Dark emo

i need a break for myself
recently too many things happen
i really can't stand for all these
Pray that i can really overcome everything
God please help me to be strong
give me strength to continue the journey
Lord, i need You badly...
be with me...

until the days come
Lord comfort me to face everything
i hope i can cope with all things

my Pray to CY

Dear Lord,
You know my friend so much better than I do.
You know her sickness and the burden she carries.
You also know her heart and pain.
Lord, I ask You to be with my friend now, working in her life.
Let Your will be done in my friend's life.
If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven,
Lord, please help her to see her need and confess.
Lord, I pray for my friend because your Word says
I should pray for her healing.
I believe You hear this earnest prayer from my heart
and that is powerful because of Your promise.
I have faith in You to heal my friend,
but I also trust in the plan You have to her life.
Lord, I don't always understand Your ways,
and why my friend has to suffer for this,
but Lord I trusted in You.
I ask that You look with mercy and grace toward my friend.
Nourish her spirit and soul in this time of suffering
and comfort her with Your presence.
Let my friend know You are there with her through this difficulty.
And may You be glorified in her life and also in mine.
strengthen her as she can overcome all the hardness
that she going to face. Give her peace at night,
comfort during her treatment and joy in her life.
bring Your joy and peace to her.
In Jesus name i pray.
Amen

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This is the Pray from me CY 
hope you getting well after your treatment 
Pray that you will be able to be strong and have peace
during your period in SJMC Pray the nurses and doctor
will treat you the best the nurses will love you
as how we love you always
remember you in my daily pray
don't worry my friend everything in Kampar
i will settle for you don't think about things here... 
have a good rest and think positive too ya!!
pray you will recover soon... 
get well soon my friend love you CY!!
God be with you... 

Is "AML "

in my life...
i ever experience this way...
is Hard time for me...
but i believe this will be even Hard to my friend
a friend that i got to know 1 year...
friend that i stayed for 1 year...
a friend that very Good,caring,clean!!!
a friend that i will ever scare sometime...
cause she is too firm...leader head of our house...
she can cope problem by herself...never ask from others...
just passed few weeks her auntie funeral...
she is the one who settle everything ...
she is always STRONG image to me...
never change...NEVER...
but...all this has change....CHANGE!!!
until i got to know this BAD news on Sunday evening...
i still remember i finished chit chat with my friend...
decided to order delivery for my dinner...
after my dinner...this BAD news come to me...
one of my housemate ask me to go to her room...
and said : shirley i have something to tell you!!
i was wondering...birthday party??exam??or holidays??
BUT...all these NOT RELATE at all...
she said: CY got blood cancer !!!!!
me: WHAT??????????
me : are you serious?? are you sure???
she : "yes...confirmed few days ago...and this afternoon...
she already went to KL for future checking...
see how serious it is... "
WHY??WHAT??HOW COME??
Oh my Goodness...
i cannot accept at all!!!it is impossible for now!!
she looks nothing...she looks fine...

yesterday Doctor got all her blood to check...
and today the result is out...
she had AML (Acute Myelogenous Leukemia)...
which stage??no one dare to ask her...
then i check online...what is this about...
until i read the whole things...i can't believe all this!!!
why it is AML...!!!!

do you know how i feel??
i can't do anything...helpless...hopeless...
i don't know how to calm her...
i believe she in her difficulty now...
she even SAD then anyone of us...

tomorrow...
she going to start her treatment...
i knew the treatment...
is very painful...
the pray from me...
Lord please help her...
comfort her!!!

even i very worried now!!
but i believe that Lord you will comfort her...
give her strength and power to stand!!
i believe CY you can do it...
be strong ya my friend...
will come and visit you this friday...
hope you are fine !!
i love you my friend
always pray for you...


and here is the AML ...how it destroy the body!!

Acute Myelogenous Leukemia is most common in older people because it is a genetic abnormality that is acquired during a person’s life and not inherited from their parents. Radiation and chemotherapy increase the risk of a person developing AML, but some genetic disorders such as Down’s Syndrome and Fanconi anemia can increase the risk as well. Sometimes a higher than normal rate of leukemia is found in a particular family. They may have inherited an increased susceptibility to AML. When the person acquires the damage to the DNA of developing bone marrow cells it causes uncontrolled, quickened growth and the production of normal cells is blocked

CF AGM 09'

here....finally post about our CF Agm...
hehe...em..always late post...em...too bad...
anyway...share to you guys...
the CF agm on last last week...
very glad that most of the members attend the meeting!!!
and me...during my presentation for OB...
half way of my group presentation...
request my tutor allow me to CF meeting...
oh...lucky she allowed...hehe...
and i came on time 715pm reached the room B108...
haha...waiting for the meeting start

and here is some of the members...
haha...everyone look so tired....

