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Mega campus fellowship group leaders....hehe!!all...was the best leaders!!!!
1st row from left : Jason ,zhu xin , zhu bin , Joey ,Lily
2nd row from left :xx ,me, zhi ling, Dony
3rd row from left :Andy ,xiao ting

Hunger group members...

left from 1st row - zhi ling , zhu bin , me , hui hui ,en hui
left from 2nd row- xin en , Dony

Days...my experience...@@@@@

quite a long i did't write...em..it should said 3 days..ha!!anyway it just be...

i need a place to release all my emotion as well...is't?? i'm not sure...

but i sure this's right choice!!!ha!!!em...where to start?

actually decide to write longtime ago~~

but i don't know how to start......how?

it just ...fill up more and more!!!

wanna break off anytime..

sound..scare..sad...>

just like that...

continue..

...

just like this picture...having a story behind...every picture..there've it own story....

same things goes to me...after exam it should be a relaing moment!!but i don't~

am i facing anything?that bad felt came back again!!why?the felt to keep..

to close up my heart..keep all my smile..my laughing..screaming sound..

the crazy i have been before..sudden..it just happen..very fast....>>

it happen ...even me..i can't felt it too..felt unclose to peoples..

anymore...i felt a gab!!why?i even don't like to talk to ...bad!

but..i pray i can settle down fast..cheer up girl!!i can do it!!

maybe a cheer write is helpful..ha!if you're reading here..

don't worry..it just a little girl write out her mid night felt!!

nothing special..nothing at all..just like i was from UFO..

just a feel days..i guess..i think we all was..don't know each other...

don't know~~maybe i should not...came back>?stupid!!haiz...

bad thinking huh!!anyway..just a evil thinking now...stop !!!

oooo...just to share up what am i doing since this 3 days...

em...great experience...less slept...crazy drive!!!tired...

that's what i can said in this days...nothing...just that!

happiness...rushing...sadness...finally disapointed!!!

er..maybe busy...less communication...that's

Real life been!!!just accept!!!!i do learn all this!!

never felt anything anymore...a felt that ..i must run off!!!

far far as well...Bali??overseas??great!!if can!!

go to another place that peoples don't know me!!

to feel another life style...ha!!!

all the best in this plan!!!even is short!!

i do hope i have this change!!ooo

em...it will be great!!!think so~~

rushed home...2+am just reached home...saw my mum..happy...hug..love her...then...papa!

em..mum look tired...but we still continue talked to her...yet promise will drive for her...

cause after 5 hours need to prepare for my uncle wedding ceremony...ha!!excited!!

even can't slept!!!just keep on listen to mum and dorcas talk!!both them...

hehe!!excited i was home...tired..but can't slept!!!but i know i need too..

i need to drive...so folce myself again!!!finally..ZZzzZz..sweet dream.~

er...just felt a second...my alarm rang!!!time to wake up!!!ha!!but..

still continue my dream...even it rang over.....ha!!but last...

woke up and take bath!!!er...??what should i wear?problem~

don't know what do wear...ha!!finally change many clothes...em..

last decision pick my pinky clothes...love it!!!settle!!!need to start journey!!

em...drive a bit fast!!!cause they said we're late!!!speed up!!!ha!!120/km

ha!!still ok!!cause many adults in the car...must control la!!!ha!!!crazy...

but when i saw my future auntie after 4 hours...ha!!happy...she keep on said..

wow shirley you look nice!!!beautiful!!!em...sound great right!!!i'm beautiful too....ha!!

anyway...hungry..having my breakfast with mum while my auntie was make up!!

took sometime finally everyone was here!!!wow...auntie look great!!!she's tall!!

i'm short!!!haha!!anyway...saw my uncle ...both them!!!sweet!!!love!!oooo!!!

yoyo...3 hours of all the wedding process...then i' capture picture on th day!!!

cool...became camera girl as well+driver...hehe!!but great!!!even i'm tired!!

but when i saw both them finally married!!!em...Thanks GOd!!!finally ...

everything had done!!yet i got ANG PAO too...yeah!!got 3 oh!!yeah!!

em...their room look great!!!crazy...taking the picture myself!!!

enjoyed myself!!!ha!!thinking when's my turn >??when?

em..must wait..wait..the best that God prepare!!!

i like the bears very much!!!so cute!!!is a great day!!

