I see RAINBOW

ya...being studying...playing...chit chatting with my housemates...

realize this sem everyone seem not so serious...

Maybe too stress???

or what??

well well....

Listen to Richard Clayderman piano piece- Ballade pour Adeline

one of my love one....

hope there is a Grand piano for me to play now...

wohoho....

yeh...yesterday evening...

while after my nap...

i saw RAINBOW!!!!!!!!!

wow....what a awesome weather too....

and is a very nice Rainbow...

i love the color....

very happy while i see it...

remind me of God's Love..

and i knew that i need to do my very best...

and He will do the rest...

ah....even now...

I have no ideas what is in my mind...

but Pray that i can remember whatever i have study...

all my friends out there....
All best for coming papers...

oh gambateh neh~~~

go go go....

ahahahahaha.......

i can't feel sleepy anymore...!!!!

AWAKE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!

in stress mood now...

busy morning

last night received a call from Chipmunks....

haha...she wanted to go for Asia Conference too...

so need to rearrange everything....

especially accommodation...

then online can see whether i will meet my S'pore friend...

ah...Nope...No one is online...

then finally this morning while I am online...

then...got catch up with my dear sister...

Sherry== yeah yeah.... aka "Da Mei Ren"

oh...in case you cannot understand...

means: BIG BEAUTY???

hahha....well well

have been very long i didn't meet her after few years...

haha...coming May conference...Gonna stay at her house..

and she mentioned that her house is palace!!!

hahah....so it means I'm the princess gonna stay there!!

hahah yeah~~~ happy~

excited for the trip in S'pore...

hope i would not stuck in S'pore somewhere...

or...will kidnap by someone....

anyway.....Pray that I will have Fun there...

hope can meet up all my lovely bro n sis there too...

Everything will be Awesome!!

lala....busy the whole morning

just to confirmed everything....

confirm the date to S'pore...

confirm when will back to Kampar...

ah....my morning just online...

sad~

believe now...my friends...

all my classmates dying under the books...

ah....I'm coming too now!!!

God....please give me strength!!

the cup is Full with water now...

oh ya...God full my cup now...

Yahoo....

last night having dinner with my dear kon kon...

haha...she very excited with the dinner...

she recommended a new cafe to me..

ya...and i love the environment too..

Thanks Kon KOn...

while on the way to the cafe...

we saw Chang En...

but...he cycle very fast...

sob~ he don't want to border me at all...

sad~~

hahah....

and me??

due to sickness...

i can't eat those fried food....

no spicy food for this few days...

so...i can only order....

tomato spaghetti as my dinner..

but...i think i can cook even better than this..

ya...I have confident...

cause i love spaghetti ya!!!

and let me show you how happy Kon kon is...

Thanks to my dear sista!!!

haha... love u so much!!

a caring sista that always ask me...

: why you always happy??

haha...you know what??

cause the Joy is from God!!

and you have it now too right!!

ya...God bless both us!!

and need to be very hard working for now...

Thanks God...

I totally recover from my Flu!!!

after the last two pill of medicine...

yeah!!!!

no need to sleep di....

cause i have slept too much!!!!

exciting for the holidays...

oh that is too bad now!!

concentrate on my final now....

Raining Sunday

well well well....
Today is GB and BB Enrolment....
guess Kao meng is super excited with that...

Even i didn't join as GB last time...

but i got to know about GB & BB in my church...

and ya...kampar wesley have GB and BB...

today is their Enrolment  Sunday...

wow...the church is Fulled with peoples!!!

hope every Sunday .....

church is full with peoples to worship Him...

and ya...today....

lots of members is not around...

lots of peoples didn't come to church...

Only...me ...Kon...melissa n prisca in the Van!

ah....another Sunday is over now...

is 5pm.....final is near....

well here's the boys and girls...

will make me think of my secondary life...