and here is our cute boy-Calvin Nanthan...
the sesat boy...

during the election...
hehe...i still at the same position ....
the Vice chairman!!!

and this guy....Kelvin Wong...
because of this picture...
he got to bully from all the members...
issue???his yellow teeth!!!
well...but he still said that his teeth is healthy!!!

and this is the reaction when Josh know that....
know...that....his gf got pregnant??
LOL....haha joke joke!!

hi everyone....i am Wan wei (one way girl in CF)

our president and adviser

with the zoombie crazy....isabelle

and this Sem we had 2 new committees....
Shu (shoe!!)....

and Ray (Rain of CF)

after the AGM....
here's some of my lovely CF members...
the new fresh to Utar...+ one old guy...Mr.Josh

arranging ....here...there...

finally ....here is the group picture...
(**look at Kelvin Wong...)
everyone is focus to the camera except him...where he look??
haiz...only see his wife sui yen nia!!!swt!!!

em...and this one better...
but...the color...oh oh...too bad...not nice

after the group pic....
short farewell to our senior committee Mr.Josh...

big big hug to this guy...

throw high high...
em...**Chang En...not time for pic please!!!

and here is the old guy...haha...
the 1st 1st CF committee member....
Mr.Joshua....my dear kokui friend!!!

and next ....is the time for food....
yeah...
if you can see...
everyone will get crazy of the Egg Tart!!!
just like her-Isabelle...

kokui also....

well...our poor Melody kena bully by Gale!!!

the pretties...Melody and shu ern

the sesat guy for Egg Tart!!!

for food nia.....

and the cow boy--Kelvin

Egg Tart crazy....

finally end up....
this cute boy...submit his camp fees to me...
oh...who suggest to take pic huh??
so weird...
not award section OK!!!
just a RM120 CF camp fees for 30/9...
anyone haven submit your form and fees to me??
please sent to me ASAP....!!!!!

joYfuL of SerVinG

woke up 630am early morning...
prepared to go church early then others days...
because 1st time i serve in Bass...
i am the bassist for this sunday the 1st time in life...
very Thanks God that i have given the change...
to serve God in different instruments...
from 8 years old -Drum...
9 years old -tempering...
11 years old -Piano...
until now...
21 years old-BASS...
my next target is VIOLIN...
haha...quite happy that i know music...
very glad that my mummy let me learn piano before...
even that time is by force...
anyway...it bring out all my music spirit talent...
day by days...
Thanks God for given me music talent..
that i can serve Him in this ministry...
and here's my 1st cooperation worship team m'bers...
Thanks to my guardian in kampar...papa Marn foo
for giving me this special change to play...
and i had taken this big challenge to play...
em...Thanks God...i play well today compare the 1st day practice...
and here's our worship team shoot after the sunday service...

the musicians...
Left: pianist,guitarist,drummer,Bassist and guitarist
Left:Renjie,Andrea,keatmeng,me and waiwai

with the instrument that we play...
weeeee....i playing the new Bass...
wow...proud man!!!
seriously i love this Bass very much...
plan to buy ....
saving money from now!!!

we have a great time when we serve God...

and finally the whole worship team members....
our song leader: Marn Foo...
great musician too....
can play guitar,bass and drum...
is my Bass teacher...

crazy of us

and my Bass classmate-wai wai and my teacher...
haha...very proud that i can play well today...
hehe...my teacher quite happy too~~

finally with my guardian and his another daughter in Kampar...
haha...Thanks God that i have a good papa in Kampar...
that really giving me a lots of care and support!!!
Thanks God for the mercy and grace...
hope i can continue my journey in Uni in kampar...
serve God deep more in music ministry...

here i am

just came back from church worship practice...
last night followed my best friend-Kah yee back to her house
place in Teluk Intan...
haha...having great time over there...
love the food there...
the chee cheong Fang...
went there shop for dress...em...i had spent RM280+
in my life...i never spent so much...
is my 1st time...
anyway will share more to my coming post...
a lots of things wanted to post...
a lot of good things wanted to share..
cause i love to blog...
hehe...that's me!!!
anyway...quite tired...
my left hand fingers very pained now!!
just finished Bass guitar practice...
i love the worship!!!
damn Cool...nice music....
hope tomorrow worship i can play well..
is my 1st time...hehe..Nervous OoO!!!

coming post:
1--coming back from PJ
2--my training on sunday
3--my grooming class+sushi
4--night in Teluk Intan
5--my bass practice

wow...lot pending posts....
coming soon...haha!!!

