out to Genting

3 more hours to go will meet all the m'bers....

tired!!!!!!

have been the whole night busy with
name tag n booklet...
finally finished at 2am...
Thanks for those who coming to help...
Mr.K,Floren, Felicia,konne,melody,calvin,jen,vivien...
love you guys so much~~~

em...another problem for me...
i haven pack my staff to camp!!!
swt!!!
i think i must work out fast for this!!
arrange my house...my room...
need to settle my CF retreat staff too~~
em....wow...Busy...

pasted few days went back S'wan ...
visited my both grandmum!!!
both them...getting older and older~~~
Pray to God that they will have good health!!
i love them!!!

last night before the CF camp day...
2 girls hang out at my place...
reason??maybe they like me??haha!!!
anyway...been very tired...
Thanks and is good they stayed my place!!
cause they can help me up with some staff!!!
haha....Kakak???hahah....ops!!!!

after exam...
finally today i started back to posting in my blog...
i miss my blog so much~~~
lots to share after my CF camp~~
what happen before exam```
lots of pics wanted to share with you all~~~

the next???
11am meet everyone at bus stop...

then after saturday??
i will be around in Puchong~~~
then??
em...busy with my sister wedding preparation...
then???
will come back and continue my story!!!

rest for 4 days in Genting...
GUys....see you all later...

EXCITED!!!

and getting super duper crazy in camp!!!
check it out with you guys there....

will be back after camp...
and continue my nice life of sharing....

yeah!!!~~~nice weather!!!
but i scare cold!!

up next is what happen before exam!!

FREE

free for now!!
yahoo...

please ......
i want everything to be
ALRIGHT~!!!!

guys...
have nice holidays...

oh ya!!!

gambateh everyone~~
3 more days to go...
will be Free...~~
Friday!!! i waiting for You!!!

hope everything will be fine...
hope the question won't be too critical!!
too hard nor sesat !!!

concentrate now please~~
oh ya....
everyone go ahead in life!!!
love you all~~~

Muack*****hug hug!!!

Just

why???

blur??lost??confuse??

are there the true one>??

when is my turn ???

do i have that wonderful change??

waiting......

somehow...

i want a quiet place to stay

just alone...

can i???

running over...

not Run away from problem...

but FACe....

i need a break and refresh!!!

rest 6 days

i want to sleep......
3 more to go!!!
gambateh...
be strong
recovering from sick

today paper...
hope all will be fine!!!
answer is correct!!!

whatever...
i miss my family...
feel want to go sea
Redang maybe!!!
Island....
hope i can lay on a big green field..

last night suffered whole night...
pray i can recover fast...

Thanks God...
today i can talk!!!~~
wanted to eat something////

i want red bean Pao!!!

Ooooo.....Die....mati???

yesterday went to library...
finally i only study 2 chapters from 10+...
shame!!!
anyway...
sick....
how many days??
this whole week...
oh..just one pray from me...
please recover fast ya body chili girl!!!
i wanted to study lo...
if continue like this...
i can't concentrate to study...
so please ....
if not tomorrow i can't finish revise all ...
so ...please cooperate with me ya!!
Thanks you
miss body shirley!!!
swt....

getting crazy...
cz haven finish revision...
swt

1st time

haha....
great experience today...
i cycle to school....
never do that before since the 1st day i study in Utar...
today 830am...finally i had my 1st time..
hehe...Thanks Kara for accompany me!!~~
yeah...went to school early morning...
is my 1st time...!!!!excited...
i entered from TarC guard house...
something happen!!!>>>
i enter the wrong site...
and the guard shout at me : "Hey salah entrance la!!!"
ohoh....what can i do???
just say : sorry sorry!!!
then continue my way...!!!haha!!!
so bad....
anyway...today...i am sick....
got COLD......
hope i can recover fast....
then??>>>reached school...
prepare for my MIS...

i don't know why...!!!??
always i will sure left up one question ...
and it happen today too~~~
and i lost 12 marks....cause i blank it...
reason??no time to do!!!
well i think it was not a best answer to said that...
i could said...i was choosing between Q2 n Q3....
until i was 15min on that....
and finally i did't draw my ERD!!!
sad!!!haiz...
pray that my coming paper i can finish on time...
don't DREAM during examination please!!!
i need to be more concentrate!!!
write fast...think fast....

ok...then after the exam....
lepak in school...cause the weather is HOT!!!
can't cycle back home yet....
until then....cycle back home...
then go buy some food before home...
oh....the weather seem not so good...
so order dry mi for myself...konne buy mix rice!!!
then...finally we have not enough time...
and my order haven done...so i cancel the order ...
and ask for chicken rice!!!~~~
lucky the Uncle very fast....
but still the rain came...
haiz...no choice...need to cycle ....
on the way back home...
heavy rain...getting serious....
wow...long did't got in rain...
weee....!!!great too...nice too...
but reached home...shower with HOt bath...
if not i will get ill seriously....
haiz...
now...wanted to sleep...
tomorrow fight for OB....
gambateh then....

i am sick...

pening...

yesterday...just started my 1st paper...
oo...very excited cause using new block G...
wow...when reached the block...
i can say...others block...em...Not nice~~
cause Block G is super nice...
it really look like a University environment...
anyway...just a starting...
happy + nervous...= exam!!