God had plan all this!!!yet everyone too..

happy+excited+crazy...yet me...gamble day!!

when i will meet my Mr.right?ha!!dream!!

that's one in my heart>?er..just put it in my pray!!

and the patience lesson...i need to..

learn...learn...and learn...do wait for the good one from my God!!i belive in Him!!

even sometime will give up!!and think i don't want anymore...but...when...

i think proper...i can't do that!!!maybe He wants me to do better...

is time for me to change myself!!!moment to change!!!from a little girl..

is time for me to become...mature girl!!!big girl!!!ha!!even i don't want!!!

i believe when i went to Kampar soon...i should learn all of that...i need!!

Jesus i need to give You my love!!!i don't want to wait!!!i need You!!

i want to come back again..in Your kingdom...in Your words...

trust in You...Faith...strong...make my life..touched others...

make my live help the other...let me ...glory Your name!!

i need to praise you all of my heart!!!all of my life!!!

You're the king of king...The Lord of Lord!!!

i think this sunday really a last service...no extra anymore...i should say goodbye to this fellowship no longer...this's the last photo in this fellowhsip...the peoples in the picture...is the last time to gather again!!!is the last...no extra!!!even i'm not in overseas...but is not easy to meet you guys again!!but is really a great time when i was here...even 1st time i don't like to attend the fellowship...cause felt lonely....i hate alone!!is a bad feeling...hehe!!even most peoples don think i'm not!!ha!!but i'm the special person!!!no one can actually read my mind!!!except God!!!He know what i want!!yet He always plan to have extra things let me to learn!!!em...i do believe all these is a great lesson!!!a great train as well!!!ha!!em...here's the words to all my MCF members...even most of you can't see this message!!!but i belive it will go on the air!!you can feel it when you still alive!!!ha!!1is sad...but ...as what you guys told me before...i need to humble and response to God call...the hard things that i don't want to accept!!!i scare to face new place..that i ever been there before...the place i did't heard before!!!anyway..i can do it!!

Mega campus fellowship members:

you should believe...in God plan...you have your own special role to work for God...that's only you can fulfill this work!! God have given different talents on all of us!!different personality...character...all this just to reveals His name!!!in different way!!we need to glorifiy His name in many places...always learn to Listen...above all..surrender yourself!!you'r not live to yourself...you are actually live for Him!!all the best guys!!!continue to fight in God's kingdom!!!He need more youth...more young peoples like you to work for Him!!!since you're still young don't waste your time anymore....response to God call!!!He watch out you everytime!!!yet is now the time for you to do something special....spread out God's gospel ...to everyone///the peoples around you!!!God bless you all !!!!even no change to chat with you all agian...but i believe...in God!!!we still can meet again!!!will always remember you all in my pray!!!you guys...is a great team members for me!!!continue to Shine in Him!!!hope next time...when i was back...i can see the grow in everyone of you!!!yet..you all same to see on me!!!i will change!!!Jesus love you...I love you too!!!Gambateh!!!

regard,

shirley

My day....

