You are the one Draw my life

I'm always hope that someone can draw me...

ya...and last semester break....

i went to penang....

while I'm visiting a place....

my Mum's friend and I asked the artist to draw us...

and this week....very busy...

I just felt that...not enough time ...

just felt that...everything come at the same time!!

although...I facing challenge on communication....

I kind of person don't like to force by others...

I don't like others ask me too many questions

when i don't want to tell....

and slowly it becoming a CONTROL!!!

i HATE this kind of feeling...

and felt very pressure recently....

until my Gastric problem occur again....

i can't enjoy well even my friends trying to cheer me...

Gastric...occur while I'm stress....

ya....and it bring down my life.....

I lost interest in everything!!!

sad~

anyway....

I believe that GOD is the one Draw up my life....

and He will guide me...

and you know what??

I love Freedom!!!

so while I'm tie up with all the control by others...

i will nearly DIE...i guess....

and slowly change my attitude....

and for sure i hope i will not happen

i need to rearrange all my emotional...

as most of my friends knew that...

i don't like to show the bad site of mine...

no one will realize....

but i knew that God knows everything...

God please strengthen me up!!

God my future is in Your hand!!!

yesterday I have Fun time with my buddy....

that we have lost up for this sem...

because of assignment and tests...

finally yesterday we hang out together...

ya...and I thanks to my buddy...

even i felt don't want to go...

but they still come to my house asked me again...

not to disappointed them....

i joined them!!! =)

but seriously I have Fun....

we watched 2 movies....

and the movies had brighten me up!!

and we shop together....

crazy together....

we reached this morning....

and chat with my housemate while...

then online...

is kind of weird...

there's a girl from JB....

added me into her msn acc....

and asked me lot questions...

and even she wants me to talk Erotic with her...

my goodness that is 1st time i met someone in msn...

that will asked me for that!!!

to prevent that she is a girl...

i asked her to show her webcam...

and ya...she is really a girl....

Girl that study in Segi!!!

while...and she asked me to show my face...

so...i just showed her few second...

and she started asking me to talk Erotic with her...

well....of course i didn't talk about that....

and you know what???

i share Gospel with her...

and she told me she started with this..

after she watched porn movie....

and i knew that ....

she desire for Love...

and she said...

she always asked for "high"...

well....she is quite a pity girl....

and i really hope one day....

she can know that Jesus love her...

when i talked lots about God...

she stop chatting with me...

then she appear offline...

but when i said.....

God will be with her....

she just agree with that!!

and she even asked...

whether she can pray to God for getting "high"?

oh....that is a big challenge for me to share Gospel with her...

but i did my best!!

i Hope she can understand that God is good...

and God will help her!!

and here's some message to the Girl!!
** Hi girl!!

I don't know whether you will read my blog!!

i really hope that you will!!!

and i knew that you have your own problem...

but you know what?

even you lost in life...

but God still love you!!

i don't know what is the purpose you added me in msn...

but....i really hope that you won't make use of me...

and...i really hope that i can be your friend....

and i hope that....you will change one day!!

Love your body alright!!!

because that is the creation of GOd!!

love yourself ya!!!

and I still care for you as friend!!!

God bless you Girl!! =)

this season....there's lots of different kind of peoples...

but as  Christians....

please stand on God's principle...

not to make Fun of own religion...

what have you done...or said...

God will ask you one day in heaven!!

how is your life as a Christian??

Is it bringing blessing to others??

or you bring your anger around??

or bring your own justice??

that is the question to be think about!!

got a msg from Fb after my status updated!!

**Yes, He is able, 

never fail you & all His children! 

Work hard on your study and achieve 

what He has plan'd & arranged for you! Press on!**

God bless...

Love LIfe everyone!! =)

going to face my challenge