2pm started my test...
half way...our Mr.Pritam come to me and said:
: you'r in the wrong venue!!!
me :what???i follow the venue given in the exam slip!!!
ans he ask another examiner：bring this girl to another venue!!

me??what to do???just look at them...
see what is the plan they wanted to do...
waste my time...15min passed...
finally got to new venue...got a new place...
haiz...i haven start to write my PROGRESS REPORT!!!
em..just continue my section A 1st!!!
haiz...no time no time...Not enough time...
finally ...i can't complete the paper!!!
last section...done half way...

haiz...
just one request to UTAR...
please improve the system !!!
if not will trouble student alot!!!!
please inform us when there is any changes !!!

reached home...
no mood....cause keep on thinking what i had done...
realize i had made lot mistake...
anyway...now...i need to concentrate on next paper...

next to go....
MIS...
tomorrow is the day!!!
gambateh....

now??
fall sick di...
felt uncomfortable...
i guess...i really sick....

ah!!!! drink more water...
faster recover please!!!!

ops!this sunday i'm too late~~
sorry God!!!

headache today...

HeLp!!!!

whole day in school today...
no transport to go back home...
luckily there one bus driver uncle fetch me home...

em...
today special day for me...
meet 2 new friends~~
wow...both them are friendly...
great moment~~
happy~~

tomorrow...
1st exam paper start...
hope i can do well...

brain brain brain...
please just save in whatever i study ya!!
don't miss any of detail ya...
let me understand what i study...
Lord, give me wisdom and understand what i do...

Thanks to Miss Kuah willing to teach me!!

worried~~
all my friends done lot more chapters then me...
i must gambateh too~~

i have only do 3 chapters for mis...
10 more to go...
....
i need to speed up~~~

short msg to Wendy,
hey...don't worry will keep u in pray..
don't give up ya...
u cn do it ~~!!!

next...
study for English

be continue with my exam period life

Back Kampar

wonderful and special day of today...
9.9.09
and my sista house no. is 9 too
and...what else is 9???
oh ya...maybe my shoe size... 9!!!
haha...
anyway...even is special...
but for me???eee...tired...
cause this special day...
i spend my time in KL sentral waiting for the train!!

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and what i do the days i'm not in blog???

5 days resting in my sista Puchong house...
getting lot of advice and support from her...
received lot of caring call from my Mummy!!!
Thanks to my dear Mummy and sista!!~~
promise i will try to make it this time ...
no worries...
By God strength i can do everything
Thanks kahyee,wai and wendy...
supportive words from 3 of u!!!

Thanks....
that's the word that i can say...

today......BAD!!!
train delayed 2 hours...
waiting in KL sentral...
nothing...just wait...i do nothing...
looking around...
see how HUMAN are!!~~
different peoples different character...
that is what the conclusion is...
haha...
i saw a little boy...he is cute...
2nd...with little small present he will be just super excited~~
look at him...thinking wanted to become a child too...
haiz...but...reality la SHirley...
is IMPOSSIBLE...

received my sister message...
she promised to sponsor me to SUNWAY LAGOON...
yahoo...em...waiting for my exam to end now...
haha...so bad...
anyway...hope i can pay full attention tonight....

received kah yee msg...
: everything catch up???
i haven reply her msg yet...
don't know how to answer her...haiz...

next...
i really need to READ fast!!!
5 days...only study one subject!!!
so bad me...
haiz...
FAST FAST FAST!!!

want to take bath now...
tata....

be continue...

study week

study week started...
em...tomorrow will go back to KL
hope i can really get all things done in KL
hope i can really study with family accompany
this few weeks too stress
cried every night...
can't read anything at all...
hope this week go back
i can relax my mind ...
and start up all things about final!!!
go go go....

to all friends...
all best in yours final too...
do best and God bless!!~~

Blue

well...
went to visited my friend last friday
Thanks God she getting better
hope she will be strong and will be recover soon
last night just chat with her
get to know that she getting better
oh...quite Happy with that...
anyway i still hope she can recover completely

last week...just busy for everything
went for church family camp
drove to malacca...
get lost in town...
anyway i learn the new way...
very happy to attend the camp...
met up all youth that attend camp last time...
very happy cause they still remember me!!
then now...they grow up...
me??getting older??
ops...that's too bad!!!
anyway...just ignore that ok!!!

Gossip...
always happened during my secondary...
now??well...guess so!!!
haha...
and those youth keep on laughing at me...
do you have bf???
when i said: "no!"
their response is... : "haha!!! tipu la you!!!"
and this been asked by my housemate too~~
same reaction too :"tipu la you!!!"
haiz...why???no one believe that??
haha...anyway...just Gossip!!!

next...
last night attend CF last meeting
in Grand kampar hotel...
very happy finally we all had end our semester...
happy to see everyone excited and enjoyed in the meeting...
that is cool...quite a number peoples attend the meeting...
big hall that we have...comfortable place..."Grand!!!"
ha!!!nice slides show from SHU!!
nice worship from KELVIN...
nice things from everything!!!
last night play with SHU SLR
very excited with this professional camera!!
haha...feel sorry cause i taken his camera
and play with that whole night...
oh..i'm just so bad...
anyway...i learn how to take nice picture last night!!~

what i feel??
feel sorry for myself...
i did't study at all until today...
i am just so Bad!!!
i been so lazy...
i think is not lazy...is Blank!!!
i totally lost in myself too!!!
oh my goodness..how can i continue with this condition?
too bad...
this had frighten me along the way...
i don't know whether i can continue next step...
i very scare...
look at the friends around me...
all had good achievement...
me???super BAD!!!
just a simple pray...
i want to continue this journey
please help me!!!
please i need to overcome all the fear...
and make myself strong!!!
Great!!~~
gambateh...

come up more in detail after this!!~~