15 April 2009

Black weather ??am i??

when will happen if someone doing too many??
er...every time will give advice to others
be patience ....calm down...bla bla bla....
but end up...myself...BURN UP!!!don't even know how to control...
really Suck!!! really can't imagine i will shout!!
er...sound like ROAR...haha...lioness....swt!!
i think i really scared some of them!!
em....well...just felt sorry...
but i always remember one thing...
God look after what we had do...
even people not appreciate
but when the time come...i am the one to face God
and i am the one who need to tell God what had i do
@#$%^&*(#$%^&.....
is not easy to control own emotion when the bad feeling comes out
i HATE peoples who knows how to talk talk talk....
but end up ...no action...
orally sound super nice...can encourage others
but finally just end up complaining...here ...there...
haiz....=_=
had faced lot today...HATE this type of feeling...
hello Mr.emotional please just go away...

some just RAN away...
some just be GOOD....no comments ...no work!!!
some just like to use WORDS....bla bla bla...
i have no ideas?? ...end up NOTHING!!!
judgment??NO!!!...cause only God can judge us...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
ooo...shit!!!!that is what i felt right now!!!
cause stomachache now...i think food poisoning??
tonight TOO NERVOUS....100% KAM CHEONG!!!
ran here and there...that what i remember!!
i can't imagine...
if i didn't do anything...what will happen??
i really don't know ....and i don't want to know too!!!!
cause the result will be very bad!!!
haiz.....
em....felt better after bla out everything....
but stomach still Pain!!!!
but one thing important....

GOD please always remain me to love others
even i get angry with them...
even they don't like me...i know!!!

Lord...without You...i can't do anything...
and thanks to friends that support and understand me..are around!!
i love you all...
Take good care!!!

been long....
worried about my FINAL....
had been busy too much....
3 weeks continuously...
but by God grace and mercy
i believe i can do well....
to prove that God is good...
Lord...i need Your love fall upon me!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
thing i want to shout out LOUD!!!!!!
don't complain but do....
don't just know how to look at others mistake... but look my own
don't just know how to advice other ....but do nothing!!
don't ever hurt other then say sorry...it no use!!!
don't just be good with everyone but not dare to take charge!
don't ever think ourselves is the best...then blaming others

I AM NOT THE BEST....
BUT I TRY MY VERY OWN BEST...
CAUSE I DO THIS FOR CHRIST
NOT FOR ANYONE....
want to complain just come to me...
don't ever speak underground

5 comments:

w3ndY 温迪 said...

hello....
i am the first one who ledt msg here....

shirley,
thanks for the encouragement....
i started to read the bible...
can able to understand the bible verse...
if dun und,i wil go to ask you...
reali hope tat i can still under ur cell group..
if no,then i wil ask u personally...

gambateh!!!

Liz said...

i think i see shadow on my little shirley's face~ come come, chase d emo away~
dear,
these are all common thgs to c when u wan to lead a grp, no surprise, cannot avoid, cannot escape~ even we r all disciples in Christ...
i hv experienced tat before, n tat's a memory tat i would not want to remember if i hv a choice~ haha, coz they hurts me lots...
today i went for spa interview, about my posting actually... n there is a guy, he told me tat, when u r in tis position(dental officer), who u will b d 1 to lead, sometimes u nid to cover all d thgs.... staffs, resources, communities u hv to serve, treatments u can gv and so on, u hv to take k of them all, bcoz tis whole clinic will b supervised by u alone~ when it comes wif shortcomings, u nid to apply d budget n materials needed, n u know la, government sometimes wont response to u 1... but at least u tried to do ur work, some others dont even bother~ u may blame others, blame here and there, but if we ourselves dint do anythg, then who should be blamed?
haha, i know is different situation... but d concept i wan to bring is d same... jz do wat we can do, tat's all~ whenever i think bk, i'm thinking mayb i shouldnt frustrated so easily, mayb i shud communicate more wif d ppl although they r so discouraging enough~ ppl only care for themselves, actually i saw d different principles tat they hold on(i'll do tis here, but not thr...) so @#$%^&* dunno how to express~
even nw i still saw tis kind of prob, and it mades me dumb~ thank God can express here... not to judge ppl on wat they do, but jz feel bad to tat~
u r rite, and we r all humans tat r weak~ and God let us c His mercy n power in our weaknesses... hv to be more patience, and be persistence~ dun gv up when u still hv somethg to gv!
mayb try to distribute work n set deadline, ask for opinion fr d experienced 1~~~ n still, dun forgt to pray to our lovely Godfather ya!!!
wil pray for ur final as well, we both try our best to get thru it ya~ love u much~ hug hug ~ ^^

shengjie said...

hi shirley... be still ya.. no matter in what situation.. god wit us =)

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