just past a whole week Gamble days...finally suffered days had over now!!!finally.....em...can finally slept ...without worried...haha!!Convivial days now...ha!!!listen to Hagen song now too...since last night!!!watched out City harvest church profile...yet watch their church worship sermon!!!Thanks GOd!!!let me a chance to listen to HIs words in early morning--1+am!!haha!!em...watch until 3+am!!!wow...even it sometime breakdown but can clearly listen what the pastor said!!!hope one day i really attend to this God blessed church!!!wow...that sound great right!!ha!!anyway...a whole day free...doing nothing...em...should said...relaxing...ha!!then receive a lot sms from my Mega church friends...all wishes me...haha!!!they all finally knew i leave tonight!!ha!!anyway...i will be back again this sunday!!ha!!still have 5 more days in PJ again!!ha!!but i think no one can meet out me!!!everyone busying...except me!!ha!!anyway...thanks to David,dar dar JOey ,ching,Max...and my brother=vin!!!thanks!!ha!!a bored day ...when i receive the message from you all...against cheer up my mind!!ha....wow...it really a bad feeling...this afternoon walk out to buy my lunch!!!along the way....a lot of things goes into my mind!!!what will be my new life in Kampar soon? will i coming back to the place that now i stepping on?? then..walk very slow!!!even is hot!!but i enjoyed to walk...alone!!!haha!!!sound sad sad...but...i like that...sometime...think alone!!have a space for my mind...have a time for me to think!!!to record back every moment that i faced over here....yet i know ...everyone don't like the situation that a good friend leave!!!but i believe GOd had a great plan on everything happen in our life!!!the suffer we face is far far away what He suffered to us!!!am i right>? This morning too...chat with a brother!!!i knew he face a lot of problems that he own think is serious and can't solute...and he can't accept everything happen on him!!!but i believe...GOd was the one!!!only Him know about us....only Him understand what actually what we need!!!i do hope i can help this young man!!!to cheer up again!!!look at him ...think back the time i was in JB-Labis....the time with all my young christ brothers n sisters...the moment i help them to rebuild again in christ ...that care...love ...had came back again!!!God need me to care the peoples around me!!yet it's challenge...and hard...but i believe He always be with me!!!

felt want to cry!!!My heart was sweating now...not hot!!!bad touched and sad!!!i know God always there and forever here for me!!!i know sometime i can't understand why all those things happen on me!!!but i belive That's His plan!!!i want to pass all to GOd!!!because of You GOd!!!i want to refresh again my life!!!against love you again!!!just like the 1st time ...the excited emotion to serve You again and again...forever...until the day i meet you ////// GOd!!!i need you in my life!!!i really need you!!!i Love you ....my future...everything...i just want to tell you...just want your suggestion!!!cheer up again SHIrley...i'm chili yeah!!!haha!!!Gambateh!!!

to all my friends that reading this paragraph...i want to tell you Jesus love you!!!yet He will give to hope to us!!!believe in Him!!even we can't see Him!!!but you can feel Him!!!

peace............haha!!!!i like think.......feel great!!!pause for a while....think...think...what have you face today??/

let me think again the moment i was in Mega ...haha!!

missing the days in campus fellowship...the worship...the life group sharing....each time of the service...make me excited!!!cause i can share ...share ...and share...i like to talk!!!and the HOt worship night really make a hard memory in my heart noW!!!i never forget the time with you all!!!thanks...my great worship team members....in the name of Jesus...bless you all : andrew wong ,aaron,andrew nee,dao li,wan lin,xiao ting,and my dear dear Abby........................

The last to be a group leader here~~~

em....nothing special...since exam time...just study...eat...sleep...nothing special happen...but...

this feel days...there's some problems goes around me....just pray that God can answer my pray!!just confuse with what i felt!!!it's an wrong inform in heart??ha!i'm not sure...however....

today...19/4/08 saturday...is my last day to become Mega campus fellowship HUNGER GROUP leader...haven a lot of feeling now....will think back the moment with my partner=Dony!!to attend the leader meeting in church!!!the moment we lead the group....yet will think again!!!all the things that my group members had share before....will think of their face as well.....em...i think it will be a great memory for me when i go to kampar soon....ha!!!anyway....today is my last day....don't what will happen!!!!but do hope today i will do well in my group...HUNGER group=hunger for God' words....ha!!!wish all my group members...all the best...and going to miss you all!!!the time with you all!!!! : Dony,zhu bin, John, Guo fong,Cui feng ,Zhi ling ,Tto,Bryan,Han shen .....etc!!!ha!!!hope you guys can continue to serve in campus fellowship...hope else that had promise to serve....please do as well as you can!!!remember God watch us up there!!!!ha!!!God will always remember what we have done over here!!!cheer up and work for Him!!!!and the most important!!!hope you guys can attend campus fellowship always....don't PONTENG o...haha!!!anyway God bless you all....will remember you all in my pray!!!yet through SMS we still can share together God's words!!!!gambateh HUnger group!!!you all was my love!!!yeah!!!

lastly thanks to all mega campus fellowship friends....cause of you all ....given me a great memory over here....yet hope the time we been together will not been forgotten!!!but it will become a great memory for us...yet get ready for us to meet again!!!!cheer up guys!!!!fight for the challenge that we need to face!!!!all the best!!!! i love you all!!!!

