i am stronger

Thanks God for the wonderful day....

em....having great day today...

weather just nice...

listen to few new song from hillsong...

rain....

haha...i like it....

i think is a blessing rain....

i love it...

God thanks for everything...

it's return...Christ is risen...

cause You are alive...then we live...

Thanks for everything...

challenges make me grow...

make me become more stronger...

recommend this song "Stronger" from hillsong..

to you guys...view it...then let me know whether you like it!!

lifted God higher....Amen!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sv55FMjeMV0

Thanks friends

a message to shirley friends

Thanks for the concerned....care....and support....
getting better now...after listen to all advice and words....
very glad to have you guys in my life...

i don't know what to say...but thankful
thanks friends....for everything ...

i love you all so much!!! won't forget the care from you all..
and i promise i will stand up to continue my journey...

even the journey will be tired...but i know...

GOd will just stand in front of me...
as well as you guys...my honour friends...

as i believe you guys will just be around me...

i am not afraid anymore...
i will be strong...

i will be what God's want me to...

a prayer of mine

sudden felt like i not use with the Uni life...

maybe the stress around with the tests...

the bad feeling coming back again...damn sad...

i hope i can handle the emotion

always help up others...but me myself can't control!!

haiz...try very hard ...but why still can't success?

burden from anywhere...different place come together

i don't know how long i can stand...

hope there's a shoulder for me...

yesterday..supposely i need to done up my things...

but...i do nothing...just do nothing...

even not dare to enter my room...

scare....certain pressure if i enter my room...

don't know what happen...gonna get crazy soon..

wanna cry....but i can't...i want it....

i think it will be good if i can cry out...

is one of the way to release....

yesterday getting super emo....

get shock of myself too...i can't control...

just get angry so sudden....something wrong i guess

they just did't reply the answer i want to...i just fire up!!!

haiz....Lord!!!i really need Your strength....

Your mercy rain on me!!!i need the peace ...the confident!!

i need You Lord...i know i need to be strong...i need to...

and i should!!i can't fall...cause peoples around me ....

they need me more than problem i faced!!!

i need to be Strong....as the LIon!!!ya...Lion...

i can do it...cause i'm not a cat...but the Lion!!!

Lord...Lord...You teach me i need to love others...

love those i don't like to....please teach me how too...

i need wisdom from You Lord....

very stress now with all the tests around me....

after the subject i failed to answer last saturday...

i had totally lost my confident on my other subject

sometime i was just wondering...am i on the right track?

Lord...YOu really great!!!.....just so sudden...

"Amazing Grace" play in my mp3!!!

oh Lord...You just so amazing....

yes i know when i bow to YOu....

my chain will just gone....Lord...i need YOu...

without YOu ...i can't do anything...i can't....i can't...

miss my family so so much....scare i will just disapointed them!!

with bad performance....bad result....i don't know how to face all that!!

tear getting drop in my eyes....

ya...is good to cry....is good....

Lord...strengten up Your children....

as she need to glorify Your name!!

continue to lead my way...my future...

everything on me...bless my life...

bring the love to me....as i can love others...

what i finding this days.....i believe YOu will provide

and LOrd...please prepare myself as i can be the Best!!

Lord i know now You had hold me up on Your arm...

i need the warm warm hug from YOu Lord....

i want the care and love from others...

Thanks Lord....

always remember me....i'm Shirley...

movie i love

got to knew this on saturday night...

a very great movie...a real story in Korea

very touched by this guy who call-cho won

even he's different from others...

but he still created a great record!!

hope i can be like him...

finish the race that i should to

intro to you guys....

the best movie that i had watched!!!

take a look...

the running boy story

and the great part is...

cho won had a mother that care him lot...

that reflect back to my mum too...

the worry, care from her...

i can sense the love from my mum..

just like cho won....

even he can't express out...but he know!

this is the wonderful smile....

very happy he had end up his race...