I'm the pandu puteri commander last time...

haha....proud!!!***

ya...stayed under the Sun is not fun at all...

need to practice many times...

commander need to memorize the speech...

ah...hehe....think of my secondary life suddenly...

ya...back to Today...

baby belle is not here....

but Melissa is here...

here's us!!!

* chang En very concentrate on the boys performance...

proud of my handphone too...

haha...the pics taken still nice huh...

ya...sony Ericsson is the best~~

she looks pretty huh...

and Today .....

my dear sister....Wendy LOo...asked me for LUnch...

and she is the CHef of the day...

here's what she cooked...

looked nice huh....

ya...is nice!!!

she can get marry...

anyone want to know her??

and this cooked by Pastor Nicky...

em...is nice too...

but today...the rice is not enough to everyone...

but...everyone still Full at the end...

so....

actually Rice is still not so important...

woahaha...

Thanks Wendy Loo...

Thanks Konnee for being so lovely...

Thanks Melvin for washing the plates...

and Thanks me myself to ate all the food...

hahah.....

and Thanks to my lovely heavenly Father....

Today....

there's a Versus attract my attention...

and i know..He want me to learn about that...

" Do everything without complaining or arguing,

so that you may become blameless and pure,

children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation,

in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word

of life -in order that I may boast on the day 

of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing. 

Philippians2: 14-16"

Maybe sometime i will out of control to make complain...

and ya...I should learn DO everything without any complain and arguing...

cause what i do is only for Him....

ya...is very true huh...

the true is only when we believe ...

we will learn from the true....

God of mine forever...

haha....I love Rain...

blue blue sky...

need to bath more than 3 times...HOT in Noon

study for Final...concentrate please>>

voice

wow.....

this few days...wonderful weather....

Not too Hot nor cold...

I'm in the recovering status...

gonna recover soon....

Thanks God!!!

Thanks to my best buddy-kahyee 

for her Redoxon...got better after i drink it...

yup....felt so great after called my mummy this morning...

read renjie blog...she went back hometown...

and ya...i wanted to go back too...

sad~~

but ya..i know...final is near...

felt so bad of myself...

always fall sick during examination period...

oh...too bad....

anyway....get to the reality...

get back to what i should do...

hahha.....yeh yeh~

i just felt so special...

this few days...i realize that God just talked to me...

whatever that i have done....

what should i do...

what I'm worried...

He just tying to comfort me...give me encouragement...

and ya...I love You GOd!!! =D

and ya...previously ....

i mentioned that i Love susan boyle voice...

and wow...recently....another singer that surprised me!!

is a fat guy from Taiwan...

you will never expect he can sing until that level...

is awesome voice....

friends...check out his video clip on youtube...

you will seriously....got stuck there when u hear his voice...

but anyway...i love his voice...

haha...his style is cute too...especially his hair style...

the mushroom boy!!!=D

haha...even US playboy Twin...

wanted him to sing in front of them...

haha....awesome huh...

recently...maybe i slept too much

until there is lots ta weird dream...

but i hope one night i will dream of garden of Eden...

with the Rainbow...

ya...it should be wonderful dream...

haha...i can see butterfly and birds...

and my santa pooh will talk to me...

ya....snoopy playing around with me...

oh...that will be my Shirley's wonderland!!!

yeah~~

love life...

I dreamed a dream

Love LIfe

suffered the whole night....

i guess getting better right now...

no Fan...no cold drink...no ice...

ah...only...hot drink...medicine for now...

haha...previously ....

i helped my lovely santa pooh wear new TEE!!!

The NIKE TEE!!!!

AWESOME right??haha....

Even i lost my NIKE cap last time...

when moving from Johor to S'wan!!!

sigh....

but haha...excited!!!!

