60 earth hour

ha....experienced a brand new day on this weekend..
experienced night without light....
that day...830-930pm....in church...
together with my church youth...
great night...
turn off all light...
only cross light is on...
and ther pic...is my church cross...
ha...remained me...GOd is just so great!!
but...we as human...didn't take good care for the earth
guys...love our earth ya!!

YOU told me this....

passed days...have been long...
wanna to share out...but...don't know where to start...
until the day...group of friends wanna meet me up!!
finally i pour out everything...
felt great after that...em...ha!!
but through all that...God told me many things
1. Love
2. United
3. Listen
4. Build relationship
*5. My life given by Him
spiritual life exaction before this...
but God really amazing...He told me everything step by step...
and this weekend be a really great days....
God told me many lesson in other peoples experience...
listen to many wonderful testimony...
all these help me up lot...
God Thanks....
have been discourage before this...
But...by God grace...again...i stand up!!
and the song " we will stand"
against my heart to be bring christian together to serve!!
the most encouraging things is when i see His amazing work on others!
God really use us in many different potion ...
and Lord...i am here for You...
and Jesus told me this: "love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you for if you love only those who love you.."--- what reward is there in that?

and God said:
come to Him... though our gift is small...our heart is broken... our lives is broken
but He promise He will take them all....and carry us in His arm...
Lord...Thanks for the wonderful words....
difficulty is to make us getting nearer to You....
and Lord...help me as i can be more attach to You...

Love You Lord...
help me to live ...to glorify Your name...

lastly....miss my parents so much!!!
papa ...mama...take good good care ya!!!
i love you all so much!!

Gastirc....

stress will really kill up a person...
ye...it really serious....
ha...maybe i didn't pay more attention!!
so...it started to be negotiate with me...
whether how many food to take....
sometime feel don't want to eat....
sometime feel damn hungry....
so i can say....my stomach ....weird!!
it just change anytime it wants...
bad....and i think i really need to pay concern...
need to take care care about my body...
ha!!ya...i need to..and i must!!!
well....suffered from the pained long....
God...that the only pray ....
please heal me ...the fully healthiness...

few years back....
but a great memory will give us feel to go back...
and when i saw this...
touched!!!words from a old friend:
回想当初总是留下淡淡的遗憾，不晓得为什么总觉得错过了一些事情…
很多事情虽然简单，但却如此的深刻。残忍地问一句，以前情人节送你的娃娃还留着吗？
还有那个项链，什么样的吊坠我还记得呢，因为是自己亲手去选的，呵呵…
或许它们已经不在了，或被遗弃在角落，但在我脑海还残留着当时的画面，这样就好了
ouch!!!actually don't know how to reply this message!!
haiz...even all the question i know the answer...
well...don't know how...

is my heart hear??

been long ...
don't know what...when...how...
it's happen... heart feel NOTHING??Mad??
well...really can't read the words in my heart...
whether it's too much of language in it?
or there too much of things inside?or??
em...well...today will feel this bad feeling..
don't know what i want...no direction sudden..
even i know my way leading my God...
but there's a very weird feeling today...
is it too much of things to consider?
family,studies,CG,CF,friends,final exam??
the most flowing up problem i guess...??
yesterday received lots of email...
after reading all these message...stuck!!
em...sometime i was just thinking...
what is the purpose a christian in society?school?church?
em...do every of the christian know about the main?
i am not very sure...maybe sometime i wasn't a good leader...
i mess up??or what??well...the proper way to lead!
really hope there will have someone to guide us.
just read a passage from a paper...spiritual...
well..Lord...felt sorry...i regret that i don't do well
in my spiritual..i know that is important...
i loss....am i??but i know God is in front of me!
em...i know the knowledge...the true..the way..
but why still i feel lost sometime?
am my spiritual life too weak?
until this days all my emotion just carrying out?
i can't control??what happen to me??
am i too stress...or???burden??or...missing??
yes i guess so...so where in a deep jungle..ya
i can see the light...but i still stuck at the same place...
em...sound very sad huh...well...
is ok...always i will recovering my problem...
either write it out...sleep..eat...shout in house...
will be fine...Thanks God about that too...
so...every time.. bad emotional won't stay long!
don't worry my friend if you are reading this message
it's a arranging EQ in my life...
just talk to my heart through words...
well...feel some time...
friend...what that means so?
is that you are not there...you been forgotten?
well...i feel that too...
so..why said...human a not perfect...
that is the reason...caring..loving..
is a hard lesson to learn...and we must learn
how do we need to love people that is weird?
how??.....is hard right?but...we need too...
cause they are God's creation too...
God love them more than we are...
the day before...contact up a brother...
peoples that lost contact for few years..
very happy to heard from him again...
well..can feel the different!!!
that time we meet...i was 15...
and now i was 22...long...long...long!!
maybe i became more mature...yes i do!!
haha!!more pretty!!yes i am!!!haha!!
but will feel there is a little gab...
em...don't know...
am i facing communication problem?
am i????
and maybe i will ask this....
who am i???
haha....don't worry i know who am i!!!
just miss peoples around....just want to feel..
fellowship??em....well...ye...
hope i can meet back all old friends...
no regret in life anymore shirley...
make your Uni life interest...
shine for Christ!!!
oh...ye...is easy to write...
but..not easy to acting out...
yes...HARD!!!!
maybe i'm too noisy...
maybe i need to lock myself inside my room?
well...maybe i need to disappear??
which one to choose?
er...will feel a different shirley ya??
when you read this post...
am shirley such a downward sloping girl?
so down...so down???haha!!!
well...well...well...
is time to wash up the mess!!!
cleaning time!!!!
pray...bible study...bath!!
em...all best shirley i love you!!!haha!!

