?? ...end up NOTHING!!!
judgment??NO!!!...cause only God can judge us...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
ooo...shit!!!!that is what i felt right now!!!
cause stomachache now...i think food poisoning??
tonight TOO NERVOUS....100% KAM CHEONG!!!
ran here and there...that what i remember!!
i can't imagine...
if i didn't do anything...what will happen??
i really don't know ....and i don't want to know too!!!!
cause the result will be very bad!!!
haiz.....
em....felt better after bla out everything....
but stomach still Pain!!!!
but one thing important....

GOD please always remain me to love others
even i get angry with them...
even they don't like me...i know!!!

Lord...without You...i can't do anything...
and thanks to friends that support and understand me..are around!!
i love you all...
Take good care!!!

been long....
worried about my FINAL....
had been busy too much....
3 weeks continuously...
but by God grace and mercy
i believe i can do well....
to prove that God is good...
Lord...i need Your love fall upon me!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
thing i want to shout out LOUD!!!!!!
don't complain but do....
don't just know how to look at others mistake... but look my own
don't just know how to advice other ....but do nothing!!
don't ever hurt other then say sorry...it no use!!!
don't just be good with everyone but not dare to take charge!
don't ever think ourselves is the best...then blaming others

I AM NOT THE BEST....
BUT I TRY MY VERY OWN BEST...
CAUSE I DO THIS FOR CHRIST
NOT FOR ANYONE....
want to complain just come to me...
don't ever speak underground

GOod friday night

before the service started
here's some of our CF m'bers...

Good Friday night service

Is my first time stayed in Kampar for this meaningful day

The GOOD FRIDAY…

Having sacrifice dinner in church before the Good Friday night service started

Have a great fellowship together with each other while having our dinner

Meet up lot of old friends that this whole semester didn’t see them…

Ha…finally meet them all up on Good Friday!!

Thanks God for everything…really touched again by the bible verses on the book of JOHN

The whole service on that night just remained me a lot of thing…

Loves from Jesus…sacrifice of Christ!! the pained and the harness

cried for very long...i don't know how and when my tear started to drop

when we watching the scene that Jesus crucified for us....

peoples of sins......

but it really a great realize that night...

just poured out the burden through my tear...

em...after that...i have a quiet time with God...

spend time with Him...

then end up to remembrance His death

Jesus Thank YOu

Thanks for the crucified
Thanks for the sacrifice
Thanks for loving us so deeply
Jesus Thanks for Your blood
wash our sin away...
Lord...Your dead had renew us again
God today You remained us again Your purpose
Lord Thanks for everything...
can't do anything ....
but just want to tell You Lord...
i love You...
Thanks .......

kampar Utar CF intro

Everything just goes so wonderful...
Thanks God for His wonderful plan
enjoyed lot with His arrangement
feel like i was in the sky
and fly up to God!!

and now let me intro my CF new image to you guys..
Welcome to kampar Utar Christian Fellowship
hope when you read
you will feel the warm and energetic from us
Join us when you are in kampar Utar
Join us as we..
jump
walk
sing
Let's MOVE IT TOGETHER FOR CHRIST!
because we are all body of Christ!!
shine for HIM in Utar
Thanks Jen sen ...poster designed by him...

previously intro to you all about our CF 1st tee...
and here is our FINAL design
hope you guys will like it!!
we will made in two color
black and white..
you can start ordering now...
the price will let you all know soon!!
buy one to represent you are Christian in Utar!!
encourage your friends to buy too..

and below is our CF new vision and theme on coming semester
guys...remember one thing...
bring the great message generation to generation
that's why WE all in Utar should be a good model
to our junior...
Passion in us...
energetic to serve GOd...
tell you one important thing..
serve God you will earn a lot...
cause God will bless you even more..

==================
and again...
intro to you all
our Kampar UTAR CF new committees faces...
the post handle by who...
have a look
and remember US!!!
as need any help just contact us...

and above is our 13 committees members...
do check on with us everything about CF
is our pleasure to help you
in Christ we are brother and sister
and below is our nice nice pictures...
haha..share with you guys...
prayer time when the new committees had voted out..

the new committees....
TOGETHER we are the best..

the old committees....
thanks boon wee and Michelle...

the new +old+FES worker=ee ling

new committees funny action take 1

new m'bers take 2

as we can see...
we all WELCOME you to our new family...
so>>>
please via our website today:
http://kampar.utarcf.org/en/main.php

p/s: thanks to my dear dear=kah yee...
help me up a lot with edited my pics above!
love u so much!!!

CF t-shirt design

designing our CF t-shirt...
em....anyone of you had any new idea about that?
ha...or any new image for that?
well....hope it can be done asap...
so that we will have our own t-shirt!!!
yeah!!
left your comment
how you think about this t-shirt

New bond in CF 09'

Firstly Thanks God for everything….
Lesson…difficulty…love…encouragement…hardness…
Well…had been faced up a lot before these…
By God grace…I had walk until today…ha!!i still alive as well…
Em…sounds bad huh…anyway…just want to share my thanksgiving…
Many things happen…for sure there is a reason…
And today God remained me again…
Words…how should we talk…
Is it the words that we speak…talk…share that can benefit others..
And I really learn the power of words…a simple word can really kill up a relationship…
That’s why…o pray to God….I can be a good leader that knows how to handle communication problem within each other’s…anyway…I believe in God…
And another important…spiritual growing..haha…is the most important things that I need to do..
Need to grow in own spiritual life…so that can hold up peoples around me!!
Em…well..Let’s come back to the sharing today….
finally we all enter week 12 on this semester…it shown that final exam is on mid too…
Em…by God’s wills…the new CF committees members had been chosen…
1/4 a special day…well… and is our CF AGM too…ha!!

the members ....

haha...waitting for voting....

only peoples that having 50% attendent have right to choose as committees..

then....finally the result is out...

4 new faces joined in...
jensen,chang en,kyle and nesh...
and FES worker=Ee Ling pray for the new committees

together every m'bers pray for us..
committees in the circle ...


receiving the blessing from GOd...
be serving God honor heart...
use Us Lord...


then the new committees.....
together we will be the best...
be the Light and the Salt ...
be UNITED!!!!


the old committees....
Thanks boon wee and michelle...
both them having another new ministry to serve
May God bless them...



and here's the brand new committees....
LOVE.....
is our main purpose together>>>



fellowship after AGM...
Thanks MrK for the supper....
God bless you MrK...
having great time with old and new committees...


and the next night....
new committees 1st meeting...



Eric having great sharing before internal election....
explaining...the CG in our CF....ha...
Eric...nice pic huh...



and let me intro the new face in CF committees...
here is JEN SEN...
last year CF camp famous actor on talent night...


NESH....
our CF 100% attendance m'ber....



and...Chang En....
super active young boy...making lot of noise....
good leader in future....
what else?....my co-leader...



and then....our beautiful guy....Kyle...
ha...Bass player...
music fans...like music ...active...
creative mind...funny face!!!cute....



and....finally ....
our chairman is Eric
and me>>>??Vice chairman....
haha...i always mention like this way....
voice chairman!!!ha!!
cause i'm the one always making noise...
the Lioness....
haha...at last we having a long long planning...
hope that every1 can really done up well on each of position...
God bless all of us!!!