you'r the best cho won...

story preview:

Marathon is a moving story about an autistic boy, Cho Won, and his co-dependent relationship with his mother. The mother is so frustrated by the fact that Cho Won isn’t normal, that one day in his young life, she tries to lose him at an outing to the zoo. She’s guilt-ridden at her own insensitive actions and when she finds him again, she vows to always protect him and stay by his side. As he grows up, she becomes extremely overprotective of him. She feels like it’s them against the world and she defends him mercilessly against anyone who dares to insult him. Their lives become so intertwined, that she can’t live without him, and he can’t live without her. One day, the mother realizes that Cho Won has a talent for running, so she sets a goal for him to run the Chuncheon Marathon.In order for him to reach this goal, he needs someone to coach him. She finds a man who used to be a professional marathon runner on the Korean circuit. Unfortunately, his glory days are long gone, and he has now turned into an irresponsible alcoholic. This doesn’t stop the mother from begging him to coach her son. He reluctantly agrees and important relationships develop between the three characters. Their efforts send them on an emotional rollercoaster and eventually the mother realizes she has to let her son lead his own life.The son is played by actor Jo Seung-Woo and he does an amazing portrayal of someone sufferning from autism. Some people may think autists are mentally insane, but they just can't express themselves the way they want to. This movie heightens the audience's awareness of the diease.Marathon is a refreshing change from all the typical Korean movies out there about gangsters and macho men. It's a true story about love, relationships and succeeding against all odds. Bring your tissues. It’s a tear-jerker

get ready for this movie guys..

exam ah..........part2

today...damn tired....

after test ....having 2 lecture class....

brain gonna shut down soon...

wokaka....

damn sad...today can't don my test question...

don't know what it asking...

maybe i'm too blur....

10 hours before the test ....

stomachache....so sudden "auntie visit"

so #$%^&*()_......

having exam soon...decided to do revision the night...

finally FAILED!!!!

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(p/s: cz of the wrong arrangement my new post is after this post)

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(post yesterday:)

tired....tomorrow having test....

don't what to do...blogging??

mind blank...ah.... #$%^&*()_.....

can i just throw away all the books please??

hahah....swt....k...

i will try to understand all the theory anyway...

gambateh ....hope all the test i can do well..

yeah then i will share my 3 months holidays to you all....

yeah...excited about that so so much

soon will coming....

wait for that ya friends...

holidays part1 ~ family trip ~ golden beach

sorry ya....wrong arrangement....

new post come after old post...

haha....cause this post still in process of uploading pic

welll....finally uploaded those pics needed to share...

haha!!!well...passed few days promise will share my 3 months holidays...

well.....here's it....

actually been excited to update my blog after the trip...

but...no place to online....finally can't blog up...

so....decided to update after open class...

finally the bad attitude of Lazy...

had make the work process getting SLOW!!

previously lot friends keep on asking...

helo shirley when will you update your blog....

longtime ....it still remained the same...

haha!!!that's why...i have on the same time...

change my blog layout with some new things!!!

hehe....feel like i was in the wonderland now...

a little girl that telling story to the peoples....

and realize all the cute small animals just around!!

well....now let us start up my 1st part of my holidays story

haha....

of course talk about FAMILY TRIP 1st!!!!

hehe....longtime did't have trip with my family...

is a great time to be together....

family members just go to one place...

out from home...

then...enjoy moments being together....

Thanks God....my parents still with me!!

God YOu just so great!!!

YOu know i scared to lost my family members...

i got only 3 of them!!!

but this time adding one more person...

my future brother in law----TTO!!!

haha....

k....place that we go>>>>GOLDEN BEACH...

one of the nice island in M'sia!!