Forever here

1st wanna thanks all the friends that care about me!!!very proud to have you all in my life!!!very very thanks GOd prepared you all to appeared in my life!!!is a thanksgiving moment from me to GOd!!!!while now listen to Hagen song!!!!this feel days...everytime i listen to his song ....will have different feeling!!!!as now too....this morning when i woke up...receive a special message from my church member=sister yue hua!!!she again remain me....God always around me!!!!in the message:

if there's Tree....than there'll have GOd' protection...
if there's cloud....than there'll have GOd to leading to the correct direction ...
if there's wind...than there'll have God smile face to wait us!!!
if there's sand.....GOd was there with me!!!!

when i ones again read this messeage!!!all the words touched me!!!deep in my heart!!!
with the Hagen song = Forever here!!!em...i believe GOd was here with me..........forever...
i'm the one who hide myself!!!!but GOd always search me out again and hug me on Him!!!!
with you...i want to be brave again...to face all my problems...yet i know sometime i can't even affort!!!!but i know You forever here....and i know You watch out me always...yet i want to just look at You....i want to restart again!!!to challenge everthing....GOd...i need you....i need you...please let me feel YOu!!!!please.......................................................................................
without You................i don't know how i want to face my life again!!!please lead my way....
i want to put down all problems....throw away the headache problems.....please lead me over the high wall that's in front of me!!!!em....................
haiz............i think i should stop up all these damn thinking.............delete....delete...deleted!!!
ooooo..........release......cause i just want to share with You.....i know You love me!!!be brave to face again....even i can't see You...but...i can felt You!!!!felt the love from You!!!!
here....i have some words to all my best friends....thankyou...you guys support and care!!!em...will do as what you all told me!!::

shen jie :
yes..we all must pray for each other...and yet i will remember you n dear dear in my pray that this coming exam we all can do well!!gambateh

dear dear abby :
yes...both us must gambateh!!!!yup....yet i trust in Him!!!thanks for the support!!!

my dear sister=Liz :
thanks for the words from God!!!yup!!!and i will remember always....cause i believe GOd arrange everthing for me!!!!and i need not to worried about tomorrow!!!i believe He is GOod to me!!!!i just want to sing for Him!!!!

lastly my spirit life support friend::
brother vincent!!!!:::
thanks for the support every time that i face!!!!very touched that i knew that someone will always look out me!!!thanks....yet learn from you again!!!Prayer is the important part in my life!!!yet i need to be Trust....faith@@@@

lastly............to all my friends that reading my blog!!!!thanks....because you all care for me ....that why you will read my blog!!!!even i can't see you right now~!!!!but i can feel the support words from you and the care from you through the air!!!!

Thanks to all my friends.....