I got another NIKE product again this week!!

well well...i believe my pooh pooh will PROUD off too!!

and ya....i believe everyone is busy with final ...

so am i...

arranged all my notes last night....with scope given...

i realize....oh my....all those topics looks so weird to me!!

hahaha...so it means i need to study hard now...

ya....classmates of mine...everyone crazy with final...

still me?? haha...fall sick ....emo....

haiz~~ there's no time for that anymore...

and you know what???

while sick....

all sad things is gone!!!

ya...maybe cause of Flu...

Tear coming together...ah....

my nose gonna lose function....

this morning when I woke up...

ah...wonderful morning....

and ya...while devotion...

i saw something interesting... 

" In every season, there is a reason to rejoice

and an opportunity to do good. (Eccl 3:12)"

The challenge for each of us every day is to find

something to rejoice about and some good to do-

and then to do both!!!

so instead getting emo...getting angry...

i better choose to be rejoice!!!

"Just as the winter turns to spring, 

Our lives have changing seasons too;

So when a gloomy forecast comes,

Remember-God has plan for you. "

Nothing is better for us than to rejoice,

and to do good in our lives...

yup...even sometime there's hard time..

there is something that bring us down...

but i believe that all that is to lead us to 

where God needs us to be tomorrow...

when we believe in Him...

I believe there will have more Joy instead of sadness...

be Faith is something that we can't see...

but we believe....

that's it!!! Be Faith with what we are in God...

what we have right now...

Give Thanks...

we can Live...we can see...we can shout...

use the blessing we have to bless others...

use what we can now...to help others...

live our life meaningful instead thinking bad things...

and I've learn to be more positive...

No more anger for next time....

i should keep my energy to Serve Him...

and to help those in need...

cause i Love Life!!! =)

The work from "hei ren"....

i really respect this guy!!!

his work of helping those childrens...

and his work to change the world...

yup...i believe some of you Don't know who is he...

but i gonna say this...

he is one of the artist that i respect the most...

he use whatever he can now...

to help those in need...

to change the attitude of humanity toward others...

and i believe that he got lots attack from every where...

and i believe that God will always be with him...

and I'm proud of is....he is a christian...

he have Faith in Him...

and continue this lonely journey...

and because of him...

i learn to be more appreciate what i have...

whenever i watch the video clip...

I'm felt that I'm so blessed!!! 

and i shall not be Frustrate in life...

 

when one of the cancer girl asked this:

" If you can exchange your life with me...

will you ?? " 

My tear just make my vision blur...

cause i know...

how she feel....

days that counted when she going to die...

and i think of the FOOTPRINTS in sand...

i'm so glad that...God always walk with me...

when I'm down...He will carried me...

and i believe to live our life to reach others...

is hard...but i believe when we really put in effort...

i will be Done....

Friends.....

I really hope those who reading this post..

you should love your life...

even is short or long...

maybe you cannot predict...

but do you really live your life meaningful?

will your life bring good effect to others?

will your life bless others?

Even is hard....

but let us do it together...

to bring up the world...

Bring the Joy to the world...

Love the world!! =)

Help others when you still can!!

Don't Judge others!!!

cause we don't have the right!!

so am i...

I love Life....NO more -ve emotional

unknown

slept this morning at 1am....

went home after finale meeting...

i'm totally blank...sat in front of my desk...

I do nothing....just sat there for few minutes....

then i decided to sleep....

till 6am...my alarm rang....

and i off it...continue to sleep until 7am...

ah.....i think I gonna SICK!!!

i can felt the heat is inside my body right now!!

headache....i can see *** star ~

well...this morning...I'm totally not fine at all...

physically...mentally...spiritually...

ah...i guess I'm totally crash by a big ROCK...

from some where....that unpredictable...

well well...I can't even talk well...

emotional getting very Down....

that is the signal before Sick??

ya...i guess partially....

but there is one thing I'm thinking about....

when we hurt someone...what will we do??

or anyone hurt us...what will we do??

em...shall think about that seriously...

Today....I keep on thinking about this...

am i such a person that like to "help" others?

even others didn't ask for??

and he or she will think that ....