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we reahed there around 1230pm....

oh...damn HOT!!!!decided to swim...

but please look at the weather

ha...so while waitting room to check in....

just walk around in this resort...

em...i came here once.....er....i was 9 years old that time...

wow...now i'm 21!!!wow...almost10 years +....

not much changes...the swimming pool still the same ....

everything still remain at the same location....

and here's the golden beach i talking about!!!

quite nice huh!!!

hehe....can consider to come again next time...

but....i still hope i can go somewhere else...

rather than here...wokaka!!!

cause...the beach no longer like last time...

no more GOLDEN beach!!!ha!!

just a normal beach!!!

after check in the room....

sister already excited!!!

suggest to swim and play banana boat!!!

haiz....then i just act very tired wanna sleep!!

finally my mum catch me!!!

then force me to go with them...

haiz...then okok lo...FOLLOW!!

ah....is Hot...but is nice...cause...

look through the sea...wow...enjoyed!!

great experience...cause i like nature feel

first game.....water boat(wave runner)....

haha is my 1st time....

very excited!!!!actually wanna to try 1st

but my sista not allow...cause she said:

you don't know how to ride motor....

ok...then let her 1st....

cause of the timing...cause 20min cost RM90

ghost!!!so we hope we can faster learn up the skill

haha....Fun....cause my sista also don't know how to ride this things!!!ha!

then...finally cause of the bad skill....both us fall into the sea!!!!

then after us....is TTO and papa!!!

haha...look at my papa...he just so scared!!!

haha!!very funny...i laugh there non-stop!!!

omg....just realise my papa scared WATER!!!

well...TTO having better skill than us...

so he can play much more longer than both us!!

haiz......not only for this time...i had the experience..

i will try it again by myself ...hehe..without my sista...

haha.....(please don't tell her)

see...then is the 5th round...

this time...TTO fetch sista along the sea...

haiz...then...only things to make FUn....

take pic!!!yeah!!!

ops...the guy behind is our "shi fu"

teach us how to play with the wave runner....

just run on the wave...haha...Gen!!

then...next water sport....canoe....

but this is the different typr canoe...

it's light....and it's call---beach kayak....

haiz...look at the person behind me and in front of me

hello both them damn heavy la....
i'm just so hard to carry them!!!

haiz....haha....but is FUn...

well...don't ever look down me...

when i was 10year old i play with canoe already...

i'm consider a great canoe girl too...haha!!

too tired...is time let papa travel me...

hehe...enjoyed myself there...Ss there...

er...papa ur face look so...^&****

then challenge with my sista...

see whether both us can row how far....

hehe...start from the beginning point...

quite far huh...

hehe

who wanna challenge with me??

then... tired...so i leave 1st....

go back and see what mama doing in the room...

haha...while they all still crazy with the canoe....

i already bath...em...nice nice di...

oh....my mum preparing for sunday sermon...

haha!!don't disturb!!!

fuyoo...so serious...

then....

walk around the resort...

looking around where's my papa,sista n bro...

while on the way...

i saw this special things....

er...wondering what is that...eee..

weird!!!!

well will let you know what this thing for later...

wow...luckly i went down early...

my sista order drink in the swimming pool...

yeah!!!then...i curi this drink...

er..i think is fruit juice...

then....

know i saw who ????

haha....>>REN jie!!!!!

i think ...she will get crazy if she saw this....

evening view to the sea...

i like this picture

that will be good if my dream house is here..

ha....here's the answer previously...

er....not sure what species is this bird...

can anyone tell me?

after long day...

having a great dinner in the resort....

theme of the night: international night?ha!

then my sister-dorcas



and her boy-TTO

and my lovely mum...

ops...forgot my papa already...

but he' enjoyed in his food world...

end up the dinner...having great time together...

gossping lot of topics...

get to know more about each other...

just like need to always remember...

Be the LIght for peoples around...

early the next morning...

plan to jogging on beach...

and here what we done early there...

drawing ....

haiz...while gonna take my pic...

camera battery LOW...haiz...swt!!

the only pic i can get....haiz...

then....

the M'sia SUMO....wokaka...swt>>

lastly....und up this holiday happily...

hope we have this trip again on 09'...

plan to go oversea...yeah!!!