The HAiz .....day

haiz....no mood today!!!maybe a lot of things came over me!!!!haiz.......
wanna exam still face all #$%^&*() things that i need not to think about!!!haiz....
is a haiz....day for me....don't know how to face my exam as well....can't even concentrate...
haiz....don't know how i want to face my exam in this bad condition.....that's only spilt it here...
haiz........=====just pray that i can remember what had i study ....stress...until make myself sleepy....hungry!!!!=====just like a PIG!!!this week really live as a PIG life!!!eat ...eat ....eat!!!just do like my dear dear=shen jie!!!hei you got partner now!!!haha!!!haiz...don't know why this 2 days...haven a bad thinking in my mind!!!many question in my mind!!!!many....i even scare to face my day tomorrow....scare...and even scare to go to the new place that i going to face soon....
that feel just bad.......sad.....i really don't know why!!!can anyone tell me??haha!!!anyway...i think i should settle down all my bad bad mood....i believe if i got this bad thinking...it would help me at all...what that i can do is......pray hard....and face the things that really need to face!!!cheer up shirley //////you can do it!!!to all my christians friends........need your help ....just pray for me!!!i need spirit support!!!!......and i believe GOd need me to be brave to face all these that He want me to be!!!!!GOd....please help me!!!!i need Your help!!!!i really can't affort to all this!!!1i don't even tried to used my brain!!!scare to think!!!!haiz.........scare........but....that's a haiz.,....on me ....today!!!!the sadness.....the anger.....is all goes on me!!!!that i start to scold myself.........why i'm so so so weak!!!!!why i can't be brave again to face all this problems........yet all stress still go upon me!!!!!!!!haiz............friends....don't worry about me!!!!i'm ok!!!just like....today bad condition!!!!can't read anything.....just sat in front my study table....with all my lecture notes....but my mind is blank!!!!haiz......God....please forgive me!@!!!!!!!!

i love Hagen

haha...so happy cause finally i got the picture i capture with Hagen~meng qi!!!1so happy ...excited!!!haha!!like him so much!!1st he's handsome!!!and look sweet!!cute!!!haha!!!crazy!!!anyway the main point is ...he's very talent...he wrote a lot of songs...yet i crazy in all his songs...very touched...when i listen to his song...that's a felt that deep in my heart!!!very hard to explain by words...haha!!!but...his songs...really a miracle that can read your heart!! that's the main reason i love him!!!ha!!hope my future partner will write a song to me too!!ha!!anyway i believe GOd bless Hagen!!!He gave him a special talent that use to create a new image for christian songs...really suit to the youth now a days....really...when you listen to it ....you will believe what i said now!!!do free just ask from me...i will sent it to you!!!oo...that night!!!saw him...and gave him his own album...he sign for me...wow...excited...until today!!!it still fresh again!!ha....well...his voice always be with me...suddenly felt the other songs not so attract me...haha!!!well...but the style he wrote ...really make me fall love in him!!!in his songs...the meaningful lyris....next time i will share again...he's song...cause recently busy my final exam...so just wrote some....em...will continue to share the felt of mine....you know!!!the 1st time i listen Hagen 1st song in the album...i cried!!!and...this felt i will share with you guys...soon...soon....i love you Hagen!!!your songs really build again...my spirit life...the believe from my heart to God....rebuild a strong faith between me and God....thankyou Hagen!!!your songs that you had put a lot of effort....i will pray for you!!!and wait for your 2nd album....the songs that you write to God!!!the thanks...the hope....the praise....yes....we want only God!!!Jesus i want to give You my life!!!

thankyou david + vincent

a big surprise when i online again to listen to Hagen songs!!!

that's only after 2 hours.......

i saw 2 of my dear friends comments on my friendster blog!!! David=88 and vincent!!!

very surprise cause the blog i just upload you guys already read!!!very happy and touched!!

cause of you guys care!!!make me cried!!!while listen to Hagen song of=I Have You....and read to the comments that both you wrote to me!!!thankyou!!!is not cried is because of a care from a friends that just far far from me....one from US...another from kampar!!!!

thankyou....this can truly showed that you all care me.....

yaya!!as what you all said....the gathering is not forever....but one day we will go to another place for our career...for our future plan!!!!but in one word....i will always keep the memory as i was here!!!a gonna miss....and i now i can felt the sadness when i was in kampar....i can imagine the lonely day if i was in kampar....haha!!!sound very sad...but...ya!!!david=88 as you said!!!yup...i got ready for my new life in kampar....since i never been there before at all....but i trust GOd...need me to face a whole new life again over there!!!He want me to learn something new over there!!!and i believe when one day i back to PJ...you will be there again!!!right?