I'm taking over he or her job??

well....I guess I don't have such high Ego about that...

I don't ever think about that....

i just simple mind set to help up!!!

BUT ....i never expect this will happen...

and i can felt that...the Gun...

is all the way pointing at me...

and started to SHOOT at me!!!!!!!!

ya...maybe words can release anger....

but those words had already offense others....

how??? can anyone tell me??

do you ever think that i like to be busybody to find work?

I can choose not to DO ANYTHING!!!

I can choose to be SILENT!!!

and you know what???

I'll choose to be Silent for next time...for u...

I think that is the best one???

but...another side of me tell me this...

: "you should not do that!!!"

ya....there's always black and white angel in us...

but...finally...I choose the white angel...

cause I remember this...

one day....

I will get the Praise from the King of King!!

someone asked me....

I didn't see you ???

well....but i know that...

God see me!!!

I don't need anyone see me!!

I need to make sure God seeing me!!!

that is the most important thing...

someone asked me.....

why do you like to helping around?

are you pastor? 

well...that make me think off....

sometime will felt upset when no one appreciate...

but....when i ever see...

people's i helped...

they gain back Joy...love...

that is the most greatest present for me~

what shall i ask for again?

maybe i shall not be so -ve thinking...

cause that don't look like me at all...

but...i know that...

i need to CHANGE!!!

maybe i need to learn...

how to use a better way to help...

instead ...it will not offense anyone again...

but sincere in my heart....

I just wanted to help...

and I'm not asking for return .....

cause I know...God love me!

peoples will forget me easily...

peoples will just give a simple words to me...

to say: nevermind...

Is harsh....but......I know...

"God will not made me for defeat!!!"

just so sudden....

I felt that...I'm unknown within the group!!

ya...

but I'm the wonderful daughter for God!

even the tear no one will know...

but God know....

after all things happen....

I'm still struggle whether I've made correct decision?

 but I hope that it is not....

human words will make us fall....

and give off everything...

but i know that....

God will rebuild again...my Faith ...

and i shall be strong...

I pray for the Joy in me..

I pray that God will heal the broken heart...

 I feel the tears......

and Lord....comfort me with Your peace...

Maybe people will only remember me...

when they needs help...

when they are in trouble...

but I know that ...

God will always be with me...

no matter what situation I am....

sometime....being Unknown is good too...

no one realize your effort....

but God do.....

I do not ask for what....or gift...

 Don't say sorry after you have whack on me!!

even I can be nothing...or trying to forget...

but....that is seriously affect me!!!

I have being so down for so many hours...

and that had totally make me lost my passion on the very moment....

anyway.....

I think my skin is still TEBAL...

i will still Face everything....

and i know...

Everything...will make me GROW!!!

i really hope that ...

my santa pooh can talk to me...

then i will definitely cheer up...

final is coming...

I'm totally in the stress now...

many things need to study....

struggle.....

I hope i can cope with all the difficulty....

and i need to LOVE LIFE....

i need to live happily...

for those childrens that unable to live...

i shall not think of all things that affect me...

i should sing chipmunk x'mas song....

i should eat more apples before i fall sick...

I should just be myself....

without anyone concern...

cause...I am who I am....

I am ....LIONESS SHIRLEY!!!!

April trip sharing

ya....i love the Dim Sum here....

is in Fu Shan!!!....

1st time there...

Thanks Kahyee for bringing me there...

=)

workers there with their special green uniform...

ya...reached there...

bit late...cause we looking for parking...

ah....hard to find car park....

too many cars there.....

but finally we have our late breakfast here.....

let's intro some of the food i found out is special....

and here's the desert....

haha...look weird right??

ya....it taste weird too~~

hahaha....

but it look nice~~

taste?? for me...i only ate one...

swt~

personally .....I love Green food...

haha....well...always green color food will attract me...

haha...and this....I love it~ 

it is very nice =)

*thumb up!!

then is the fried prawn ball....

ya....is my favourite...

yeh....i will sure have it again when i got back!!

