FlipPing bAcK LiFe boOk

sleepy chiligirl is taiping in front the keyboard now...

was thinking.....(even brain is not really functioning)..lol

why is it life can be so complicated?

even we knew that there is the purpose...

there is the reasons....sometime...

or even there is the challenges for us...

but...I'm kind tired with all this...well i means sometime...

know what??

i was thinking what if i can escape from all this...

and run to a place that no one knows me...

i guess maybe that will be better??

perhaps you been ignore by peoples that know you?
oh that will be even hurt huh!!! agree?
yeh...that is what human always can't accept...

peoples scare to be ignore...

scare to be alone...

scare to be leaved out...that's human scare most right!

i guess even you will scare of facing this incident right?

then...we will fall into bad emotional....easily....

am i right??? perhaps~

i knew how it feel like....cause i experienced before...

sometime...i really hope that...

i can lives in a place...

full with trees...flowers....

beach ....rivers...perhaps big green field with cooling air...

instead of all buildings...cars...polluted air...

maybe...instead of this....i can just be in heaven ???

but....i need to die 1st then...
em...well well....is not an good ideas for now...
at least i need to know who is bf before i die......

LOL...alright....i guess some of my friends reading this.....
will start thinking what is in Shirley's mind again now...

well well...sometime words just to express...

i always tell my buddies....

peoples who always looks good....

doesn't means that they are really good...
they can just pretending they are good....
well instead they are not good at all....

cause...their problem is deep in heart....

which you will never know...never see...
pay more attention to the words of them..
their action....then you will realize....
heheh....if you wanna track mine?
oh.....then is not easy....i good in hiding!!!
LOL... =D alright just joke...

just like you will never expect what will happen...

to a person that you met everyday...

will just gave kind of different attitude to you...

the next day when you see them...

ya....I'm strongly agree with this point....

........
well yeh i just watched some movies that inspire me..
and i felt that i'm so lucky for what am i now...
for who am i now....
even peoples might not know what i need...
what is in my head...
but i do know that God know ....
even sometime i felt that God don't really know...
well yeh...that is human naturalist huh!!

hhmmm....well i guess whenever is it...
i believe that God will say:
"hey yo I am at your back!!!"
yup..that is it!!! =)
simple answer telling everything....
been protected....
..................................
everyone have their own dirt...
haven their own story...
but if...we don't have all the problem or difficulty...
do you think is good? think about...
yeh...probably...sometime...
and ya...missing my mum...
i do believe that she missed me too...
you know what....
this few days...i just hide inside my room....
watching dramas....movies...
i don't really work out something....
yeh...i knew that is bad...
.but if something just border me....
i guess this will happen....
anyway...i knew that i should not do this...
yeh...wasting time....
but i'm glad that i got some message through story...
seriously....investigate my life right....
checking....flipping back my life...
what is in the past....
am i doing good? or have i??
yup....no doubt that even we say this....
we have the answer deep in heart....
have you admit it or not??
that is the question....
yeh...is time to think about...
relax and think....
plan and organize life now....
God bless....

Flipping her life book...

looking for the answer