Hacker act as ME to cheat my brother in s'pore

passed few days....

my hotmail and yahoo email account....

hijacked by hacker....

haiz...damn sad about that ....

1st message is about....

i stuck in Africa....

and 2nd information....

i was in London...

this time this hacker used my msn to contact my friends..

and here's the conversation with my uncle(bro yang)

Thanks God ...my bro know that guy is not me!

swt.....here's their conversation

kwongcheeai just sent you a nudge.

kwongcheeai says:

hello

Music Sonic Dude says:

Hi!

Music Sonic Dude says:

HOw are u?

kwongcheeai says:

hw u doing?

kwongcheeai says:

im fine

Music Sonic Dude says:

Very stressed up in work..

Music Sonic Dude says:

Do u wanna hear my program via internet streaming now?

kwongcheeai says:

i need ur help

Music Sonic Dude says:

yeah?

kwongcheeai says:

can u help me financially?

kwongcheeai says:

Did u get my email?

Music Sonic Dude says:

I didn't

kwongcheeai says:

im in a very big mess...

Music Sonic Dude says:

Are u chi ai?

kwongcheeai says:

yes i am

kwongcheeai says:

why do u ask?

Music Sonic Dude says:

祈爱

Music Sonic Dude says:

Just wanna make sure u're the right person...

Music Sonic Dude says:

what's the issue?

kwongcheeai says:

im Chi ai

kwongcheeai says:

re u still there?

Music Sonic Dude says:

yes.

kwongcheeai says:

ok

kwongcheeai says:

im presently in london

kwongcheeai says:

i left malaysia 2days ago to london for an event

kwongcheeai says:

i lost my money and valuables and visa and passport

kwongcheeai says:

i have reported this to the malaysia consulate here in london and they promised to gimme temporary papers to get me back gome

kwongcheeai just sent you a nudge.

kwongcheeai says:

re u there?

Music Sonic Dude says:

yes.

kwongcheeai says:

i need to get back home

Music Sonic Dude says:

Did u contact yr sister and parents abt it?

kwongcheeai says:

please i need you to lend me some money,to pay for my hotel bills and feeding and also pay for my flight ticket back home

Music Sonic Dude says:

I can help u but i need u to tell me: Did u contact yr sister and parents abt it?

kwongcheeai says:

i have not contacted them and do not want to get them involved,thats why i decided to contact U

Music Sonic Dude says:

Why didn't u want them to know?

kwongcheeai says:

they never wanted me to come down to london

kwongcheeai says:

but i forced my way here

Music Sonic Dude says:

HOw much do u need and how do u want me to transfer the money to u?

kwongcheeai says:

i need 1450pounds

kwongcheeai says:

i do not know hw u can make the transfer to me here

Music Sonic Dude says:

I need to know some details before i can help u....

kwongcheeai says:

like what?

Music Sonic Dude says:

How did u get online? Where are u staying? What are in london for?

Music Sonic Dude says:

How did yr money get stolen?

kwongcheeai says:

im in the public library,im presently staying in an hotel

kwongcheeai says:

the hotel management is very hard on me for not paying up my bills and are threatening to hand me over to the local police

Music Sonic Dude says:

I'll be frank with u...