=)

Michele and Jason...

both them cannot eat prawn...

so here's their main food...

hahaha....look nice huh~

after food....

haha....is our tradition...photo section...

haha...not often come to this place...

so for sure...

need to take some nice pics...

1st with my dear best friend- Kahyee....

two pretties!!! =)

then with my cute dear-Michele...

she look cute huh!!! 

ya...she is!!! =)

then lastly is my best crazy buddy-Johnny Jackson JASON...

the GIRLS!!!! 

the classmates....the best gang!!!

we shop together...eat ...gossip....

with them...i really started to enjoy my Uni life...

Thanks buddies!!!

after breakfast....

we went to shopping....

haha...while 3 of them shop for clothes...

i went to Glad Sound to look for some books...

then ....3 of them come over and meet me up!!

haha....and they started to play in Glad Sound...

haha...Lucky the shopkeeper didn't scold!! =D

he allow us to play there....

phew~ =_="""

then everyone being the models...

haha....i love this shoot!!! 

do you think so??

i hope one day....

3 of my friends will get to know about Christ!!

haha...pray =)

so after i got what i want....

i joined them for the photo shooting section....

at the corner of the shop...

haha...and this pic taken by the shopkeeper ....

haha....he's name is Sebastian...

haha...recently he play with camera too...

em....i love this shoot!!

I look so cute huh~~

hahaha......

and here's what i bought back !!!

hahah....yeh....

then after...

we take pic at the Japan photo shooting machine

ya....we will always go for that when we came here...

hahah....is nice....cause kahyee love to play with that!!

as you can see...

she very excited while waiting the pic printing out...

even ....after she got the pics...

she don't want to eat....

swt~ crazy kahyee!!! =D

but of course still need to take dinner...

cause I"m hungry!!!

ya...we went to one of the nice restaurant!!

design is nice...lighting is nice...environment is nice...

100% good!!! =)

i love it!! >o<

Japaness design layout!!!

while waiting for our food...

4 of us...keep on looking at the pics we took....

crazy with those pics....

and .....what i got the day??

due to recently...My face problem...

ya...i went to BOdy shop...

one of the shop that i believe in...

cause they love the Earth...

all is Natural!! =)

haha...new facial foam set....

new product...

hope this expensive staff will help up my face....

hahah....ya...the most expensive things i got for my life...

haiz~~ no more shopping for few months!!

hahaha....

and here's my dinner set....

hahah.....cheapest in the order list...

haha...cause since i bought for facial foam..

then need to save money....

haha...it look nice huh....

ya...i only love the corn and the tomato...

and then is my favourite....

but i didn't taste prawn at all... >C<

ah.....

haha...and my main food....

ah....vegetarian....

i guess that's why is cheap!!!

swt~

but it taste not bad!!!

time to eat..... kahyee

end up our day with 2nd movie before we going back...

haha...we watched "beauty in Duty"!!!

haha....Funny movie...and is nice!!!

*Thumb up!!!

ya...i really have Fun with my buddies...

Thanks for bringing me out....

even previously i don't want to go....

but you guys....haha....

Thanks!!!

ya...I love my friends

April AWESOME Sharing

*Gift of Lion  key chain from My dear Chipmunks-Melody
haha...i realize...My birthday present mostly are...LION!!
hahaha...but i'm happy to this special symbolic I have...

LION WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!

you.....watch out!!! haahha....
well ya....recently happened lots of things....
sad....happy....worried....
anyway....i believe everything is Fine now...
and of course i hope things will go smoothly....
i just hope that Life will just be simple...
and Happy~~
just like the birds ....
free to fly wherever they want to....
Life should be like that...do you think so?

