'I Love You' ATHENA OST

hmm...nice song....

Kill Me please!!!!

**Sakae sushi is nice...treated by my sister!!! =)

Gosh....seriously....

headache...feel to vomit...blur blur....

that is my condition now....

lah....i guess i'm pregnant??

hahha....alright the baby is the BOOks!!!!

ah...swt...that is not funny at all...

reading so many things...

started to confuse who is who....

who fight with who....

hahha...alright...but...for now

i hope i can be somewhere which can

RUN AWAY FROM EXAM!!!!

well....lots of thing FLOW in together......

need to prepare...need to think...need to plan...

ah...Felt hard to BREATH!!!!

but....i guess that is just a small matter...

so doesn't matter....hmmm

just Be strong!!!ah...I can huh!!!
saw a friend of mine fall sick...
look at him...i felt so sad~
hope he going to be Fine...
Have Faith friend!!! will pray for you!!

yeh....anyway....read a book the other day ...

saw some words which encourage me...

Which God will never let us Fall into the failure Pool....

but us need to be brave to stand up...

and face those problem...

because everytime challenge come

is good time for us to FIGHT back...

and preforming better.....

GO GO GO......

The Army Of GOD!!!!

stop complaining what is happening

but MAKE CHANGE!!!!

2010 BirthDay

Birthday sometime make us happy....
sometime make us fear....
fear? If no one remember?
happy? cause can receive present?
hahah...Alright....guess my buddy will just smash me down now!!
That's just for FUN ok!!!
of course i know you guys will remember my birthday!!!

tada!!...Here's My buddy KY...
which will not miss out my birthday every year...
even her surprised plan has suspected by me earlier!!
haha...But dear Thank you so much!!!
But ...present is really a surprised!!!
which i never expect that you all will buy me that!!
 even i thought is biscuit!!!
hahahah...since i am hungry that moment!!!

haha...well i will try to be more ladies then now!!
Thank you so much Friends!!!
Really LIKEY!!!

= My lovely buddies : kahyee, Jason + Michelle =

you all will never forget to celebrate my birthday...

even you all acted so weird that night....LOL
Not allow me to Practice....Michelle stayed in my room...
Kahyee acted so weird walked here and there....

but yeh...I love the Gift... will use it when i go for ball night

Then another group friends.....
My cute friends : Dave, Sharon & Genesis

who purposely came over just to sang me birthday song...

and they realize my house didn't Locked...

and then Hide in my house.... hahah....
Thanks Guys!!!

The last group.... Kc's Friends group
hahah...friends that ever see me fall on the floor!!!
but Thank you so much for staying back
accompany me until 12am on my birthday!!

Then is my ever lovely best sister: kOn Kon....

who called me the whole night just to wish me on my birthday...

And bring me 2nd birthday gift of this year... =)

Thanks for your birthday gift...I like the bear!!!

so cute...Likey!!!

After everyone went home....
These 3 cute friends accompany me for the whole night...
1st.... blessing Pray on my Birthday!!!
Genesis pray for my face...
Sharon pray for my hair....
Dave pray for my shoulder!!!
hahaha...that is what they told me!!!
just look at the pic ....
is their hands!!!
 and the whole night....
do those crazy stuff.....
but is a great night of mine....
Thanks ya friends!!

 few days ago....
I received my 3rd present from my classmate brother....
wow...That is really a great present....
wanted to go for Michael concert ....
hehe...and i got his new EP!!!
even can't go the other day he was in UTAR...
but i still have this EP!!!
Nice new song....LIkey!!!
Thank you so much FEI!!!!

 And i bought myself a special gift....
The contest lens...
hahah...my ever 1st contest lens in life....
but...only tried one time on my birthday!!!
That's it!!! cause is really scary....
Pained!!!!
hehe...but my iris look bigger ....

 well...i think without contest lens...
i still look great right??!! hahah...
Live out the Real me!!!
This birthday the ever things i did is...
Reply 370+ wishes in Facebook!!!
and realize many friends didn't see them so long...
and of course Thanks for every single wishes there...

And My CF friends: All wishes and hug from you all...

even everyone is busy for EM...

Thanks... =)

And those peoples who came over for steamboat night....

Thanks for the early surprised birthday wishes four days before that....

and Bully by you all the whole night...sob~ sob~

And yeh...I ate lots too.....hahaha....

 blur-blur....sleepy!!!

To Roarrrr it LoUD

“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, 

a holy nation, God’s special possession, 

that you may declare the praises of him 

who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.” 