haha!!!i miss you too....the days you not here....we all fine!!!the campus fellowship just great!!don't worried!!!and yet you read my blog you will know the latest news in campus fellowship!!!haha!!!and i believe you have your great life over there too right?haha!!must take good care too...GOd be with you always....when you come back to kampar don't forget to find me at utar!!!haha!!i believe when i see you...i will be happy!!!take care 88!!!yaya!!!sometime will remember a cool men call 88....that's you!!!!David!!!the men i thought is older than me!!!sweating...haiz....

here the message to vincent:::: haha!!!very happy to receive your care message!!and i knew that you really point on mE!!!always read my blog and gave me support words and pray!!!thankyou!!very appreciated the care from you!!!yes...as you said...the relationship between me and mega church friends is close...since this month i knew more friends here....then it will make me became more sad...cause soon gonna leave this place!!!yes....as you said...the 1st felt when you came to mega is a great felt....em...i do agree too....hope...when i go kampar...i can find more and get to know more over there!!!and this week i already do ready to remove to kampar....vincent!!of course i will go and find you...cause i stay in the same house with you la!!!haiz....do you forget??ha!!yes...you can often come to Pj...so next time i can come back together with you ...haha!!!

anyway thankyou friends!!!!love the care!!!

The hot praise night!!!

12/4/08 will be a great and missing night for me soon!!!
this picture display was the team members that lead the hot worship on 12/4....
i'm very happy to have a change to serve God together with them!!!!
Thanks to my members : Aaron ,andrew nee ,dao li ,xiao ting ,abby ,andrew wong and wan lin
Thanks for join me in this serve!!!
here's some message to you guys!!! ::::

Aaron !!!ha!! i knew you'r not from our fellowship...but that night you really done a great job!!! many of them like your play!!cool now huh!!!famous lo!!but i believe ...now you will miss us too right!!ha ha!!the crazy group you meet here!!!do remeber when you're free just come to join in campus fellowship lo!!!ha!!if you are free la!!!hoho!!but make sure when i back you must come!!i wanna see your face!!!hoho!!sound force!!!but ...thankyou so much!!!the help...and you really play well that night!!!i knew you having your exam in the morning...and work...yet need to ate Mc.D as dinner!!!when i saw your hand is shaking!!!oh!!Aaron...i must tell you ...::: you must eat more la!!!ha!!!thankyou....ah ma love you so much!

Andrew nee !!!thanks for your great share!!! sorry suddenly ask you for share!!! but i believe this is the call from God!! cause the share on that night!!really help many peoples....and your voice really nice!!i love the style you sang!!!keep on guy!!!God will bless you ....use your voice to bless the others...and use it to serve God!! and very happy when i knew that you now serve Mega worship team!!!great start!!!

Dao li!!!ooo...love to heard you sang the song "Ai shi bu bao liu"...this song really suit to you!!cause the key is just match to your voice!!! i like it!!!when you sang this song...it really touched my heart!!!and i'm actually quite to listen for it!!!em...and i knew that you're a bit nervous on that night prayer section!!!but...i need to tell you!! the prayer time!!!GOd was there!!!

Xiao ting!!!em... my dear!!!knew that you have put a lot of work on this worship!!ha!!and sorry need you to ate bread!!!cause need to rush for the practice!!!but...the time with you is great!!and someone told me you look beautiful that night!!ha!!you'r really a sweet girl ...i love you too!!!keep on practice on your voice!!!i believe you will just be like Celion one day!!!gambateh!!

Abby...my dear dear!!!oh!!thanks for your help!!!ha!!before that you ask me to find others...cause you said ....always peoples will just saw you on stage as song leader...but ..what i want to tell you...dear dear...you really a on stage angel!!God gave you a special talent that lead peoples to worship God!!!so keep it on!!!and i believe you will bless the rest!!!!love your voice so much!!!i think when i in kampar...i sure will miss your voice...the sweet...sweet voice...

