Mind

yeh....saw this little boy in children sunday in church...

ya... i like him...cute right huh!!
should look at pic that i love....
chill me back~

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i guess i'v lost my patient sometime...

i don't know what is the best things that i can do....

i never know that....when bad words come...i will get crazy....

i guess i need more patient....

i realize i'v lost my patient lately....

i don't know why....??

i guess there is really something happen to me...

inner especially.... wanna talk to someone?

i guess for now...i can't really wanted too....

i can feel the heart beat is increasing...

i never know that what should i do right now...

just feel like i'm kind of lost right now...

i guess i will stay in my room to make things all clear...

i never know that i can be temper...fire...

i remember a sista told me this....

: shirley you really a cheerful girl!! bring joy with you!!

well i guess the situation right now...

i am not!!!! i have lost my confident with what is right and wrong...

you know...i know lots of things....

i know the strategy to talk to others....

but now...i guess i'm just a normal person...

that have beat down by some silly words...

ya...maybe i should choose not to listen...not to see...

i think that is the best way right??

i think i can handle if i just have a look...

but i'm totally WRONG!!!

i lost control ....totally~

i have no ideas what is happening around me...

even peoples said....how is your best friend?

ah? i don't know!! and i even lost the faith as well....

i don't know how was a person character really be...

i don't know when is your real part....

they can just be alright in front of you....

inner?? i don't think i can just know...

they will said....you are my best friend!!

but inner?? can be another one!!

or...can change anytime....

i guess....the problem right now??

i have no ideas.... indeed i should re-figure again everything...

i need to rearrange my emotional....

reading God's words can reflect something to me...

is the response toward Him to me...

but absorption is not enough...need practice out...

ah...You said: wisdom is from you...and we should choose that...

there is different kind of peoples....

is depend on you....whether you can cope with them...

whether you can really show love to others....

i thought that i'm really good....

i'm recovering....

but i'm wrong!!!

things that i hope now....

maybe....i can jump into a pool...

and have clear mind to think about....

imagination is not always correct....

i need to settle it by myself....

has what i always told others...

God will not give us problem that we can't settle...

so i believe i can cope with those problems....

Have Faith everyone....

in your daily life.....

ah....peoples can changes...

who should i choose to be together....

is not judge by you....

cause you are not GOD!!!

lesson of the day: 

NO JUDGING!!!!

NO COMPLAIN!!!

FAST FROM TALKING!!!

alright i will fast from facebook this whole week...

fast from talking for few hours as well!!!

pray for my Nation!!!

*have you join the 40days fast & pray this year?

sick of the changes of peoples
not in good condition