(1 Peter 2:9)

##  Found a great verse...
which reminded me something ....
yeah...hope whatever it is...
will not pull me backward....but push me forward...
by Faith in whatever happening....
keep Knocking the Door of Faith
always brush up my believe on God....
Instead of questioning on problem...
but look at myself....
Love peoples around me
even sometime i found it HarD!!!
but recently i realize i need to practice to LOVE...
Brush up skill of Loving peoples...more sincere to peoples!!

 Hello to the World....Friends...buddies....
Is late night now 1145pm....yeh...well well....
After the whole day of photo shooting section in Uni...
Just feel to write something after my busyness week...
many things come out to Plan for....

And ya....I Just officially added one year old two days ago...

(( HapPy BirThdaY To Me agAin!! ))

And Thanks To mY MumMy = Grace Ling...
Because of you I can be here....

This year birthday celebration different from last year....
but.... i still had enjoyed my special moment....
Thanks to all lovely friends who accompany me on my birthday!

Past few weeks....
Many things to be settle...to prepare...to do....
yeah...But by God's Grace i manage to finished one by one...
oh...is already week 6 now....
Realize that I have.... Done lots things...
celebrated birthday...Joined X'mas EM ...
 finished all Assignment... planned for mission trip

And ya...Thanks God that I could actually catch up for EM...
involved to help...Even i joined in Late....
finally met up my fatty FYP supervisor too after so long....
lol...Don't tell him ok?? hahah....
Then... most important moment for next....is....
...Final exam...

Wish all the Best then....
Final....11-15/12/2010
Mission Trip...26-29/12/2010

Time For the Battle

Hope to Live there...

OoO..... Hope to live in a place which i can see Rainbow 24 hours...

Natural air ....i can sleep on the green field...

with the Big green Tree....

place which i can see the white cloud.....

wow...i guess that should be the Green Planet.....

LOL....seriously i hope i could be there....

I love the weather when it is Cooling...

I hate it when it is HOT!!!! ah.....

i guess there is lots of things inside my brain...

just i don't know how to function it out....

i guess i gave myself too much of work....

maybe i could just throw it away right....

yeh...I hope so....

therefore i have the thought of GIving Up ....

anywhere....I will remember the little Girl....

hmmm Be Strong....cause the Strength is from the Lord!!

last night really a great night for me....

A group of Korea woman's CHoir came to Wesley church...

and you know what....ah...

even my Big Voice can't compete with them...

their Voice is really nice even they are all Aunties....

yeh...and they sang the song i love too....

...... You Raise me UP.....

every time when i hear it....i will have different feeling...

well i guess it was one of the inspiring song of mine....

Like it~~

but is great to see my little sister last night...

oh...she grew so fast!!!! changes so much now...

she are already 5 months old.... oh...fast!!!

she is Cute now.... love her So much!!!

bless you Arial....must be better than me ya!!!

hope to see her again!!!

she is so cute and so pretty just like me!!!

hahaha....yeah....you will like her too...

hmm...soon will post her picture here....

lah....sometime will still felt disappointed with what others said...

peoples will just ignore your caring....

just don't care about your heart.....

ah...i have no ideas what to do....

sound like i have owe them anything??.....weird!!

just to caring but got back a "slap"!!!

haiz....i  just want to said

The whole world not only you have Problem...

when i have problem do you ever Care??

when i'm in trouble and sad...where are you??

instead you just always expect the whole world care for you...

But you don't care for others.....

Even now...i still facing my struggle....

i try my best to care for you....

but .....you just totally throw all your anger to me!!!

and thought that i must totally understand the whole situation...

which i have no ideas what is happening at your side....

well i guess...the better way is...

pray for you....even you think is silly....

but....instead of this....

i don't know what i can do for now.....

lesson of the day

Do things that make myself happy....

Don't always think of others??

or being selfish?? ah...i better go love those like...

unfortunate peoples better......

unless they appreciate my care.....

lala....i can't cheer up at all recently....

help help help!!!!