Music Sonic Dude says:

I really dun have this money...

Music Sonic Dude says:

I really want to help u..

kwongcheeai says:

hw much can u spare me?

Music Sonic Dude says:

Can i contact yr sister for u?

kwongcheeai says:

if u can send me any amount,i will really appreciate it

Music Sonic Dude says:

I know u're desperate..

Music Sonic Dude says:

ANd i understand how u feel...

kwongcheeai says:

i do not want to get any of my family member involved in this

kwongcheeai says:

If u can lend me 700pounds,i will really appreciate it

Music Sonic Dude says:

But yr family has the right to know what happens to u..

kwongcheeai says:

wny amount you can lend me will really go a long way in helping me

Music Sonic Dude says:

Did u lose yr mobile?

kwongcheeai says:

yes they re suppose to knw but bcos of wht happened,i do not want to get them

involved

kwongcheeai says:

yeah

kwongcheeai says:

im only left with my clothings

kwongcheeai says:

i have sold almost all my clothes just to get money to buy food to eat

Music Sonic Dude says:

You're a girl in london and that's very dangerous...

Music Sonic Dude says:

You dun have money at all?

kwongcheeai says:

not a penny

kwongcheeai says:

u really need to help me with whatever u can

kwongcheeai says:

i promise to refund you on my arrival

Music Sonic Dude says:

ok, i need to verify u for a while.....

Music Sonic Dude says:

Can u remember how we met?

kwongcheeai says:

no

Music Sonic Dude says:

Did u seek help from other ppl?

kwongcheeai says:

yeah i did

kwongcheeai says:

but no1 is responding positively

Music Sonic Dude says:

ok, let me think of a way to transfer the money to u...

Music Sonic Dude says:

Can u give me yr bank account no.?

kwongcheeai says:

ok

kwongcheeai says:

dnt think i can access it from here

Music Sonic Dude says:

Then, how can i help u?

kwongcheeai says:

make the transfer via western union

kwongcheeai says:

av nt used b4

kwongcheeai says:

a friend has told me about it and im on there site

kwongcheeai says:

it can transfer or recieve money worldwide

kwongcheeai says:

wht do u think?

Music Sonic Dude says:

I'm not too sure on how to transfer the money that way...

kwongcheeai says:

can u please log on to there site www.westernunion.com

kwongcheeai says:

re u on it?

kwongcheeai just sent you a nudge.

Music Sonic Dude says:

hahaha

kwongcheeai says:

whts it?

Music Sonic Dude says:

hahaha

kwongcheeai says:

?

Music Sonic Dude says:

hahaha

Music Sonic Dude says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

kwongcheeai says:

y re u laff?

Music Sonic Dude says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Music Sonic Dude says:

:D

Music Sonic Dude says:

God loves u. U need to repent, money earned through cheating is not real money.

kwongcheeai says:

Amen

Music Sonic Dude says:

Thanks for the entertainment tonight! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

kwongcheeai says:

lol

Music Sonic Dude says:

U will regret when u get caught.

kwongcheeai says:

catch me if u can

Music Sonic Dude says:

I won't catch u but God will.

kwongcheeai says:

i knw

Music Sonic Dude says:

The economy is bad but pls live with dignity.

Warning:shirley mail been hacked

hi everyone!!!!
please be inform that....
if you received any mail from me today....
i still in Malaysia....not in Africa....
both my email account had been hacked .....
i had change my email and msn add :

chiligirl-newshirley@hotmail.com

please add me in in your account!!!
need to rearrange all friends list!!!!
please sent me everyone email add here too ya!!
thanks!!!

finish presentation! but test haven finish.....swt

having lunch with my groupmate just while .....

yeah....just finished my last presentation....

finally ...finally....finished all my presentation!!!!

excited....happy...relax....yo....

BUT.....just for few min.....cause the next .....

for my up coming test is after one more day.....

ah.....Econ and QT....the subject that will kill me up....

yesterday....all my friends studying outside my room....

know what am i doing???

SLEEPING.....wokaka.....Gen leh....

so bad....lazy pig ....LOL...

hope tonight i can study well....no more sleep

yo yo yo ...go go go !!!!!

DON'T SLEEP AH SHIRLEY KWONG.....

WAKE UP WAKE UP......