Andrew wong....hei handsome!!!ha!!before i sms you...is a bit scared..cause don't know whether will you really join in my team!!! but thanks God...you'r just gave me a great answer : ok!!no problem!!! oooo.....i'm so crazy happy you know!!!??haha!!cause handsome andrew can join le!!ha!!but so sorry...cause suddenly ask you to became bassist!!!cause you'r expert ma!so i think which instrument for you is just right!!haha!!and...andrew...that night ..you really look great!!!even i knew you'r tired with the Bass!!!haha!!even take it to play as GU ZHEN!!!crazy men too huh!

lastly...my partner....wan lin!!! this's the 1st and maybe the last cooperated between us!!!but i knew that you have put in many ideas...and i'm really appreciated!!!and i believe God gave you a great talent on music!!!hope you can use it in His kingdom in future ...more and more!!!use your music talent to bless the others!!!and campus fellowship worship pass to you lo!!!and...i really love to heard your play on piano!!!really nice!!!keep on!!!and do remember to practice on your drum skill!!!and i believe you will play better than me!!!

the most important!!!!all the youth that join in the hot worship on 12/4...thankyou !!!cause i can ones again worship God with you all!!!and thanks for the friends that promise me to attend to this worship!!!the promise...really make me happy!!!and that night ...you all really enjoyed!!!Thanks God!!and i belive we will have a more better hot praise next time!!!guys!!you all really did a great job!!
muak!!!!love you all!!!!
God is Good!!!!====All the time!!!!!!!!yeah!!!

regard;
chili girl(qi ai)

4:16am feeling

haha!!!...surprise ...when i online...is 4:16 in the morning... crazy...

then sudden someone ask me : hei birdy so early?

ya... stomach pain of course early lo!!! today ...there have a lot of different emotion on me....

hard to explain... but ...it was to a missing sick on me......miss my home , my friends in pj , Mega church friends ,peoples around me now......em......that's a bad feeling......but i want to said is...i', luckly i am here...cause i got a change to meet you all ...to know you all....yet to chit chat with you all before....that'll be another great memory page in my mind ...forever...forever...and ever...i gonna to miss the time i was here before... the voice of you all...

this week...when informed my church friends that i gonna to leave... everyone keep on and ask... when o???when you really leave? why so fast?.......and..i really don't know how to answer them!!!just said : next week lo!!!after my exam...then...prepare to kampar after that!!! but luckly when i got home..i check my diary!!! oh My!!!i still have two more week in PJ....alamak!!! i thought i will leave coming week...sweating!!! but it was a good news!!! cause i still have change to meet up all my dear dear again this coming saturday n sunday!!! and i believe that will really become the Last...meeting...for this period!!! i think this moment would be back!!cause i'm sure i will busy my new life in another place!!! but still have a lot of peoples keep on asking...when will you back then??...haiz...what can i said??? just answer in simple word : when holidays i will be back!! or after 3 years!!! ha!!! it heard a bit sad sad....but ...i believe it will not be wall that break our friendship!!! do you agree??

one thing to sure.... before i leave this feeling already keep on appeared in my mind!!! i Gonna to miss you guys!!! and will be...very very miss.........sad!!!!!!! and now i can felt the same sadness from David=88!!when last year he leaved!! ya........is a bad feeling!!!!! but i think i will be more lucky than...cause if i want ...i can still be back here!!!haha!!!but do hope so too.....kaka!!!

suddenly felt hungry!!!! ooo...feel to eat something!!! em...honey star!!! ha!!! yeah!!!

always....when i felt down!!! sweet things really help a lot!!!

thanks sweetdy!!!!haha!!!!my dear food!!!haha!!! sorry if you are sweating now!!

cause you do remember shirley is always crazy herself!!!hoho!!

my new page

ha..........just try to have a new place for my blog!!!
anyway here's my new page!!!hope through this space!!!
you guys can know me more!!!what hwppen to me!!!
haha!!for my PJ friends...u all can check later on my life in new place!!!
haha!!!gonna to miss u guys!!!bless this blog!!!hope i will have great time here!!!share everything here!!!sad...happy...confuse...anger......
haha!!!from the words spread out my feel.....
yeah!!!!

welcome!!!!all my friendssssssssssssssss