Joy i need You!!!!

headache with her FYP

She has inspiring me

A wonderful video for the year....
Knew about both little girl last time....i did share their video clip too...
and today i saw another video of both little girl are together...
one playing and one singing.... young age with such great talent
Especially the little Korean girl ....inspire me lots...
Moment i heard she play....So touch....
even she play the wrong key at 1st but very fast she got back the correct one...
i remember she said in the reality show before....that.....
she wanna glorify God through her play
Amazing right....in her such young age she already know how to give thanks ....
How to used her talent to Glorify God.....
Even she are Blind... but she still use the talent she have to serve God...

how about you and me??
always struggling with those method??
always fight with those nonsense?? asking for reason??
or even ignore what God has told us??
Tend to forget what is the reason we are serving??
forget why we are there?? giving up when peoples disappointed you??
and reject to continue the Battle??....because of the nonsense reasons??

whenever i think of this little Blind girl....i was thinking....I am Wrong!!!
why can't I be her eyes to live stronger and do more better things?
why can't I be the better pianist as I can see the notes clearly??
why can't I study better to have better future?? To help more peoples??
Why can't I be better cause I can See?? Why??
I have such blessing without being Blind....
but why i keep on forgetting about the blessing that I have??
Even sometime I forgot about God's Love to me??
I being too selfish huh.... yeh....i know about that....
Therefore, I tell myself....I want to Live my Life more meaningful
I want to do the big things to Glorify God....
To See the wonderful things that others cannot....
To use the Voice which others do not have....
To Play instrument to serve which others not able to....
To Walk the difficult journey which others even cannot Walk....
Another things....I need to bring back those things that I have Lost...
To be the great one in life....To continue this Battle....
Even a little girl can .....WHy not me??
Shirley....Fighting!!!! =)

Connie Talbot is another little girl singing...
which peoples do not expect that she has a strong voice...
but she did it!!! A voice that can Touch our spirit...
A great Song that I Love very much since last time.....
A song that encourage me lots... =)
Share to you as well.... Hope both of this little girls can touch your heart!!
Have a nice day friends.... You will have a new life with Jesus!!! Cheer!!!

going for Korean Choir concert soon

week which will be hard for me but Fighting!!

just felt like i have been pushed to the corner....

i doesn't know why all this just burst out...

i doesn't know i will not control it....

the fire just burn....and burst

somehow....i don't feel there is any concern 

where is all the facts??reasons??
don't just questioning....
don't just said whatever!!!
welll......anything.....

things can be just becoming a  simple words from your mouth

but it doesn't be as simple as how i feel alright
cause you don't feel it...so don't judge....
and don't even said why is it i will feel that way
and don't said...help each other...
cause i don't feel it now!!!! 
totally disappointed !!!! 
i'm totally out of mood for everything!!!

for now...i just felt like i'm playing another key as yours

i don't even know how to cope with you

i don't even know what to talk to you

i  even don't know what topic to crap to

too childish? acted too holy??

THINK!!!

suffered from the stupid Pain

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got to know 2AM recently from the reality show from Korea...
realize this group really good...they really can sing very well....
i love their voice....especially Jokhung....he is cute~
the one wear spec oh....he sang high tone one....
ah.....whatever....i really like them!!!! love~
heheh....you can check their song from youtube....
em....learning Korean language... hope i can speak some....
i love the weather!!! cooling~~~ tonight will be a good night!!!

Rencently

ah...my blogspot...

longtime didn't update....

busy....tired...blur-ing!!!

well...the latest news recently....

my mum is in the time of recovering after operation...

miss her...and ya...i know she do miss me too~

Mum...stay strong!!! =)

me?.... the first day i came back to kampar...

i went to salon....change my hair style....

well...why?? em....

i guess just to refresh myself to restart everything again...

since so many things happen during the holidays til this week...

when the moment i on my FB....

saw so many different news happened around....

bad....good....happy....sad....

you could just see....life included all of these...

not only you facing problems...but people around...

yeh...don't know why...

recently...night after 10pm will surely feel hungry~ 

i guess because i had my dinner too early?

anyway...i need to control my diet!!!!

control!!!! I'm too fat for now....!!

jog?? ah.... i need it!! gambateh!!!

last night suddenly thinking of a song....

"I believe i can fly"

well...i guess i should pun on some confident on myself..

give myself some urge to do something special...

something which can inspire others...

i should believe i can fly as well...

yeh....new style meaning...everything start from beginning...

a real start for shirley....

realize i don't have much pics recently.....

my room is always messed up when i came back....

i should discipline from now on....

get to know the brand new shirley again this Nov....

well..i hope i can understand myself better....

live life with Joy...

lesson of the day: Be brave to face problem!!

rushing for her assignment....

water~

ah...been so long didn't write here...

open up my post....

don't know what to write...

but just feel to write something...

ah...313pm...having class at 330pm....

i guess will be late for that class soon....

ah...gonna go now.....

but one thing...

miss my mum!!!

ah....came back to Kampar!!!

felt so lonely!!!

what is that!?? ah.....
basically not enough water....
my skin very dry....
since so many days stayed in hospital...
time for water?~?