Sunday in PJ=part 3 (CF sunday)

ha...late post for this!!!~~
been busy around...no time to post!!
anyway...still make it on this week!!!
em...Good!!~~

very glad that weekend that i went back is ...
Mega CF Sunday celebration
very excited when i heard this news from simguoguo!!~~
em...thought that what all the members will prepare for the service!!
actually quite Sad!!cause i longer there~~
so can't join them!!SAD!!~~
and i remember last time i was the Drummer for the worship!!
and this year is a new young guy...~Joshua!!
haha...very happy to see Mega CF growing...
more and more young peoples joined in...
well...bit SAD...but when i see the heart that they serve...
TOUCHED me!!~~
let's go to the pics below...
let the pics tell you the story~~

and this pretty ladies is my Mega CF adviser...
our Miss Wu Qun...
the meh meh Mummy~~
comment from David88 that she became younger...
well...do you think so??
for me??well...pretty....yes...but she still BLUR BLUR always!!~
hope she won't see this...LOL

and the service going to start
get ready for the praise and worship

last time worship leaded by Abby...and i'm the drummer...
and this year...is Abby boy boy~~Li gan!!!
when i saw him on stage quite surprised!!!
but very happy to see him serve God!!!
lots of surprised
peoples that longtime did't come to CF last time...
serve on stage on that sunday!!
cool~~~

1st section service...
830am...mandarin section...

li gan and his worship team...
very happy that Eden having her holidays during CF Sunday!!
haha...longtime did't see this girl ...
nice to see her again!!!
well there Eden!!~~

and the young peoples worshiping God!!~~

em...Dao li...
can you please concentrate worship??

then...second part lead by Andrew Nee...

after the worship....
my sista and daoli...

the worship team m'bers

the ushers...

em...shirley wong and Billy...

the height is >>>>>speechless!!!

then is the performance from Us
did't practice at all...but...
just joined them!!!
haha...very happy...cause i'm still one of them!!!

can't see my face...

then is our speaker....

while waiting 2nd section Sunday service(1030am) to end
everyone stayed at foyer for Eggs~~
cause all of us.....HUNGER!!!~~

cause all the others food have finished by 1st section service at 830am...
leaved Eggs...so...just have it to fill up our stomach 1st~~

my eggs :)

shirley + shirley

having my Eggs...

Clara sharing Gospel to one girl
~~

the old m'bers...
haha...

nene...we will shine like Star...

then...before the 2nd section end...
Rev Ho...called all the campus students to the stage...
blessing pray to all us!!
so Glad that i came back on time...
can received such wonderful blessing on CF Sunday!!~~
Happy

and here we are...
i just stand beside Andrew wong....
ooo...our CF got 4 guys called Andrew...
**sometime i even called the wrong person...
//shy...

after both section service...
is time for group picture!!~~
everyone get ready~~

and here we are...
Sad...cause the only pic that i'm in is BLUR!!!
billy what happen to your camera...
Sad...we all look so blur~~~
only person to blame...
pei fen...pei fen...your technic is not Good!!
haha!!!joke joke~~~

then is Eden and cute Jayden!!!
Jayden been sick for week...
em..he look very thin now compare the last time i see him...
poor boy...

then is our pastor....
Rev Ho....
both are his cucu!!!~~
haha!!!no la...Eden haven marry yet~~
is Joey babies~~

and one of the twin baby...

ops not sure is a she or he
cause both them....really alike...
i can't recognize who is who...

and the baby with our blur blur pei fen

i love this ...
Cute~~~

after both Sunday section...
230pm is the meeting for all campus students at foyer...
and while waiting for the lunch and games ...
resting at one of the corner...
with my dar dar Joey and crazy Dao Li
em...Abby look tired behind me!!~~

after the half day in church...
went back to puchong...
rest for few hours...
then went to IOI mall~~
having my dinner at Penang village~~

my sista-Dorcas

her boy-tto

while waiting for the food...
nothing to do...~~~
bored~~

me too~~
super hungry neh~~~

and my brother acting cute too...
swt>>>

the view of this restorant ...
comment for environment...
em..not bad is nice~~~

and here's my drink

my food....

my sista food...

and is my brother's one...
eee....very little...
em..not enough to him at all~~




then started our dinner...
em...quite nice actually...
but if we can really had in Penang..
i think it will be nicer!!~~

waiting to go home...
home home home~~~
cause ...i wanted to sleep di...
tired~~

one of the corner...
i love all the picture on the wall

then end up my day with wonderful dinner ....

how i feel??
Thanks God for the 1st...
cause longtime i did't meet any of my CF friends in PJ since i came to kampar....
very happy since i attend my cousin wedding i can have wonderful gathering with everyone again!!!
everything just on the correct timing...
i love it...
and church will only celebrate campus Sunday service 2 years once
and i'm just so lucky that the sunday i came back is the celebration...
wow...God you just so awesome...
i love You!!!