*Gift from my housemate-Shiwei

when I'm sad...down...there is always some angles around...
from the msg....little Gift...just to cheer me up!!
and I need to give all this Thanks to God!!
ya...Give Thanks!!!
for He so love me!!! =)
even things will happen....
but i believe God will lead the way...
do you agree??
and I"m glad that I know Jesus!!
is a greatest present in the world!! =)

*Gift from CF committees during retreat-Ray

another Lion gift...
haha....do you think one day if I'm with the real Lion..
will they eat me???
haha...what a imagination i have!! swt~
and ya...I'm listening to "Amazing Love" sang by hillsong team...
ya...God love really Amazing...
and i always remind myself...
think back the great things God had given...
always give thanks...
and i will not think that...God not love me!!
because...is just...we ourselves don't love God!
and Jesus is my King....
Jesus is my friend...
Jesus is my protector...
i will not fear ....cause I've Jesus!!

*Gift from my best buddy- Konnee

haha...and I used it with my phone now...
everytime i saw it....
i will remember you ...Kon KOn!!!
Thanks!! =)
ya...she is one of my courage friend....
who always smile in front of me...
who always bring joy to me....
I'm glad to have you Kon kon!!!
and i'm happy that...
she had accepted Christ!!!

*special tea break from Konnee on Sunday

Thanks....haha...
and ya...she trying to write something on...
"STAY HAPPY"...
ya...and i will kon kon!!!
same to you ya!!!
and ya...when I'm sad....
cake will help lots...
haha....Thanks to belle too...
she will always bring me my favourite...
Fruit cake whenever i'm sad!!
Love you baby belle!!! =)

*late Gift for X'mas -cute sis Wendy Loo

haha....there's my name on the pen...
you see that??
haha...ya...I like it!!!
hahah...don't be jealous ok!!!
hahah.....My best x'mas gift 09'
love it~ =)
at the same time...
i wish you Grow in Christ too wendy!
Be strong sista!!

and my best buddy ever....Ms Kahyee!!!
well...even recently...you worried about you brother...
but want to tell you that....
you always have me....
always be with you ya...
Don't worry...your brother will be Fine...

 and ya....that is one of the week this sem...

we cycle to campus...

cause my best buddies...never cycle to campus before...

hahaha....to experience it....

they woke up early....7am...

just to cycle to campus...

hahah...cool huh!!!

then is another buddy of mine...Jason...
haha...in front my Michelle house...
hahaha....
but Michelle can't JOin us....
sad   =(

then we reach campus early then other days...
passed by cafeteria....
i went and buy BREAD!!!
hahaha...hungry!!~~
and here's the view in front of block C....
there's far to go to reach Block H...

I used another way....
so that we can reach FASTER...
haha...and lucky no one see....
neither the Guard....
if not...sure scold by them!!!
then time for Class....
haha...found some Funny pics in class....
check it out~

haha...look at Siewfei...
super model in our class....
Hey...you are presenting man!!!
swt~

and thiss guy....my best buddy...
look at him...always act cute...
oooo.....but...his hand ....
sorry ya Jason!!!hahah....

the 3 girls always together...
you will see 3 of them together every where
haha...the Top Girls....
Girls time for lecture class...

after class....6pm....
we went to Pasar Malam...
ya...Is kahyee favourite place to go...
haha....so just follow them to buy some food...
end up while we waiting at this stall....
we becoming the part-time worker....
helping the ladies ....
see how good we are....
**proud!!!

haha...and my CF friends....
really thought that I'm work as part-time there....
hahaha.....swt~

and here's our octopus ball....

yeh~~~
Kahyee Favorite!!!

then....Michelle Joined us after her class...

wait in the Rain....

then i went back seremban...
ya....having my breakfast in Mc-D...
ah....the bun is not nice!!
hahaha....sorry Mc-D...
even i love Mc-D....
but the breakfast set....
the Bun is NOT NICE!!!
arrrrrggghhh......

but i like the eggs...
hehe.... =)

then i have Subway before i back in kampar!!
yeh....
I love Subway!!!
sleep~~

i want external hard disk