Golden beach....bye...see you again...(hope!)

very gladly i'm inUni life ...

at least i got change to accompany family...

but this month...no change to go back home...

lot of test on saturday....

damn sad>>>

miss my house!!!

Day of valentine

ops......valentine...valentine...
if don't have lover can we still celebrate?

haha....well...of course we can...
cause i celebrate too...with my best buddies...

thanks for accompany me...so that i won't pass the day alone!

the night start up with having special dinner somewhere in kampar...

then...i received a call from my brother....

wishes through the phone from another site...

after the call....

ouch....hungry....already 9pm...stomach telling me...

they need food...so looking at the menu....

what to eat...em...serious look...aiya...

k la...chicken chop....consider special too...

haha!!!cause other day won't take it so often...

while waitting for the food....

hehe camera time...

let me to introduce to you all...
the girl beside me is my best buddy....

she's a great sport gal....her name....Kah yee

then is my cute cute housemate....

hehe....a little boy....can obey big sista...

em...not bad not bad....

and he is.....chi kong...

and then....is my assignment groupmate....

new partner for assignment...hope we have a great work..

he's jonny jackson....that's the name i gave him...

real name...Jason...haha!!

p/s he look different at home and school

and finally my food is here....
hehe my chicken chop set....
er....so little...what so ever...the tastes still good....
haha!!!not bad....50% la....

then is beauty and her food...haha!!
start up lo....

after meal....realize that this shop is special...

so bring along my dear camera...walk around....

hehe...then this background consider unit...

em...k la...take pic with this wall...

then is the peoples that i haven't intro to you guys....

another two girls that joined us...

in front of me :Rachel

and the girl beside me :shiau ping....

after meal need to have so fun...

cards....hehe...not gambling...don't worry..

cause my friends know i don't know how to play...

and even cannot play too....hehe...i'm good girl...

so what we play???.....the KILLER game....

hehe don't know?will explain to you next time...

hard to explain come and find me i wil teach you....

then....another game...

suggest by Me.....

the stack em'....

yeah!!only play one time...maybe no one interest with that....

then....end up this game...

jason arranging the stick...haha

then me....

even one time....

i like the box...

KILLER game play more than one hour...

then we decided to call more peoples for this game...

then we move to another store ....

for second round....hehe...

Ghany...place for the students....haha!!!

then ....while waitting for the rest....we had a great communication
know each other more and more...

then is me....

at Ghany early morning on sunday...

1am....aiyo...tired...but is Fun with friends

and here's the people joined us for the second round....

for KILLER game....

play until 23oam.....

finally i can't stand anymore...then they just end up the game...

i believe if i did't voice up....

we can play until 7am...haha!!then having breakfast there too...

come on...i will control...cause 8am need ta go church for sunday service...

kkk...luckly i did't be late to church....

punctual....

what so ever...

for friends that not with me...

wish you guys having a great valentine out there...

miss you guys so so much!!!

peoples in Pj and seremban...

love you all so much!!!

share with me how's your valentine ya....

wait for your story

i have names sound different meaning...

like the freedom flow in sky....

the feel to fly...like that so so much!!

em...today wanna share something different... haha....

and...that's my nameS....

according to different group peoples...

i will have different nick name for them...

so so ...guess many of you will guessing...

why shirley became LIONESS??

well...actually not only LIoness...but also others...

haha..well..let explain and present to you guys...

there have different story behind my different names...

and the most funny and famous is LIONESS....

haha...swt!!! and need to thanks ee yen for my name discovered!!

miss Carrot...

reason: love carrot...like to cook carrot...ha!!

the chili girl....
reason: love to eat chili...no chili no life!!

the lioness shirley

reason: sound loud...(maybe)ha!!

maybe i'm cute like lion...

haha...swt!!