GOd please give me wisdom ya....

hope what i study i can score well in this second test!!!
hope the question i can understand ya....

everybody.....cheer up

becoming Fat

early 320am now....
still doing my assignment....
haha...my groupmates still busying typing...
yet i blogging here...haha!!!so bad...
anyway....felt sleepy now...just find something...
to wake me up!!!ha!!hope i can finish up everything soon
oh...tired!!assignment....assignment...really kill us up!!!
no idea how to continue my next paragraph....
haiz...hope i can get new ideas how to continue...
ah...blur blur now...
this few days...stressful...ate a lot...
think becoming fatter soon....
oh ....i don't want...this whole semester...
did't do any sport...
ah...i need to do exersice then....
yeah!!!must!!for my own good!!!wokaka!!

lives

em....great day again...
even still under stress...but...i felt the present of God...
Thanks for the great weather Lord!..i have a nice sleep...
oh...Sunday...Thanks God i still alive...haha...
i think there's the different when we have Jesus in our life..
even is stress ...pressure... sad...can't breath...
but...God grace is always enough for Me...
and God spirit will again make me new...
i want to fall at God feet...only worship Him..
ye...this whole week faced lot of examination pressure...
but i very thankful cause i got a group friends that care about me!!
the supportive words...even just a few words...but guys...
honestly...every words that you all wrote in my blog...
i read it everytime...everytime i feel sad...
cause i believe those words...help me lot...
cause i believe God prepare you guys for me...
Thanks for everything...every care...great is the LOVe...
ye...i will continue to go further...will be the stronger one!!
ha...yes when i feel i can't stand anymore...i will let you guys know...

exspecially my lovely angel...i know you always keep me in your pray..you always concerned about me...and i believe God will also had a great plan on you!

just want to let you know...i love you so so much!!!as how God love you...i know sometime the burden that you handle will be even heavy than mine...

but you still worried about me....very gladful to have such great sista like you!! Thanks ya...my dear sister in christ...Liz!!!

coming week...having tests again...coming week AIMST will come to kampar!! yeah excited with that too...ha!!haiz..but on the same weekend i having my test!! hope i can manage my time well...ha!!yeah!!i must...and i can!!! will uphold all my CG m'bers in pray...hope all them can be closer to GOd...

just want to tell my JIM ELLIOT group m'bers...need any help just let me know!!hope our relationship will be more and more closer...at the same time to God too!!hope the Uni life when you guys was here....we can together done sometime great here!May God mercy pour on all of us...glorify His name...lead the peoples around us to God!gambateh ya....also ...all UTARCF m'bers...be united as GOd want us to be....don't miss up every meeting on tuesday....that is the time we share our live....as we know in God we are family...brother and sister...i love you guys!!!muack!!

and...also to my best dear friend...5+2!!!
i know this whole week you had suffered alot!!!and under pressure..just want to let you know...i care about you very much!!!as how Jesus love you!!maybe now..you don't know who Jesus are...but i will pray for you...as one day you can see Him!!will hold you up in my life!!!

hope can help you everytime when you need people and need a listener...i am here for you!!always...always...don't forget ya...chiligirl...is spicy...but she is sweet too!!hope too...you can overcome what you had face...i know is hard..but i know you can!love you much much!!don't worry...even papa and mama not with you....you have a great friend...that's me....need any help just come to me!!!

having a long message here....

ya...Thanks GOd too...i had a group of housemates that is friendly...i love them too....hope we can have a great live together...Thanks cy...k see..shi wei..Danny..yin how..k yean..zhi kong..Tc..pooi san!!Danny and Cy...thanks for the caring ...everytime i fall sick ...both you will always asked me whether i am ok...Thanks...very touched!!i love the words of care...thanks...

and ah pek(yin how)..thanks for fetching me to school every morning!!!thanks...ha...thanks for the disturbing everytime...i will felt that our friendship is very close...i know everytime you just play with me...i won't get angry...so don't worry ya!!!thanks for the care care too!!!

and my little boy boy...zhi kong...ha!!know that recently ...you facing relationship break up problem...want to help you everytime...but don't know how to!but will keep you in my pray too...hope that you will recover very very soon!!!be fine ya!!!

last...all best in live ya my dear housemates...keep you guys in my pray!!!

God be with us!!!have a wonderful life in 1318....

cheer to everyone who read my blog!!!

thanks for the visitation!!!hope my life sharing will help you too...

share with me your life ya...leave your words to me!!

God be with you....

regard,

the chili,lion,carrot girl....shirley